Oh don't feel too bad.
When my buddies and me decided to start growing 20 years ago, we ruined the house we lived in. Thank goodness my buddies dad was tearing it down after we moved out or we would have been fucked.
We setup a NFT setup made from gutters. The problem we had was the plants grew too fast. On one of the plants the stock was so big it bowed the rain gutter and caused 250 gallons to come dripping down the ceilings.
Came home to what looked like a rain storm inside the house. Water was coming down the stairs, the ceiling had massive water bubbles and in some spots the sheet rock fell threw. Wish we had digital cameras then.
What a nightmare that was to clean. And we lost it all to mold a week later.
I never gave up, you just need to learn from your mistakes. I have made lot's of em growing.:shake