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and to answer y'all's question
this has been happening at least once a day... it's been a rough month and the answer is
no one
iiii don't matter
they'll think I'm crazy

 

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still
i have a box to check
diesel
mosh
you four
I'm freaked out
diesel
u know i can't stay on right now.
i love you man
all of ewe

 

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still
i have a box to check
diesel
mosh
you four
I'm freaked out
diesel
u know i can't stay on right now.
i love you man
all of ewe

 

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fuk you
i think i maybe heard it cycle
once
don't
please
stop

stop

 

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Ok, u asked for it!!

 

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i have alot
to pray for
it's on me, d
it was
my turn to buy

 

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[1diesel1]

i have alot
to pray for
it's on me, d
it was
my turn to buy

Snap out of it man!!!

 

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ltr picks up new dozer
riot
today
isn't that something

 

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i know
I've lost my marbles
u have no idea how concerned i was
i didn't know but what lil mosh brought. I'm freaked. hugh relief.
ummm... shyt. ltr might have mistem
i should run to town; to the pet store.
i got this. thanks d. glad shez better.
sorry u had to go through that

 

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they make a hepa blower for over surgical wound sites
it cuts down on infection
significantly
i can't imagine
one mal practice
wouldn't stock an entire
surgical unit.
pisses me off they don't all offer em, even, when requested
but the staff cafeteria
stocks
fresh
chocolate covered strawberries
quality
chocolate
fresh
breaded
chicken fingers
before they were trendy
and the free employee
fridges
at each station
have better options
so the food is fresh
with now staff
to speak of
to eat the
perishables.

 

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that surgical robotics company that made the Magellan- a stock fav of mine, back n the day.

 

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later did a friend's prostate
if I'm not mistaken

 

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-nothin
but net

for a bee
a pinwheel on the surface of
pooled water
can bee a personal
cat 4
taken into perspective
in the land of all things that kill
i might bee allergic
-ten foot poles
and nothin, but net.

 

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so brian is technically, a roughneck

 

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from the black hills of s.d.
but
he's had an interesting life

probably the pre madonna of rig gigs... as an ibew member... awaiting a new, contract... likely, struggling, over medical Mexican standoffs.

 

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he may have seen me gettin weird, early on
truthfully, i don't remember
who all was there at that time besides 5 people, give r take.
cloudy, cool, winter, desert sunset, behind bars... so to speak

 

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as far as brian was concerned

i have an alcohol problem

at this point

i may have had an Irish car bomb
at the house
and two beers at the club
in as many hours...
nursing my xx's...
listening to stories

yes
i would have him
believe that
i may have been really good
on the pool table
it moot
but the bar staff
can judge drunkenness
by my play
and oft
the play of others
and brian
one could tell
was an
observer of
the human condition

 

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he continued with the lie
that i have an alcohol problem
doesn't bother me
nun

 

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so he's an electrician and a felon who's seen alot of places
people n life
really cool.
he got it.
i told him if he told it right, i could go there with him and never have to leave the club.