my fault bro,since my heart surgery my eyes been wide open to how much i have took for granite and lost in my life,you would be surprised how much you miss until well you dont have a choice of getting off one gurney onto another,not sure of other countries,but here in the states you go in to a procedure to have a shunt put in and they find 4 valves blocked ,you going under the knife freind ,no choice just we have to fix this sir,only way around it is a do not resetate,before surgery,so you die and they keep you alive with a machine,when you wake it like damn i have missed so much and lost so much and i been one hell jack ass,shit like that ,so you think real hard about shit you never did before,this i know friend,i really want to see my grand baby get married and have a youngun,one just like her to drive her freaking nuts hahahah,,but ya sorry bro some things just cant be controled at times and trying to ease the mind of a freind in need,bright side of all of it is ,there is no more pain or discomfort once were gone and if you left a good solid foot print in just one person life ,job done.
so thats my goal the rest my years hahahah,did i mention mama says she hates me at least 12 times a day and cant stand me the rest,,hint hint foot print hahahah