Yeah i keep weird hours.. I'm not sure how it happened or really when, I used to go to bed really late, then it flipped and now i go to bed really early.. or whenever i get tired hell it don't much matter anymore.
When I get laid off it's really easy to get out of schedule and stay up all night and sleep all day. I try like hell not to let it happen. If I don't get up early I feel like I wasted the day the depression starts to set in. Fucking very vicious cycle.
Trying to buy a new used truck before I retire. Ben looking all summer. Chevy or Gmc 2500 hd extended cab 8' box. Hard to find. I found one @ a dealer close to home, now to get them to my deal. FUCKING TRUCKS ARE WAY OVERPRICED. AND I HATE CAR SALESMEN.
Fucker says this is bottom line then as I'm walking out and he's following me he drops another grand. Just another 500 and he has a deal.
Why does buying a vehicle have to be so fucking stressful? This truck is going to cost me more than we paid for our first house and the 10 acres of wood we live on now. And about 1 year of my average earning. WHAT THE FUCK.
My father's first brand new truck cost him 3,400. I'm looking at 100 times that for a 6 year old truck. Dad was making $ 3.10 an hour. I make close to 10 times that. What the fuck is wrong with this picture?
There I go again off on a rant. Puff puff pass.
Time to get my ass in the garden.