Hey Gdp great thread. Just wanted to chime in, just wondering if you have ever looked into meditation. Don' no if u a religious person or not but it has nothing to do with it. I myself have never been religious never really believed in anything like that whatsoever. Always been a quick to anger hot head that gets shit done. Anxiety and depression always been in my life, always kept me from enjoying life. Doctor prescribes me anti depressants and I told myself no fuckin way I'm I going to pop pills everyday just to be happy. So I stumbled across this guy on u tube talking about meditation and enlightenment. The enlightenment part was kind of mind blowing when u first hear about what it is and how it is reliezed within yourself, but the meditation and learning how and why the brain functions the way it does in today's society was eye opening. The meditation is not about prayer but simply quieting and stilling the mind to enter states of higher conciousness. been doing it for about 8 months now everyday for 20 min and it has really changed the way i perceive just about evert hung in life. Anyway bro don' what to make this shit to long for you. But if u into this kind of shit look into. There are tons of health benifits from meditation that most people have no clue about, hardest part is sticking with it till u start to see and feel some of them.check out shit on enlightenment if you into seeing what the mind can really do for anybody.