yeah, one day at a time.. meds fucking evil.. at least there is hope after pills. i despise the medical field so much even if they saved my life they also robbed 15 years.. my own fault but whatever, if doctors would not of pushed me down that rout, but back then i had no options hence that back operation that fucked up my spine..
this should be the same scar mike has since he had the same pain implant thing.
that scar is 6" long.
and yeah i know i have no ass mtbkush; laughs cant believe i went there.. :p
that operation is where life got dark for me.. i was in a miserable place back then.. wow, amazing i made it through all of that to where i am now ( it was a spontaneous thing to ditch the pills, hah , im glad i did not think ab out it or i may not of done it. ) now i think about it. i guess its a good thing i refuse to dwell on my accident. or id be one bitter fuck. laughs.
and lets face it who wants to be friends with someone who is bitter and just not nice. no one.. so yeah i refuse to be that person if i can help it, i like being happy.
chris.