GNick55
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looks likes i have to scrap this grow,..
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So why do you think this happened? Strain? Maybe something from outside tracked in? Either way that sucks to have to scrap but I get it. Just move on and not fight that shit the entire grow (if it was even worth fighting) and i think that shows your experience! You know it’s not at all worth it lol! My newb ass would be out there with fighting it until my buds were not worth it! Hahahah!looks likes i have to scrap this grow,..
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not worth it,..So why do you think this happened? Strain? Maybe something from outside tracked in? Either way that sucks to have to scrap but I get it. Just move on and not fight that shit the entire grow (if it was even worth fighting) and i think that shows your experience! You know it’s not at all worth it lol! My newb ass would be out there with fighting it until my buds were not worth it! Hahahah!
It wont be easy but if i come across this ever I’ll remember this post! You’re going to the Bahamas!? Don’t forget your speedo and sunblock!not worth it,..View attachment 2336654
Oohhh ok! I get it now!There is a televised tournament on this weekend! I think most of the big boys are there!
fuck my last few grows have been affected by my mind set but now i understand as schizoid personality disorder with possibly some narcissistic or avoidant or depression or anxiety traits is horrible for the partner to go through (me) and not knowing why,. think it put me into depression,..Bummer! You can use a little break anyway. You’re not getting any younger!Thanks for the tip on the gloves! Never thought about that! I thought that was why they gave you so many! Figured you would tear half of them! Ever thought about renting an ozone generator for a day? Enjoy golf from the Bahamas! Take it easy!
Damn this sucks to hear! We battle the depression at our house. Traumas and ptsd is freaking real and triggers can be as simple as a smell or picture : / I hope you find piece man. And remember, therapy or talking to someone isn’t just for the person who is going through the mental disorder. Family needs help too! Thats a lot to process for a person.fuck my last few grows have been affected by my mind set but now i understand as schizoid personality disorder with possibly some narcissistic or avoidant or depression or anxiety traits is horrible for the partner to go through (me) and not knowing why,. think it put me into depression,..
it’s all clear as day now, absolutely everything about our relationship,. she seemed to be getting worse and i hoping schizophrenia is not in her future, but it seems to kinda be,..
and i do miss her,.. maybe she’ll understand if she stays with the therapist as she just started to go a month or so ago,.. but the thing with schizoids is that it’s the only personality disorder that the schizoid doesn’t think anything is wrong at all so they never seek treatment witch if they do it’s because of a co occurring disorder and at that if they go they generally don’t stay as they may feel the therapists is intruding on them,. i’ve learned quite a bit about personality disorders as the next girlfriend (if lisa and i don’t get back together) will be going through an examination by me! haha,.. it’s really very interesting subject though i have close to 10yrs experience with 3 girls with personality disorders so makes it easy for me to understand,..
Dude you need to write a book of advice and how too’s! Jesus man!Maybe you need to re-examine the criteria you use to select a girlfriend!I told you about my sister-in-law, Who we took in and was Catatonic for four or five months! Well, I still talk to her regularly and she is the most normal one of the bunch now! L O L! Just recognize denial, and bail out before it’s too late!! And there’s that damn Scheffler again!
yes i live in reality,, just hurts more as i knew her family and played hockey in leagues and fished/hung out with her brother growing up and grew up playing at that golf course my whole life her family owned, than us meeting and the thought of us owning and running the course for our future was like a dream come true,. i know deep down she loves me it’s just the disorder and she doesn’t know it, she is a very smart woman though, so hopefully she stays with therapy and hopefully im able to golf there next year as of now im banned from there as well,.. i know she wants to sell the course to buy more horses and a barn,., typical schizoid behaviour especially when i’m asking about us living together etc and she wouldn’t know why,., im sure if i didn’t research this id be a total mess,.. just hope the therapist gets it right for her sake,.Maybe you need to re-examine the criteria you use to select a girlfriend!I told you about my sister-in-law, Who we took in and was Catatonic for four or five months! Well, I still talk to her regularly and she is the most normal one of the bunch now! L O L! Just recognize denial, and bail out before it’s too late!! And there’s that damn Scheffler again!
Is that like a silver dollar tree the last one I remember my grandma having something like that but leaves were silverish colorThe Sunday Update,..
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mmm not sure if the name but i think it’s called a money treeIs that like a silver dollar tree the last one I remember my grandma having something like that but leaves were silverish color
yo nice nick quite some seeds of the mystery plant.mystery plant #1,.. sifting
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that umbrella trees proper nice manThe Sunday Update,..
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