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You from Austria? Cause we have the same shit over and over again around here. 2 weeks before we get 10"-20" snow and the day before Christmas we get this worm weather and mud all around, standing in mud up to our knees. It's raining as I'm writing this, sitting on my balcony smoking a large spliff.
yup. you too?
its about to dump for the next days i think, :sweating: ill be stayin in :D
 
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shit im being followed, wats that mean lol?

how you guys do your drain pipes, keep smells out.
ptraps n wat not are to big...high....the 1s for showers too expensive.
im gunna try make a "ditch" with a couple elbows. itll be trial n error with notmuch fall on em but it might work:D
 
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Here I go again...

today is my day
I am a recovering alcoholic 17 yrs sober on this day. My drinking was killing me.
No matter what i did AA meetings 2 30 day treatments in Hosp., just could not quit drinking. I was sick and tired of being sick and tired. During the holiday season I sobered up for a few weeks. Someone left a gift wrapped 6 pack of beer on my porch, that was all it took, off the wagon I went.
I drank over 20 to 30 beers that night and became so sick I puked up lots of blood, happened before, but this time I really scared me. I told my gal, she said enough's enough's your choice it was her or the suds. Once again I promised never again, went to AA, cried, prayed, white knuckled it out.
A few weeks later we took a drive our west kinda looking for properties. we turned off highway, up this mesa and the 1st for sale sign we saw, looked good. I went to door and the old man said get an agent. his wife invited me inside nothing special inside. I went out back and walked the property and was soon overwhelmed by the most beautiful place ive ever seen. I broke out in tears and had goosebumps, i knew this was where I belong and asked God to help me. I knew i would not be worthy of this if i continued to drink.
We did get the agent my gal loved it as well. I called my father for advise and a loan for earnest money to sign contract. He didn't go for it, cant blame him I was a mess and he knew it. My gal believed in me. she put her paid for house on market and within 24 hrs had a contract. We put earnest money on credit card and signed contract to move.
I called my dad and told him, he said if its in my heart we have his blessings good luck. I also asked him to be my best man at our wedding 6 months later. We moved all ready for the big day however my father had a stroke 1 week before and was in bad shape. I went to visit him he came around we talked hugged, I left him and he died 1 day before the big day.
We proceeded with our plans at Gala Gardens in Denver, I was a sober mess. During the ceremony the lady doing the vows asked for my fathers presents to show itself and at that moment a butterfly landed on my chest right on my heart. After more tears, hugs handshakes a thunderstorm roared thru briefly. His blessing.
I still get goosebumps and tears of joy here almost daily. Gone is the misery, doubt, fear, hopelessness, life so so good and iam so thankful for my loving wife, my garden chickens, goats, health, my blessings are endless.
So don't be afraid to follow and listen to your heart and do what you think is right no matter how impossible it may seem miracles do happen it happened to me it can happen to you Thanks all for letting me share this. it s does my just as much good as i hope it does you
 
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Here I go again...

