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can't sleep. weird enough. gonna try n keep off n c y'all, hopefully, chill- in the mornin.
I'll try n catch up.
perhaps even go visiting.
i wouldn't want diesel, spoiled ;D . keeps em on his toes.

what's ur mrs diesel's take on whether (opinion) she feels our fearless leaders r being truthful, when they're speaking? she's a walkin, talkin, lie detector.
i bet diesel doesn't get away with anything. gotta b hard on a man. :D

 

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I finally get to go bed now, too much work last few days.
Behind on indoor gardening, will have lot of work here when I get up later, too bad I cant clone myself to get this all done.

 

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mortgage was autopaid, early, per usual.
meant to stop it and tell em to get fucked til they returned that 125-150ish, monthly overage n used their toes to figure it the fuck out. at some point they'll have to shake it out.
can't stomach the phone. last 2 times, i cussed... meh... make that 3... i cussed out some poor lacky. i did disclose it wasn't about them, personally n then, advanced to say many things, that'd make even diesel blush n ended in a few repetitions of
-hostile sc
where is my fucking money

when will my fucking check arrive
when will my fucking payment demand be adjusted
go fuck yourself
[if i had an oldschool house phone, it would've said
-piece of shit
click
[in a semicircular, WHAM!!!]

 

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i don't want my credit jacked over... lemme consider... meh... seriously? tem mo? fuck me. and I'm the retard. y'all can figure that one n your heads, but before u do... does it matter?
takes a long time to fix credit.
while tempting...
try not to jack ur shit over something u already pay, if u can help it.
like ur landlords? try not to fuck em up.
don't like your landlordz? what's Christmas like? turkeyday? got a few... u don't get along with?
they're strange, aren't they? different...
do u still treat em well?
now, pretend they're the ones you're signin that check to... might could b their only sources of income... none of our biz, anyway... or yours... said on tv, last night- lil more difficult for mosh... sorry... lil more difficult to get the cake, but allegedly available to 1099ers...
wanna c mosh get fucked? pay ur dues.
try not to screw anyone over, if u can help it.
i know people prolly been up to a month outta work... might b time to ask for help. we all need it, sometimes. don't be proud. it's your family... don't be proud... even if it's just you... you're worth it. people want to be of service.
think i told y'all bout s.o.s., in Newport beach. it's a bread pantry. well... forget whether it's costa mesa side of street, but they do have one. they're good people.
i know desert hot springs has one.
they're good people. I've had to use em. they bent over backwards. they weren't even supposed to be open, that day, or time. i have no doubt the totes of electronics i saddled em with, after that holiday weekend for their resale store... had them bending over backwards, again.
shit happens. if you need someone... i tell you all... i don't even know what all my neighbors look like, but if someone risked stepping on my property, even with a badge, gun n radio to call other people with guns, badge and radio... asking for help, right now... i don't need to know a name, to care about my community.
happy to be of service, to the extent I'm able, and then some.

wells can get fucked. 20%... it's just a random solicitation. i got a lil wiggle room. I'll take my friend... well... I'll think of something. bitch doesn't make it easy.

 

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occurs to me... i know a general. fema contracts r gonna come up. i know a general is responsible, but he don't have to do shit and i already know government bids... i used to run out, as previously stated, bids for a.r. willinger of Newport, for schools n shit, when murrieta n the french blablabla, were nuttin, but dirt. good man; good people.
ltr should get off his ash. he knows all the best tradesmen n the area and none of em, fuck me over; ever... to date. none of em charge their worth... his barmaids still have needs and will still drink with us, even poppin the bussmans holiday tops, themselves n bringin it from the fridge; emptying ur ash trays; only in their home... as a general, he could afford to tip our peeps and do we not always reward the lowest bidder??? sorta??? i could do this. he should b doin this. fucker takes risks, goin to town, unprotected, anyway and he doesn't need to b present for the bid... lazy s.o.b.

