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I got a multitude of health problems and shit leaves you stressing man truegritt, I have had the same thing in the past, getting pissed off over things that havnt happened and probably never will. I took a couple meds in the past but some of the side effects of these new pills freak me out.
Sending love to everyone in this thread, hope everyone has a great 2011
I don't feel weed really gets me out of the thoughts & lethargy & lack of will & apathy & funk and/or haze that sometimes overcomes me. There are literally times where I can stare at a blank tv screen and have several hours pass by and still wish to do nothing... perhaps be nothing.
I've can see the tendencies & patterns in my life... and really, though they are always within me & present... the circumstances that I am involved in... often perceived as 'happening to me'... kinda determine how bad I am. The worse the stressors, the worse my psychological state... the worse my attitudes & behaviors... and so goes the spiral... esp if things stay or keep getting worse.
"I am so glad I found this thread, i always think I am alone in this struggle. I will say this though, I feel that people that have these conditions are usually very intelligent, analytical, deep thinking individuals.....I am the exception to that rule though...lol "
no you're not. big ups click. :harvest:
Im taking seroquel and love it. I tried a lot of diff. pills over the years and seroquel is the only one I liked. Weed doesnt do it for me I actually think it makes my bipolar episodes worse. I think true bipolars need meds. How many of you can stay awake for 3-4 days without drugs and not feel tired or be able to sleep.
You've just described one of my sisters, she pretty much cannot function without Zoloft. Weed helps more, in conjunction, though when she was trying to get pregnant she had to drop the Zoloft and go on weed completely--it barely helped, she was pretty crazy during that time. She also has concurrent diagnoses of OCD with some clinical depressive tendencies.Im taking seroquel and love it. I tried a lot of diff. pills over the years and seroquel is the only one I liked. Weed doesnt do it for me I actually think it makes my bipolar episodes worse. I think true bipolars need meds. How many of you can stay awake for 3-4 days without drugs and not feel tired or be able to sleep.
I gota agree with you on the psychedelics, hey truegritt you ever tried these?
http://www.azarius.net/smartshop/shrooms/mushroom_growing/philosophers_stones/
''The active component in the sclerotia is psilocybin, a tryptamine that is chemically similar to the human neurotransmitter DMT (dimethyltryptamine).
They are wayyyy coool, put me in the zone more than anything ever has.''
lsd would be second, shrooms end up being spiritual or fun, the spiritual trips put me back to normal. the fun ones don't seem do to shit for my mental health, they are just fun shit.
TG- yes, psychedelics can be helpful for people but it can easily go the other way too. I've seen kids with bi-polar tendencies get flipped over and turned inside out from strong doses at shows , never to be the same again. But yes,with a controlled dose and combined with cognitive therapy, i do agree they could be helpful to some ppl.
.... and just found silver haze to be a mentally stimulating and body lifting strain i hope that helps you brother
I srarted having problems young. On ritalin in 2nd grade. By yhe time I hit sixth grade I was smoking weed and cigs. daily. I was in the G.A.T.E. classes gifted and talented education I.Q. tested just shy of genius. Won the D.A.R.E. achievement award in sixth grade. Did an anti drug speech in front of my school stoned. When I was 15 got sent to inpatient rehab for coke and meth. 105 days later my mom let me come home. I was seeing a shrink and put on diff. meds. Six months later back on the weed. Didnt touch hard drugs again for yrs. Never had a problem with addiction since rehab. Just weed. Went through about five doctors and lots of bi polar adhd meds and gave up after a couple yrs. As I got older it was easier to control my outbursts of anger but I still cant focus. It took losing my wife of ten years not be able to see my kids for me to realize I needed serious help. I got lucky found a shrink I liked. He told me to keep smoking the weed but take these pills and come and talk to me next week. He gave me seroquel on a ramp up dosing. It made me tired and I didnt really like it. I went back the next week told the doc. I didnt really like it, he said give it a few weeks. I did walking zombie effect gradually went away I was left feeling in control of myself for the first time in my life. I still cant focus for shit but I have much better control of my emotions. Most importantly no outbursts of rage. No more road rage, no uncontrollable urges to hurt people. I never realized how angry of a person I was. My quality of life has improved drastically. I still only sleep four hours a day. And my mind still races Im just in better control. I also did hallucinogens for a few years . Ate a ton of acid and shrooms. Now I dabble with the shrooms here and there but no more hard trips for me.
Im taking seroquel and love it. I tried a lot of diff. pills over the years and seroquel is the only one I liked. Weed doesnt do it for me I actually think it makes my bipolar episodes worse. I think true bipolars need meds. How many of you can stay awake for 3-4 days without drugs and not feel tired or be able to sleep.
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