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and u know what's funny
the sensation in the shower
third time in my life
fourth
well i can't remember
that I've felt that sensation
and it instantly zaps me
adrenaline
my
old
friend
i know what it feels like
when gods give your heart
a pickle tickle
my uncle beating me
no wonder he liked to beat me
naked
across his lap
but not
the
day
i could have killed a man
when i had my brother by the throat
3lbs of pressure
to go further
i would've killed him
i had already defeated him
a god and a monster
i did not need to go on
i knew what i was capable of
at 15.
and the bastard kneed me in the
schnutz and boxed my face
just turn the other cheek
brother
isn't that what those
boy lovers tell u
rolling in the aisles
diesel
i was too scared to read further
i pictured him fetal positioned crying
over broken peepholes
and if u heard his music
u
would
too
and the third
neighbor bill
7th
are u sure that is what we prayed for
i got the news
he wasn't dead
and now...
fork
i know i should be doing something
I'm just not sure
what
i forget what i was sayin
the sensation in the shower
third time in my life
fourth
well i can't remember
that I've felt that sensation
and it instantly zaps me
adrenaline
my
old
friend
i know what it feels like
when gods give your heart
a pickle tickle
my uncle beating me
no wonder he liked to beat me
naked
across his lap
but not
the
day
i could have killed a man
when i had my brother by the throat
3lbs of pressure
to go further
i would've killed him
i had already defeated him
a god and a monster
i did not need to go on
i knew what i was capable of
at 15.
and the bastard kneed me in the
schnutz and boxed my face
just turn the other cheek
brother
isn't that what those
boy lovers tell u
rolling in the aisles
diesel
i was too scared to read further
i pictured him fetal positioned crying
over broken peepholes
and if u heard his music
u
would
too
and the third
neighbor bill
7th
are u sure that is what we prayed for
i got the news
he wasn't dead
and now...
fork
i know i should be doing something
I'm just not sure
what
i forget what i was sayin