Got raided back in 1994. They used my pictures against me. Not big on pictures like I was..I do have some I can get but not on my tablet. Mostly now it takes a huge monster plant to get me excited enough for pictures. Then when u get 2- 4 lbs on a plant, u can't see the forest for the trees.. just a see of green like my avatar. Then the paranoia sets in...I remember it very well..rolling up my dank, watchING natural born killers for first time, all of a sudden door blows open...cops in masks. Ran and grabbed sks locked and loaded with fmj. Was almost a like tv shoot out! Was a dark time, lost a lot of stuff. Did get a form of ptsd though. Unfortunately, I've been growing for 25 years, and most of it was pure paranoia. Now I'm legal and free to do so, but still always waiting for the door to blow open again..