Damn dude, very sorry to read that. I went through a pretty traumatic loss of my step father (he was my dad) yeah i have bio dad and we are tight (he has his own health shit going on and it sucks) but my step dad was beyond a solid dude in my life who taught me A LOT! Loved me like i was his own! Miss him every day! Wish my kids could have got the chance to meet him. i know that doesnt make shit easier for you, just sharing. be kind to yourself right now. its going to get rougher, and your people need you : )
Hang in there brother! If you need to reach out and chat you know where to find me! : ) much love!