 

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your inner monologue voice sound anything whatsoever, like your voice?
monotone, no emotion/inflection, no nasal sounds... just hum drum, keep on truckin... man... if my voice sounded this cool... besides the flu damage, sexxxy voice-
i
would
get
the chix
yeeehehesss, ma'am...
i would get all the ladies.

but again, does ur inner monologue, sound
anything
as nasaly
as
your voice

figures

how else would i have gotten my lovely g
a hand in the bush, my friends... a hand in the bush.

or something, like that

 

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shit... i gave him my blue one?@!!
my fav color.
what it does to my eyes- i get all the chix, in blue...
trust me... u don't want both hands in that bird... i lost a nice watch, once. bitch still owes me. i lent a hand, so to speak.

 

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251 lbs, down from 337+, sept 1st... go go mr Simpson!

 

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a friend of mine, filthy, skank who he is, told me he has had reoccurring problems with crabs.
if we could pray for him, I'd appreciate it...
i ocd defol... if they like the leaves, use rid... can they climb sheet metal? if it's inert to the medium... lolly... defol... slick, siding for your shaft, my friend... trim that bush... try a lil rid, next time.
i will pray for your nasty, wookies.

far as razor burn...
try mesh shading.

 

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perhaps, glass tubing from lab supply and a lil mapp gas, from the geniuses who came up, with fake boobs.

 

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attachments, first...

letters to momz

-blind retards and their supervision

how many more days than 9, will it live in a refrigerator

don't bother

opening your fridge

cheers

you've already had some koolaid

 

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shoot

need... perhaps invisaline, from the ol
phishing gear

way too much weed

coming soon

to a theater

near

ewe

talk about a hangover
last pic...

 

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considering momz take on the bible and its translators

doesn't it say something about neighbors

too bad Mexicans don't live next door

behind 150miles

steel yourselves

how many Christians

would see that 160th mile

to make em grin

n smile

to bad we don't need to be kind to our neighbors

imagine her son had a better tan

i am so ashamed

i was raised

a racist

Republican

now

imagine I'm wrong

I'm white

it's a wall of voodoo

a little red man

is myopic about

it's a small world

after all

Mexico

the happiest place on earth

quarantined

-momz

 

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told y'all
when i was a child
i locked myself in a school bus

the most influential audrey in our lives

went to assist at a tecate orphanage

in...
Mexico

people change

people can change

and people

may change

again

isn't that something

 

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lest we forget

little red man

hate Mexico

-two

it's 4+4

 

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check my calendar

when do we begin construction for

Canadian walls

my bad

they're white

too

guess we'll have to begin

with our ununited states

and

14 day

quarantines

crossing another

white line

drawn in the sand

eh

 

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as i spoke to my lovely g

telling her a story

about a homeless hero of mine

and new found friend

it occurred y

we don't wall Canadians

out of our site

we all look alike

we're ignorant

we can't tell the difference

we're simply put

allwhite

i have to get some god dam creamer

my lovely g

reminds

i hope my too see

my redskin football hero

i hope he's still

i hope he's not ill

i hope my Indian ahwawa friend

is warm enough

and

still

alright

i will look for him

from my blinding eyes

i will have a sweaty wad of cash

invite him to my home

and welcome a familiar smile

behind 150ish miles

might surprise

we

he just might

 

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bring grey wicking shirt

his will b dirty

i want my dam favorite shirt back

yes

i will shop and ask a homeless native

to give a stranger

the shirt off his back

again

test him

before sweating

a wad of cake

ask him

to give a wealthy

white man

a little slack

and

another break

 

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i wonder what color

to look for

to find my

bow and arrow buddy

hope it's my favorite

imma steal one of his only

possessions

if he allows me to manipulate it

off of him

maybe I'm gay

and just want his abs

on display

maybe

I'm a manipulative

son of a bitch

maybe I'll con him

for the blue shirt

off his back

it's nothing to we

it's nothing we lack

but I'm done with my fucking garden

about out the door

a con artist's score

nearly on my way back

to an ignorant

scared

grocery

and creamer

store

for just a few sweaty bucks

and a few

insignificant

dollars more

one never knows

a homeless hero

may still be

poor

quith the sparechange

...

 

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so we have slant eyes we hate

blacks we hate

mexicans we hate

middle east we hate

Mexicans we hate

Argentina's we hate

russians we hate

spanish we could careless about

i wonder how many people

like the United states

a since of entitlement

a grand cents of hate