When everyone first started growing weed and you started your journal on one of the many journals, did it seem you were cursed when starting your journal, when I start my journal sometime along the grow it goes to shit, either kicks the bucket (dies) or turns into a hermie. (Hermaphrodite) I started 2, I have 3, Illinois only allows 5 plants and 5 only, no standby or clone no nothing. Sorry cany write any more words.