THE BREAK ROOM lose ur mynd ¿

[SPARECHANGE]

I'm sorry for what you're going through

u sound like a shakey character

to me

teeheehe

u r not alone

and hopefully

we can find someone as unlucky as u

targeting Parkinson's

to chill with

meanwhile

"call me anytime"

because i promise u

u r not alone

 

[SPARECHANGE]

I've lost my shyt

sorry fellaz

I'm out for a bit

unless another one takez the wheel

I'm out

 

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we get update emails of new threadz

dirtbag

medman

mosh

cat

dod

seraphine

ummm

sorry mimed

aquaman

dire wolf

beach guyz

one changed his avatar

jimstar

these people

and sorry to those i forgot to list

one drop

u r speaking to growerz on many continents n numerous countries

imho

because i try to link the intel across peer sitez n this one gave me a home they weren't smart enough to ban me from

u r speaking to the top dogs

myself excluded

on the cutting edge of growing n processing

just as many millions behind it

only unrecognized

whose name do u know

not debbie's in bullhead with my fav clinic grower

u r speaking to people

just like Rick Simpson

u r

a rick Simpson in ur own right

know it

u r better already

than any clinic particle person I've ever spoken to

and i had occasion to speak to an edibles mfr on another site

we do it better

they use trim only

4 strainz max

because when i put my back into something

i freak out entire families of four

otherwise

y bother



imagine

what's possible

nobody can tell a tard in a $6

tarp cape

what is not

-hyde

so it ain't the million dollar clinics

puttin n the work

and those with $100,000

processing machinery

have

5.8 fda billion

working against them

i just have the law

grew up with the law

I've been incarcerated for a year

give r take

it doesn't scare me

my lovely g

under a bridge

under daisies

that

scarez

we

 

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ok i have to do this

lemme catch up

fuk

I'll just send g to the vfw's first breakfast with booze

this is my only priority job

 

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He is not joking, not quite all there at times , sometimes it’s hard for him to look back answer questions in a reasonable amount of time ! Lol he will answer ya it just may be tomorrow?

hi mosh

 

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yeah I love my opies,why cant you do both
the pools in but the patio isnt dry
fire burning all around us Big Basin

because I'm so ocd

if i have to take time away from reading about pot

it's time i say

-sc
it's ok with me ur dyin from opioid poison
I'd rather b swimming

the vfw drinkin
brings me the stories of my heroes
can't complain
i gotta pay the rent
somehow
and as i can walk
i am not ok with the dole but who will hire someone who cannot fill out a resume r application
with tangenting n readin like 5yr old vertical chicken scratch with spacing with an exponent
larry the roofer
i fucking hate construction
payz too good n u all work

wayyy tooo hard

and i don't feel the spine will prove ltr's investment
wise
so if i can get a gig
writing like a child
ltr can watch me work

instead

til I'm finished n we can go on our next adventure

and if i have to fucking take the time to research

n be sc the pooltard

I'm going to steal their entire fucking bidness

because that lazy entitled

millennial idiot

sent a group text

so i have all hiz account contacts

and Google satellite n the momz realtor who's kid i try to help n we sent to willie Nelson for a Laughlin wknd

and i will take every dollar from that family

who fucked me for 18mo for double

because it's in my nature to economize

and win

at any cost

i just don't c it as a positive use of my time

when i was treating their mother n wife

n on her kneez

helping her jackass 26% no call no show son/s

with a four prong cane

days before she died

not once

did that cigarette leave her mouth

and she left n tears

the last two timez i saw her

ashing n my pool

inadvertently

as she ambulated about in pain

with difficulty

because she knew what her boyz n hubby had done to us

u know they had no food

she said nothing

i had to pry it from her

i called one of ours

a tireshop owner n kingman

where she lived

told em i didn't Have much

leavin town

chris n hiz bikerbuddy

feel no pain

u know

all kasey saidwas

send them to me

do u know what she said to me

she wouldn't take from me

she bought from a leafy's best clinic instead

should b leafyz
not leafly
that's just stupid

i asked her if she thought if it was

delusion

r what

she said

-momz
stick with it (multiple strain/entourage exponential)
ur onto something

she inspires we

how could i

clean my pool

...

never did know her name

to me

she was just

mom

 

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besides

I'm just too lazy

 

[SPARECHANGE]

to do it

myself

and

i break everything i touch

if i have to do a no dollar toilet reservoir tightening

I'll end up spending $350 on a new

toilet

and another $75 on the home warranty

and dave the plumber's wife sandi

will answer the phone

-the lovely sandi
oh... sc...AGAIN...
what'd u fix
THIS TIME
y didn't u just call dave

can't say i disagree with her logic

broke my drill

yesterday

1 down

killed my saw and a myriad of my tools
well over the 250 i think it was

i made from the roof gig

I'm tellin u man

u don't want me to put my cigarette down

either

 

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just paint me a picture

tell whatcha do

and it's likely i can tell u how

more efficiently n safer

but u don't want me touching anything

at all

 

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cause apparently the teen know everything attitude

never leavez

by 45

 

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i can tell how to run the table

but if i do it myself

I'll scratch something

every time

so to speak

 

[SPARECHANGE]

but marlboro smokin

n absinthe drinkin

i will succeed

every

time

there's a reason it's called the break room

after all

 