today is my day
I am a recovering alcoholic 17 yrs sober on this day. My drinking was killing me.
No matter what i did AA meetings 2 30 day treatments in Hosp., just could not quit drinking. I was sick and tired of being sick and tired. During the holiday season I sobered up for a few weeks. Someone left a gift wrapped 6 pack of beer on my porch, that was all it took, off the wagon I went.
I drank over 20 to 30 beers that night and became so sick I puked up lots of blood, happened before, but this time I really scared me. I told my gal, she said enough's enough's your choice it was her or the suds. Once again I promised never again, went to AA, cried, prayed, white knuckled it out.
A few weeks later we took a drive our west kinda looking for properties. we turned off highway, up this mesa and the 1st for sale sign we saw, looked good. I went to door and the old man said get an agent. his wife invited me inside nothing special inside. I went out back and walked the property and was soon overwhelmed by the most beautiful place ive ever seen. I broke out in tears and had goosebumps, i knew this was where I belong and asked God to help me. I knew i would not be worthy of this if i continued to drink.
We did get the agent my gal loved it as well. I called my father for advise and a loan for earnest money to sign contract. He didn't go for it, cant blame him I was a mess and he knew it. My gal believed in me. she put her paid for house on market and within 24 hrs had a contract. We put earnest money on credit card and signed contract to move.
I called my dad and told him, he said if its in my heart we have his blessings good luck. I also asked him to be my best man at our wedding 6 months later. We moved all ready for the big day however my father had a stroke 1 week before and was in bad shape. I went to visit him he came around we talked hugged, I left him and he died 1 day before the big day.
We proceeded with our plans at Gala Gardens in Denver, I was a sober mess. During the ceremony the lady doing the vows asked for my fathers presents to show itself and at that moment a butterfly landed on my chest right on my heart. After more tears, hugs handshakes a thunderstorm roared thru briefly. His blessing.
I still get goosebumps and tears of joy here almost daily. Gone is the misery, doubt, fear, hopelessness, life so so good and iam so thankful for my loving wife, my garden chickens, goats, health, my blessings are endless.
So don't be afraid to follow and listen to your heart and do what you think is right no matter how impossible it may seem miracles do happen it happened to me it can happen to you Thanks all for letting me share this. it s does my just as much good as i hope it does you
nice m8:badboy:
used the drink to kick some nastey habbits then it spiraled outta control over the years. now ive given it the boot....5months here:speechless: ive done longer but ya know...
so far so good:D i feel really good about it this time, its really wat i want!!
 
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wow not too far away lol.
how the fk you source all ur shit?
seems really difficult here...apart from the major trip to vienna..?

Mostly online if you're talking gear and genetics. I'm keeping away from growshops as far as I can. Been in one two weeks ago and found nothing interesting there. Although the guy claimed he has Amnesia core cut, I don't quite believe him. Soil I buy where its at cheapest. Don't need much supplies for a 1x1 tent.
 
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Oooh photo bomb!!! I like it!!

Minus 6f here now,just put out the trash in my boxers and I'm second guessing that decision lol.
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Lovely forecast if your a fuckin polar bear :)
Cry me a fuckin river haha...the other day u were bitchin cuz u dont have nuff ice to fish and now ur pissin and moaning about ice makin weather!!!

nice m8:badboy:
used the drink to kick some nastey habbits then it spiraled outta control over the years. now ive given it the boot....5months here:speechless: ive done longer but ya know...
so far so good:D i feel really good about it this time, its really wat i want!!

Stay w it man!!!
 
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nice m8:badboy:
used the drink to kick some nastey habbits then it spiraled outta control over the years. now ive given it the boot....5months here:speechless: ive done longer but ya know...
so far so good:D i feel really good about it this time, its really wat i want!!
you will be amazed at what will happen..
Out of my group of friends no one would have imagined I would be the one who plugged the jug.
I was the ringleader at parties, fastest beer guzzler there ever was. could down a pilsner glass in under a second.
traveled the world drinking, all I ever though about was beer beer beer, more beer..
now all I ever think about, mostly is...
Monster Browns..
Brown
So its off I go on a 8 mile float with another fella 4 years off it, We both know Canna therapy rocks!!!
Wife is down, smoke all I want just keep the plug in the jug.....
 
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you will be amazed at what will happen..
Out of my group of friends no one would have imagined I would be the one who plugged the jug.
I was the ringleader at parties, fastest beer guzzler there ever was. could down a pilsner glass in under a second.
traveled the world drinking, all I ever though about was beer beer beer, more beer..
now all I ever think about, mostly is...
Monster Browns..
View attachment 767148 So its off I go on a 8 mile float with another fella 4 years off it, We both know Canna therapy rocks!!!
Wife is down, smoke all I want just keep the plug in the jug.....
well have a good 1 m8
love fishing too. in the ocean that is. i have been doing some trout fishing with my boy, for him. freashwater fishing doest really tickle my fancy. i need that thrill of a unknown monster smashing your line only the ocean can provide.....havent been for a while as it was, like everything else drink related.
will get back into it in summer. been avoiding those typical drinking situations as much as pos so far. pretty much stuck my nose into my grow room and fam.
 
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