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and u know what's funny

the sensation in the shower

third time in my life
fourth
well i can't remember
that I've felt that sensation
and it instantly zaps me
adrenaline
my
old
friend
i know what it feels like
when gods give your heart
a pickle tickle

my uncle beating me
no wonder he liked to beat me
naked
across his lap
but not
the
day
i could have killed a man

when i had my brother by the throat
3lbs of pressure
to go further
i would've killed him
i had already defeated him
a god and a monster
i did not need to go on
i knew what i was capable of
at 15.
and the bastard kneed me in the
schnutz and boxed my face
just turn the other cheek
brother
isn't that what those
boy lovers tell u
rolling in the aisles

diesel
i was too scared to read further
i pictured him fetal positioned crying
over broken peepholes
and if u heard his music
u
would
too

and the third
neighbor bill
7th
are u sure that is what we prayed for
i got the news
he wasn't dead
and now...
fork
i know i should be doing something
I'm just not sure
what

i forget what i was sayin

 

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did u know
that to nullify
wedlock
the decision is made
by a godly man
who decides
exactly how many
pieces of silver
is enough
gods' will/s, or
hubris

 

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irony
is
a funny thing
and karma
is a bytch
who is exactly who u need her to be
when you need her
to be so
that money
grubbing
whore

 

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i
need
another bath

 

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to 4+4
my royal family
the Indians in my cupboard
the flowers in my attic
my diamonds
in
the rough

 

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autonomy
free well
and pickles
fight
or
flight
my shiny objects
in the sand

 

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if
one could
speak to their gods
THAT
KIND OF POWER
would it kill you
to hear
them
out
and
shouldn't we b prostraing
ourselves
in anticipation
of the one/s
answering
your
deepest
hearts
desire
and
whom would you tell first
ask them
touch my tears
and tell me
the color
of
their eyes
thor
gave one
iii
would give
infinity
more

 

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no not power
fear and intimidation

grace
reverence
perfection
royalty

 

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the man with one
red
show
got em all
remind me to tell you a story
YOUR TURN
about an evening that changed my life
forever
code
man with one red show
and diamonds in the
rough

 

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the furst time i actually remember literally
winning under grace
gambling was a murderer
in the waining gibbus
while a naughty nurse
held that
money grubbing whore's hand
while my nearly born son
tried to swallow his own shit
that night i learned a few words
meconium
autism
grace
compassion
humanity
humility
forgiveness
you cannot spell
forgiveness
without a lil
give
and four
letter
words

 

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i have taken nothing but omeprazole in over 24 hours

tomorrow
i
see
i have an appointment

with
Bell's
palsy

and i am going to try
to bring his open mind
with utter
clarity
and
anonymity

to
the
thcfarmer
table

right seats
right
table
right minds
the naughty corner
spark em
boyz

he has documented
the biological
and pharma
changes

weight
vitals
stats
medications
oh fucking yes
and
he not only believes in script-ure
he
volunteers
providing licenses
for
you fuckers
on his weekends
one of the richest
men
i
know

fetch
good sc

 

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late night devils
get your damn hands off
back to the future

 

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funny vegas commercial
i expected to see the most infamous man in the world
and a couple
of my xx's

 

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as long as aquaman is suffering
i don't not need to jack his thread
for him to know
he is in
my
thoughts
n prayers
710
my
med
they r busy
off helping others
u do not need credit
to know who wrote it
and ltr
stands
behind
we

 

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perhaps larry the roofer
could
not
hear
me
i thought
if the club phone rang
4x
Larry the roofer
would know
how much he is loved
the world over
because
you are all my people
and this
is where i came from
and larry the roofer
needs to remember
his foundation
he already lives
in midget
heaven

and you 4+4

would know this

had you received

dozer's

secret smile

and his scars

made him

that
much
more

beautiful

 

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where else
would
could
a
man
prove
he would risk his freedom
in the service
of the richest
human
i know

 

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but only
if for
a
knight

 

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so call the vfw
and
tell
them
a story
about my friends

 

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it is
not my kill
a hopeless romantic
does not need to be there
A. NONYMOUS

 

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what r the odds
seriously
it's random
round pegs
in painful
round
stigmata

could've been over 109 songs
it can't all b coincidence