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Well fk me dude . I've been on 360 mg dihydrocodeine for 14+ years ever since they took my knee caps out and left me with fk all but crutches for 12 yrs . Oh by the way it led down a dirty path yeah I went there . I'd rather not talk about for now . Anyways I've been clean be 2yrs this Feb coming and yeah I'm off the dirty shit but I'm still on the 360 mg and 250 mg pregabalin for my FKD nervous system . Started growing a year now and got to say my own stash I'll beat any street weed out there . Hands down . Topped one accadently and it grew 2 more lol . I find if I don't smoke I'm even more in chronic pain than usual . My body is well and truly FKD . I've a heart murmer or skeamic ,the doc calls it . Heart attack just waiting to happen . But I'm on the mend since I've had the dog . Go walking at least 4/8 mile Daily which has helped me recover ever so slightly . Don't know my IQ but I do know I left school with nothing . I'm the jack of all trades master of 1 kind of guy . Worked my way up in a factory for 15 yrs but had to pack the work in since my knees been out . Body full of arthritics too but hay ho I'm still here . Anyways just putting some shit out there as its nere half 2 AM and can't sleep for pain , took my sleeper tabs , shit forgot to mention the mirtrazapine I'm on , an hour ago n still wide awake . Got to stop smoking now for the heart so trying to just use the bong and eat more cake . Must say the wife makes some excellent weed cakes lol. Anyways how the fk my going to manage without my daily meds doesn't bare thinking about . Sometimes my knees are that sore I can't stand up until I take my codine n pre,g's . Thank you NHS . Proper job . Not . O well I'll leave you there for now before I bore the shit out you all . But before I go does anyone know some really blow your socks off strains out there you know the ones that give you a big buzz in the head which leads on to numb the arthritics in the joints . Bone joints I mean . Grew some kritical Bilbo last time 24 % thc and the crystals were banging and oh when's the best time to harvest for a good head stone . Thanks for now . Night folkshello, I am sparechange. this is my girl, ginger.
we have both been on legit pain management opioids, for a decade.
I believe I know cannabis oil as well as anyone and if you know something, I'd like to share ideas with you.
she's withdrawaling from a 405ish mg equivalent, on methadone. it is, in my opinion, the most difficult opioid beast, to battle.
we are journaling our research, in hopes to help someone else.
much of our interaction will bore you to death.i never know when something minuscule, today, will b of profound value to me, tomorrow so bear with, please. I am acutely shy so please don't be disappointed, when I don't respond.
I have various theories n ideas. I welcome u to become a part of this and if we connect without me freaking out, I'll try to walk u through tailoring yourself, with a handful of cultivars.
I find that cannabis works on a triple beam type scale. temperatures time pressure
form of intake and the bodies filtration systems, matter. as I say it and am aware various temps do different things for us... I could b exploiting temps at time of intake, as well.
anyway, she's bypassing withdrawals. originally went cold Turkey. her doc hooked her up, again, making my part, more challenging.
she is volatile, but being aware of it n separating the beast from the individual, is important. it's not personal. it's methadone. it's opioids.
I'm just over a year, opioid free. I'm down about 90lbs n kept it off. I lost at roughly 1.5 lbs, per day.
she's flown 60 lbs and I have learned to separate cage and stabilize her vitals through and from her pain, regardless of level.
we can do better than opioids. ginger will show you. I will catalog her progress. if she can kick for good... I will make her my wife in one year.
opioids, over long term legitimate use, will cause just as much damage as an illegitimate user, over long periods of time... if not more... because my pain doc and insurance gave me exponentially more than I could've afforded without becoming a street walker, or pornstar.
I believe cannabis helped me to repair the schizophrenia, delusional n psychotic symptoms, opioids gifted to me..., only better.
consider: you have a 140 IQ... opioids drop you 30 IQ points, said a pain doc, when I once asked him...
so for ten years, I had to learn to adapt and live with only 110ish intelligence.
what happens, when we lose the use of a limb... we adapt... so long term opioid users, learn to operate, dumb as the average joe...
eventually, rising back to the original 140; using other areas of the brain, to adapt and compensate... so when they get off opioids, they get that 30 point boost... taking 140, to 170... plus the bonus for knowing how to more efficiently adapt. hence, a 140 IQ, over long term opioid use, becomes more intelligent than average, overnight, with around a 25% boost in intelligence.
makes me wonder if we could do this with ur average schizophrenic, or brain damaged, individual
anyway, I'll just b logging her progress
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DOD has bigger dixWell fk me dude . I've been on 360 mg dihydrocodeine for 14+ years ever since they took my knee caps out and left me with fk all but crutches for 12 yrs . Oh by the way it led down a dirty path yeah I went there . I'd rather not talk about for now . Anyways I've been clean be 2yrs this Feb coming and yeah I'm off the dirty shit but I'm still on the 360 mg and 250 mg pregabalin for my FKD nervous system . Started growing a year now and got to say my own stash I'll beat any street weed out there . Hands down . Topped one accadently and it grew 2 more lol . I find if I don't smoke I'm even more in chronic pain than usual . My body is well and truly FKD . I've a heart murmer or skeamic ,the doc calls it . Heart attack just waiting to happen . But I'm on the mend since I've had the dog . Go walking at least 4/8 mile Daily which has helped me recover ever so slightly . Don't know my IQ but I do know I left school with nothing . I'm the jack of all trades master of 1 kind of guy . Worked my way up in a factory for 15 yrs but had to pack the work in since my knees been out . Body full of arthritics too but hay ho I'm still here . Anyways just putting some shit out there as its nere half 2 AM and can't sleep for pain , took my sleeper tabs , shit forgot to mention the mirtrazapine I'm on , an hour ago n still wide awake . Got to stop smoking now for the heart so trying to just use the bong and eat more cake . Must say the wife makes some excellent weed cakes lol. Anyways how the fk my going to manage without my daily meds doesn't bare thinking about . Sometimes my knees are that sore I can't stand up until I take my codine n pre,g's . Thank you NHS . Proper job . Not . O well I'll leave you there for now before I bore the shit out you all . But before I go does anyone know some really blow your socks off strains out there you know the ones that give you a big buzz in the head which leads on to numb the arthritics in the joints . Bone joints I mean . Grew some kritical Bilbo last time 24 % thc and the crystals were banging and oh when's the best time to harvest for a good head stone . Thanks for now . Night folks