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This isn't going out to you jipp....
But..... relapsing happens. Who knows it might be a part of the process but I don't know.
As long as your moving forward.... making positive steps and choices your going to get there man.
Hope you feel better dude. I have heard of PAWS before I think it's called. Not really withdraws but maybe the memory of those withdraws.
In a few weeks I will have two years off opiates. Second year is way better than the first but at the year mark I was doing ok.....haha till I broke my ankle.
Fuck me man.... I was so terrified of going to the ER and having them give me pills.... I didn't go and WALKED around on a broken, swollen, purple ankle- foot- leg for five weeks.... until it started to heal.... then BROKE again.
Then I went to the doctors. No pills just pain.
You will get there Jipp....
Your mind is sometimes your worst enemy...
Good to hear ur doin it man!
I personally think that relapsing is part of the process. I fucked up time and time again b4 i got right. It definitely sets u back but ime its all part of coming out of it.
I lost everything in the process and am still rebuilding but my life is better than ever now w about 6yrs clean.