so im trying to be positive.. i know the depression is not my normal state of mind its from withdrawals..
so instead of looking at my pictures thinking how bad i am at this shit, i just have to think how much i have learn in a very short period. that is a accomplishment i think.
look at these slow growing, over water, under feed start.
and #6 busting out.
#2 is ready to explode.. she is growing now. so i guess her roots are in the new soil.
and i will transplant #1,#3, #4 into 3 gallon pots tonight when i water/micro up.
hah this one needs some training once its in bigger pot tonight. hah. its the ugly step child of # 6
my card expires in july if i can not prove to my self i can grow a pot plant from seed to flower by July ill have to go back to the pills because the disp herb is not good enough, they only have one brand of constraints too.. hYh owns the market here it seems.. anyhow, the crumble i tried gave me a head ache so its not very promising. hah.
and here is one of the seedlings.. if not over waterd, and feed correct they grow fast as hell.
anyhow, now im not saying i have to prove to my self i can grow dank.. just mean i can start to finish. i can improve the quality as i learn..
so if i can get flowers into 12/12 and have no issues even if its july ill renew my card i really do not want to go back to pills.. but i really have no options.. with out something no point going on.. not even thinking about surgery.. im sure ill have to take some pain pills but i think ill be ok. if i really want pills ic cut my card and go back to the pain doctors.
so im not looking for a excuse. just stating a fact.. the disp herb is not good where i live.. and i sure and the hell can not see driving hours to find good shit. and no body should that is just bullshit for so called medicine.
hey AZ cash cropping commercial growers. You are a stain on society.. why did you get into this game anyhow? to help or make money.. up your fucking game son!
example A:
jack herer 50.00 1/8
because not everyone who buys your shit is a 70 year old first time smoker like 90 percent of the people i saw at the disp. but hey karma is a bitch.. deal with it.
these plants have more smell than anything i bought at the disp.. shrugs.
if you are in the know im sure there is good herb here.. but im a loner, so yeah.
chris.