Anticipation. Delay the dopamine. It only builds more. More dopamine is better. Build some more while waiting for more dopamine.
Delayed gratification was probably the most important thing I ever learned in my life. Then again I've probably said that phrase many times so I guess I've had many lessons.
Empathy is the only thing that allows society and humanity to survive while simultaneously being damaging to the individual.
Not all individuals. Above average individuals. It doesn't matter at what level. By definition. If you have empathy, you will give up your resources for somebody else.
If you don't have empathy, you'll spend your life trying to manipulate the world to figure out how to gain more resources from anybody.
You might pretend to care about your genetic spawn but you don't really. You have to put on the act. If you don't put on the act you can't con the people around you. So you will put on the act.
I was a self-made sociopath. I was quite proud of that. Empathy? Who the fuck would be stupid enough to act that way?
There are predators and prey. Which one do I want to be?
If you hadn't thought about this, then you're already prey.
When I was 18 I volunteered at a crisis hotline. I took the training for months. I role-played on how to deal with people who were suicidal.
I loved my puppies and kittens and there were no sociopathic tendencies at that point. Just the ability to judge the situation and react as I feel appropriate.
Then I took a phone call my first night. I didn't catch the fact that someone had a gun under their pillow as I was counseling. The person monitoring the phone call had to intercede and take over because I was about to kill that person. My interaction with them could cause them at that moment to just say fuck it and kill themselves.
That was my responsibility?
Fuck That Shit.
That's way too painful. I will never think like that again.
Poof!
Instant sociopath. Perfectly logical interaction for 27 years.
And then I found MDMA.
Fun. Fun.
BANG!
What the fuck!?!?!??
Empathy?
This shit sucks. This is the most painful shit I have ever experienced in my life and this shit does not go away.
How do I make it better?
Make other people happy. Their happiness is my happiness.
Watch out for sociopaths manipulating you.
They're everywhere. You are the prey. And you don't know it.
Within that thought process.
Is this post part of a sociopath manipulating a crowd?
I'm not trustable. No one is.
The only person I trust is my wife and the only people I'll tell the absolute truth to are my wife, my doctor and my lawyer. I won't lie directly but I might misdirect to the rest of you.
Only the admin knows for sure because he can see the internal site back channel communications.
You should probably always keep that in mind.
Anticipation……. it's making me wait…..
Oh, I'm sorry, did you want a picture?
Enjoy
Oh, don't give me any shit about colors. I get 3,000 w you get 3,000 w.
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