[SPARECHANGE]

and

every minute i spend on my home

is a moment lost

i can never get back

those who stood n front of bullets as children so i could get high

aren't here

to repair the homez of their loved ones

i am

now

it's my turn

 

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and

their homez don't have poolz

falling apart

dilapidated trailerz n shakez

in a one sq mi town

where companies don't go for under thousands

all they have is a larry the roofer

what happens when my 75yr old

100lb concrete liftin bf passes on

what happens to our forgotten heroes who took rocketz

n places we never were

n a wheelchair

forever

for namez their warmurdered brethren

held

the strangerz who benefited from their losses

will never know

for a $250 a month retirement
n adilapidated garage

with a driveway portapotty

in the forgotten hero landz
of all things that kill

it's a dirty fucking job

it wasn't a question

he was askin

it's his dying wish

while i drink my coronaz

right next to my heroes

 

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i read a response

ur suffering

u dying

thiz is the "industry"

i dunno how healthcare workers do it

surrounded by suffering

death n disease

should u walk through thihizz door

EVERYONE u know will die

suffer

if u do not

turn upside down

backwards turning n spinning

rt lft forward up down

should u turn ur back on this door

EVERYONE around u

will age

suffer

n die

tic
o
c

so what do we have to lose

your mothers

fathers

siblingz n lovez

will die

so what's to lose

perhaps if it's not

simply

ewe and eye

so what's to lose

how can we not

try

 

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and then i tangent

100000000 entries

for each poking prodding

thumbz up

happy sad angry wow r cryin

every dance request

cat 5 at best

n when sc hyde n #3 step into the sun

it's not a party n picnic for weeee

it's no fun

something's been broken

i touched

something

a knotnot

which cannot b loosened

unbroken fixt r undone

so am i just crazy

r retarded n stupid

a subjective question

applied to all of we

an answer

for only uhoo

a question

for all

a question for

just won

and as the fear in my loverz n motherz eyez grows

did we create something special

hear

well

it's different for EVERYONE

so technically speaking

nobody knows

n that's life

isn't it

when the whirled has gonegloballyptsdcrazy

what does that

make we

i feel right at home

i know no fear but my lovely's disapproval

because i was borne into

the landz of all thingz that kill

and when we face r fearz

standing arm n arm

hand in hand

side by side

an army of flawed humanz

there is nothing we cannot do

isn't that something

isn't ithat cool

i might just b crazy

but

I'm nobody's fool

-milson
and my late bf
jimmy wilson
and his burned alive vegastrannyson
no woman
nor man
nor child

left behind

intriguing that's our militant motto

butcha gotta let go of ur neighbors' hands
to shoot thems

and if more than 50% the whirld population

lovez thy neighbors

y the borderzvizaznwallz

 

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for if we did

it would b we

not

they them him she n her

it

wood

b

weeee

would

it

not

beware the little red man

beware the placater

best person for the gig

was just chosen

by color n seckz

a self perpetuating prophecy

how bout a moment of levity

whose ass we gonna store the Washington monument in

and who payz the team of proctologists who do the insertion

ignorance spreadz fast as hysteria

hopefully a lil reason n wisdom

compassion

spreads faster than an r-naught of 2-4

 

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we don't need to know our neighbors to know them their sufferings that they require aid

y does it matter

help a fucking stranger

i promise u

it will change ur life

and

if we begin each day

with this singular common goal

u may not like them

they may not like we

but u can still love em flawz n all

we r all humanz

tic
o
o

just like me

just like me

just like you ew n u

and we all require help

one time r another

father son grand

mother daughter grand

we're all humanz of earth

and

in termz of value

every one

every single

every penny

of deserve n worth

fat tall

skinny r small

love they neighbor

because subjective

as we're all simply

neighbors

here on this lil speck

commonly referred to

hear

by

earth

 

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and whether the grand Grand Canyon

where white men living

do not tread

Christmas tree pass

elk fallz

r the whole n ur ash

i promise u

u will find yourself in the middle

of

the greatest adventure

ur own life

 

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ms sweet sue of another site's

progress report

as to reenacting multiple strain

oil

her multitopical

also showed promise

from initial reports

i did mention Parkinson's

if ms sweet sue is anything

she's good at filing

places people smarter than her at her table

n strangerz

too

and she pix their brainz analyzing

challenging n inspiring

lil ol lady

my fat ass

here we go:

today is Saturday. My regular routine, and the one that’s been holding up the experiment, is to rise at 5 AM and have a dose of Dust before I head out to watch the sun rise. What had to happen for this experiment was I had to forego that first dose, something I kept forgetting in the fog of morning mind.

today I slept in, so this will be the day I try the infused oil, starting in about an hour. I’ll do that today and tomorrow, possibly through to Tuesday, to get an honest feel for the effects. Then I’ll take a break and try with the CCO mix next weekend.

Yesterday I used a Dust that was made with multiple strains - I think there was about five or six mixed in. I noted an appreciable uptick in effect from that, which got me a little excited about the infused experiment. I’ll start with a high dose today. It’s always fun to overload the first dose and ride it out before adjusting.

It got me thinking that a mixed Dust should always be part of the cannabis therapy to kit.

I’ll let you know later today how this day goes

already told er to buckle up

-in memory of ms sweet sue's
"cajun"