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Ever had the thought of checking yourself into a mental institute?
I once read that most who do aren't insane at all, yet are unable to cope with reality. Perhaps brilliant, yet they delve too deep. Unable to return to the role of a functioning member of society.
I often go days without leaving my house, and when I do it is a surreal experience. Hyper aware anxiety; focused and yet with a nowhere stare alike autism. Smiling and laughing at inappropriate moments. Talking to myself. Paranoid. Seeing beyond the fabric of everyday life, and with it the system for what it really is.
Standing in a lineup at the bank, I absorb the scene with my peripheral vision. The lowly midget who probably sells crack for a living. The ethnic minority. The pretty girl who sees me, yet pretends not to.
Meanwhile behind my groomed appearance and wild eyes, I think of the Rothschilds and their banking dynasty dating back two hundred and fifty years. Yes, lets deposit our money; allowing them to loan ten fold with interest. Fractional reserve banking; a complicated scheme of slavery where a few gain from others. Brilliant, and yet I wonder if others see beyond the clean decor and passive music? Do the tellers? Do the patrons with there 9-5 jobs?
Somehow I doubt it.
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I once read that most who do aren't insane at all, yet are unable to cope with reality. Perhaps brilliant, yet they delve too deep. Unable to return to the role of a functioning member of society.
I often go days without leaving my house, and when I do it is a surreal experience. Hyper aware anxiety; focused and yet with a nowhere stare alike autism. Smiling and laughing at inappropriate moments. Talking to myself. Paranoid. Seeing beyond the fabric of everyday life, and with it the system for what it really is.
Standing in a lineup at the bank, I absorb the scene with my peripheral vision. The lowly midget who probably sells crack for a living. The ethnic minority. The pretty girl who sees me, yet pretends not to.
Meanwhile behind my groomed appearance and wild eyes, I think of the Rothschilds and their banking dynasty dating back two hundred and fifty years. Yes, lets deposit our money; allowing them to loan ten fold with interest. Fractional reserve banking; a complicated scheme of slavery where a few gain from others. Brilliant, and yet I wonder if others see beyond the clean decor and passive music? Do the tellers? Do the patrons with there 9-5 jobs?
Somehow I doubt it.
http://24.media.invalid.com/tumblr_lkjmxaaruI1qje099o1_400.jpg