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What happened dude.? Did the hydro shop tell ya to eat cheese on the blower?Hey guys. Rough day.
How yall doin?
Right on bro. I know some are better than others. Down here the cold gets in your bones and stuff . But it's been a weird winter down here . WarmYou've never been?
Thanks for the positivity brother. Always good to hear from you man. Hope the fam is good
Im hanging with my little boy he's cheering me up :)
No never been. I'm feeling a little funk today as well no reason for it just one of those daysYou've never been?
Thanks for the positivity brother. Always good to hear from you man. Hope the fam is good
Im hanging with my little boy he's cheering me up :)
I think it's mostly from some shit I've caught, although I've been having trouble with stomach acid coming up on me when I lie down for long, started taking some stuff to help with that and the next day this shit is happening to me.Morning guys. @Papa Indica is the sickness from your condition or is it a side-effect of the medication your taking fir treatment?
So at my last hearing the judge read the report from the counselor I had been seeing for 16 weeks . She wrote me a great report, nothing but good things to say about me. The judge then asked the dhs case worker why there was no drug treatment as a part of my counseling. The dhs worker said that she didn't think I had a drug problem and there was no evidence of any drug abuse. Judge said didn't he test positive for Marijuana? Dhs worker said yes but he has a medical card and a doctor recommendation to use Marijuana and he quit anyways. Judge said no no no he needs drug treatment and more counseling. So I go back to my counselor and she tells me that she was informed by the dhs that I need more treatment with a focus on drug abuse. She said she refuses to waste her time giving me drug treatment and was going to write a letter to the judge. My dhs worker and counselor are fucking great they have been trying to tell this judge to pull his head out of his ass for me
Yeah, what he said. Some of these ancient old fucks in positions of power man, I'm tellin' ya. We desperately need new blood on the benches and in the government.Thats fuckin bs. A judge is supposed to uphold and apply the law not this shit. Wtf?
You bet your ass they'd get offended. I'm sick of all these mother fuckers that seem to think they have a right to never feel uncomfortable, bunch of fucking entitled pussies.I know right. Like wtf guys. Some people have no sense of humor and take shit to heart. I could probably fart around them and they'd get offended.
Nice pot leaf bud structure. lol
Not a lot new I guess, gonna be taking a couple more plants pretty damn soon. Got a Chem Dawg on the way, that's a pretty cool new thing but, I don't actually have it yet.Anything new in your gardens sirs?
It was crazy how that shit was going, I was trying to be real careful not to get it swinging hard when I was using the up/down but, it just kept jumping all over the place on me. Fucker. lol@G gnome did you catch my post about the pH meter? Probably be ordering it tomorrow, I wish to hell I'd had it today though. I pulled out this pos pen I have and tested my tea before I started giving it to my girls and it was reading kinda low so, I added a touch of pH up and all of a sudden it's reading way high, fuck. So I dug out the dropper test and proceeded to fight back and forth, too high, too low, too high, too low, fuck me, finally got it but, what a pain in the ass. Could've all been avoided if I had a decent meter to begin with. Oh well, didn't take me too long to learn that lesson.
Phing small batches can be a real bitch.It was crazy how that shit was going, I was trying to be real careful not to get it swinging hard when I was using the up/down but, it just kept jumping all over the place on me. Fucker. lol
I have 2 ph pens and I always end up back to the solution. I think it's because my mind keeps telling me the pens have to be calibrated and the solution you don't.It was crazy how that shit was going, I was trying to be real careful not to get it swinging hard when I was using the up/down but, it just kept jumping all over the place on me. Fucker. lol
I havent had it in me to take down the blower and head over there.What happened dude.? Did the hydro shop tell ya to eat cheese on the blower?
I havent had it in me to take down the blower and head over there.
Shit got real fucked up between me and the lady. Worse than ever. We both have anger issues and it just makes the arguments so frequent and bad. Just, this one was super heavy brother. And in front of the kids.
