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Hard to let go of a loved one, sorry you're going through it. Unfortunately accepting life means we must also accept death. Without out it we may life our lives endlessly meaningless. Knowing there will be an end adds a sense of urgency. To see your friend, tell a loved one what they mean to you etc. Sorry but the weed got me down a rabbit hole there for a sec. Enjoy your final time with your friend, when its time the universe will whisper it to you. Peace and good vibes RKitty is doing OK but is on a slow decline.
We tentatively set an app that to be put down on Monday. If she lasts longer we can cancel. And if she needs it sooner there's a vet er that can do it 24hrs a day.
When we first found out I asked the universe if we could have another week with her. We got almost a month so far but she is starting to fade. The closer it gets the realer it becomes.
I'm gonna be very sad when the moment comes and she looks at us with her big eyes asking to be let go.
Hopefully we help deliver her to a better place. And help her life end peacefully before she experiences any serious suffering.
I'm just not sure if I'm qualified enough as a human to pass judgement on when the life of a being must come to an end. It's very hard. I'm gonna miss her so much when she's gone. Probably go back to work and bury myself in work for a few weeks. Just ignore everything else for a while.