Capt's Farm

[basscaptain]

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[BurnzYzBudZz]

Friend of Mine getting some work Done.....
@Beachwalker
not sure if this will help with your fix but I think it may......



he is trying to get his channel going he is starting to run a dome a lot and good also......

Take a Look......

Huntington harbor oh the memories. I am curious if I know him.

 

[basscaptain]

Huntington harbor oh the memories. I am curious if I know him.

Mike and I used to fish out of the same Bass Club in Norco..IEBM

He got away from the bass trny stuff cause his girl was in school and softball....so that touch up all his time.. she got a free ride..well nothing is Free....but alot of help for college cause of it...
I know a ton of people in the salt world also....bbd.com
I fade away after Tony Sold Westernbass.com to him......

 

[basscaptain]

Ya 2011 my dad died and later that yr Tony get a divorce and had to sale Westernbass....
I meant Beth and it went down hill fast from there...

 

[basscaptain]

Well have a good day
I have to get to town for dog food

 

[basscaptain]

SD I got your mail yesterday
TY
the mail got smahed and I don't think these beans will run now... make's me sick cause I Really Liked what you sented..... I'll try and run the bad ones this week and the few that still look good I'll save till I have my shit together again..........................

I'll send you some stuff soon.... but I'm waiting till these 2 plants are done....... cause that way I'm only mailing once... my $$$ is tight ever pennies counts

 

[basscaptain]

My 2 Cents for the Day

RIP Jessica
a Dad should not have to put a kid of there's in the ground over anything .....
Jess was my Middle Girl and die form a hot shot/od of tar/smack/H whatever you would like to call it.......

Changed what I now call this day......

It's Now Man's Day............................................

You all have a Good Sunday...................................

 

[Moshmen]

My condolences! And fuck Being politically correct, prayers for you and yours! Ur still a father brother! Happy Sunday to you as well .

 

[bigslimdawg79]

Not sure How Long I'll be posting ....

But untill I stop, and I'm off the Grid this will be where I'll post thing's at when posting here.............

off grid eh?
Sounds like fun!

 

[AnselAdams]

My 2 Cents for the Day

RIP Jessica
a Dad should not have to put a kid of there's in the ground over anything .....
Jess was my Middle Girl and die form a hot shot/od of tar/smack/H whatever you would like to call it.......

Changed what I now call this day......

It's Now Man's Day............................................

You all have a Good Sunday...................................

As a 20 year recovering addict please allow me to say I am so very sorry. Anything else would just be noise.

I will say an extra prayer for the addict who did not get as lucky as I did.

Peace

 

[AnselAdams]

My 2 Cents for the Day

RIP Jessica
a Dad should not have to put a kid of there's in the ground over anything .....
Jess was my Middle Girl and die form a hot shot/od of tar/smack/H whatever you would like to call it.......

Changed what I now call this day......

It's Now Man's Day............................................

You all have a Good Sunday...................................

My Heart truly hurts for you! You are still Dad! I am sure you did all you could and still feel like you have failed because your child is dead.

As one who has inflicted lots & lots of pain on the ones I love through my addiction; I never stopped loving my Mom & Dad, I knew that what i was doing hurt them (stealing their meds, alcohol, money, personal property... etc, etc, etc.) but the pain I was fighting was stronger. When they banned me from their homes, I knew it was for my own good and still I did not stop.

Addiction is an ugly, ugly animal; and most unforgiving. We have a saying in recovery "... addiction without recovery ends in jail, institutions or death" I got lucky.

Celebrate the day by remembering Jessica before she became an addict, pull out the old photos & watch the movies. That person was still there, just buried under layers, and layers of shit that she and no one else really understood/understands.

One day soon you will smile when you say her name and\or smile will just appear on your face at the thought/sight of something she would have done.

Happy Fathers Day is a bit too much; so I wish you Peace in whatever form you find it useful.

btw; I have two grown daughters 27 & 30 and cannot imagine them not being here.

 

[MHippie]

Our condolences. As a fellow off the grid kind of guy I get it. Lost my son a year ago March. Seems like the ghosts are more real in the woods. Chin up papa. She's smiling down on you or right by your side.

 

[MIMedGrower]

Sorry to hear that @basscaptain

I too have been clean of chemicles over 20 years but i almost didnt make it.

Try to remember the best stuff is all you can do.

 

[basscaptain]

The beginning around 11am....

 

[basscaptain]

Ty all...
Jess is in a better place...

It's life..you just keep going....
Everything happens for a reason...

 

[basscaptain]

I did make it for dog food...man it's coming down....

 

[basscaptain]

ya she wasn't happy with life really ... said she would never be a mom....
she end up having a son... witch is with his grandparents on his side.....

I was going though probation, for my bs..... and there was NO Way I could Get Him........
she was happy and was trying to get it together and there was some hot stuff that hit where she was and she just got some of it.... there was 11 deaths for H.. in a 2 wk time frame form it....

It really messed my 2 other girls up but there getting better........................

Like I said Everything Happens for a Reason.....

and again TY all ..............................

 

[Aqua Man]

ya she wasn't happy with life really ... said she would never be a mom....
she end up having a son... witch is with his grandparents on his side.....

I was going though probation, for my bs..... and there was NO Way I could Get Him........
she was happy and was trying to get it together and there was some hot stuff that hit where she was and she just got some of it.... there was 11 deaths for H.. in a 2 wk time frame form it....

It really messed my 2 other girls up but there getting better........................

Like I said Everything Happens for a Reason.....

and again TY all ..............................

I don't think I can say anything that would make a difference. Thoughts are with ya bro

 

[basscaptain]

I don't think I can say anything that would make a difference. Thoughts are with ya bro

I'm good .... Really
Smile smoke a Jay..................................

 

[basscaptain]

those 2 reno's going f2 are 9wks.... on tuesday....... the tangie 99 is almost done.....