Ive been doing this back and fourth with her for a while now im sure ive bitched and moaned about it before. Its just...things went too far. And shes done with me. I realized that im a fucking poison mate. Its just hard to swallow. So yeah.....anyways..., its been a rough day.
I have some stupid mental issues from my child hood and everything i went thru, it makes it hard for me to see straight, sometimes i get so wrapped up in my head that my perspective of the world gets twisted up. Makes me an idiot. And then when things return to normal i see all these things i did and ways i acted and all i can feel is regret and shame.
Im just thankful i have friends(edit to add) -and weed- to help keep me sane. Without other humans i get lost in my head. I need to talk about shit like ph meters and joke around cause it grounds me. Ya know? So does spending time with my boy. Hes all knocked out snoring next to me and it cheers me up.
Appreciate it bro. We've all had rough patches, so im sure you understand in some way or another.Keep your head up. We here for you man.
I smoked out a fella from Elemental Seeds said he wanted to enter it into the cup in Colorado in April. I think I'll be harvesting 2 weeks to late oh well next time.Appreciate it bro. We've all had rough patches, so im sure you understand in some way or another.
Smoking on your mango tango helpin me stay positive gong. If you were close id source from you more often this stuff is great
A few reasons, I don't have a reservoir to drop 'em in for one thing, if i was set up that way I probably would, my tds meter works great and I don't have the aggravation of having it wired to anything, when I use these things I'm reading from one gallon jugs, (other than when I make tea), so I can only use one at a time which, to me, makes having them wired together an inconvenience, and I can save $50 going with the pH only and then I'm not spending money for something I already have. Makes sense to my twisted brain.Phing small batches can be a real bitch.
I also use a guardan. I don't understand why you don't just go with ph and ppm meter? I just leave mine in one of my reservoirs all the time instead of in storage solution. Get the calibration solutions just clean the probe with dish soap and a tooth brush.
Bluelab meters for the win! (According to gnome anyway, lol, I'm betting he's right.)@G gnome did you catch my post about the pH meter? Probably be ordering it tomorrow, I wish to hell I'd had it today though. I pulled out this pos pen I have and tested my tea before I started giving it to my girls and it was reading kinda low so, I added a touch of pH up and all of a sudden it's reading way high, fuck. So I dug out the dropper test and proceeded to fight back and forth, too high, too low, too high, too low, fuck me, finally got it but, what a pain in the ass. Could've all been avoided if I had a decent meter to begin with. Oh well, didn't take me too long to learn that lesson.
Next month we celebrate our 27th anniversary, after all that time the one thing I can tell you for sure is that for it to work it takes a lot of effort on both sides, relationships are work. Having some love to work from helps of course. The real issue is, are the two of you really gonna make your son grow up with a broken home? For those of us that had those seriously fucked up childhoods, didn't it usually really begin after the broken home shit? I feel for you going through this shit but, I really hate seeing that so many people out there throw in the towel and the effect it has the children involved. Good luck bro.I havent had it in me to take down the blower and head over there.
Shit got real fucked up between me and the lady. Worse than ever. We both have anger issues and it just makes the arguments so frequent and bad. Just, this one was super heavy brother. And in front of the kids.
Ive been doing this back and fourth with her for a while now im sure ive bitched and moaned about it before. Its just...things went too far. And shes done with me. I realized that im a fucking poison mate. Its just hard to swallow. So yeah.....anyways..., its been a rough day.
I have some stupid mental issues from my child hood and everything i went thru, it makes it hard for me to see straight, sometimes i get so wrapped up in my head that my perspective of the world gets twisted up. Makes me an idiot. And then when things return to normal i see all these things i did and ways i acted and all i can feel is regret and shame.
Im just thankful i have friends(edit to add) -and weed- to help keep me sane. Without other humans i get lost in my head. I need to talk about shit like ph meters and joke around cause it grounds me. Ya know? So does spending time with my boy. Hes all knocked out snoring next to me and it cheers me up.
Yep makes way too much sense.A few reasons, I don't have a reservoir to drop 'em in for one thing, if i was set up that way I probably would, my tds meter works great and I don't have the aggravation of having it wired to anything, when I use these things I'm reading from one gallon jugs, (other than when I make tea), so I can only use one at a time which, to me, makes having them wired together an inconvenience, and I can save $50 going with the pH only and then I'm not spending money for something I already have. Makes sense to my twisted brain.
Very well put. lots of work on both sides always. Yes the children pay the ultimate price of a broken and dysfunctional home.Next month we celebrate our 27th anniversary, after all that time the one thing I can tell you for sure is that for it to work it takes a lot of effort on both sides, relationships are work. Having some love to work from helps of course. The real issue is, are the two of you really gonna make your son grow up with a broken home? For those of us that had those seriously fucked up childhoods, didn't it usually really begin after the broken home shit? I feel for you going through this shit but, I really hate seeing that so many people out there throw in the towel and the effect it has the children involved. Good luck bro.
I did@G gnome did you catch my post about the pH meter? Probably be ordering it tomorrow, I wish to hell I'd had it today though. I pulled out this pos pen I have and tested my tea before I started giving it to my girls and it was reading kinda low so, I added a touch of pH up and all of a sudden it's reading way high, fuck. So I dug out the dropper test and proceeded to fight back and forth, too high, too low, too high, too low, fuck me, finally got it but, what a pain in the ass. Could've all been avoided if I had a decent meter to begin with. Oh well, didn't take me too long to learn that lesson.
Feel free to call me brother....im in ur cornerI havent had it in me to take down the blower and head over there.
Shit got real fucked up between me and the lady. Worse than ever. We both have anger issues and it just makes the arguments so frequent and bad. Just, this one was super heavy brother. And in front of the kids.
Ive been doing this back and fourth with her for a while now im sure ive bitched and moaned about it before. Its just...things went too far. And shes done with me. I realized that im a fucking poison mate. Its just hard to swallow. So yeah.....anyways..., its been a rough day.
I have some stupid mental issues from my child hood and everything i went thru, it makes it hard for me to see straight, sometimes i get so wrapped up in my head that my perspective of the world gets twisted up. Makes me an idiot. And then when things return to normal i see all these things i did and ways i acted and all i can feel is regret and shame.
Im just thankful i have friends(edit to add) -and weed- to help keep me sane. Without other humans i get lost in my head. I need to talk about shit like ph meters and joke around cause it grounds me. Ya know? So does spending time with my boy. Hes all knocked out snoring next to me and it cheers me up.
Im jealous againAppreciate it bro. We've all had rough patches, so im sure you understand in some way or another.
Smoking on your mango tango helpin me stay positive gong. If you were close id source from you more often this stuff is great
Im w stonestacker on this one man...for 50 more get the combo....A few reasons, I don't have a reservoir to drop 'em in for one thing, if i was set up that way I probably would, my tds meter works great and I don't have the aggravation of having it wired to anything, when I use these things I'm reading from one gallon jugs, (other than when I make tea), so I can only use one at a time which, to me, makes having them wired together an inconvenience, and I can save $50 going with the pH only and then I'm not spending money for something I already have. Makes sense to my twisted brain.
Next month we celebrate our 27th anniversary, after all that time the one thing I can tell you for sure is that for it to work it takes a lot of effort on both sides, relationships are work. Having some love to work from helps of course. The real issue is, are the two of you really gonna make your son grow up with a broken home? For those of us that had those seriously fucked up childhoods, didn't it usually really begin after the broken home shit? I feel for you going through this shit but, I really hate seeing that so many people out there throw in the towel and the effect it has the children involved. Good luck bro.
Congrats to both u guys. Im just a young buck but me and my ol lady been together fer 14yrs now and i can say w certainty its werk. LIFE is werk. Anything worth having is hard work. Instant gratification is cheap.Yep makes way too much sense.
Very well put. lots of work on both sides always. Yes the children pay the ultimate price of a broken and dysfunctional home.
35 years in June and I can say it still takes work. Can you say menopause lol. Still madly in love with that woman.
I thought it was hilarious lol