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ahhh... i had about 10min of clarity n sanity, when i first "GOT WOKE" (SNL reference). i was wonderful. then, a swith, flipped, when i went for creamer. mutha f!!!uh! THE SITUATION! there's my lil angel, ghost train haze c1. i never touched her, i...
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ahhh... i had about 10min of clarity n sanity, when i first "GOT WOKE" (SNL reference). i was wonderful. then, a swith, flipped, when i went for creamer. mutha f!!!uh!

THE SITUATION!

there's my lil angel, ghost train haze c1. i never touched her, i seear! and she's caught up n happier, than whichever of the 3, mothered her. me and stanky, i think it was- r gonna start trackin this... more "CUMBERSOME", detail... seedlings, too. pretty sure the term, "caulkring", came up and, "HEY, HEY, HEY! hay!"... like i said- i AM NOT the clever, handy, one. if i do it- somehow, it'll cost u all- money. we'll lose a couple thumbs and maybe a country, or two. so... PRIORITIZE! if u want an invention- explain ur needs- i can thunk up a rough design... but just give me that roofing hammer... remember mt saint Helens? CHILDSPLAY!
um... what ... one sec- lemme read what we're discussing.

o right- bporn! it's goin down!

look at my lil gth angel, next to those WICKED atf, biatches!

oh and i put the lights in so u can c why buds aren't fatter. king plus 3000s (but only burn in the 6s and a ten 5yr old, custom, 1000 led, that also burns in the 600s... if ptsd steve really is angry enough to return my hoods, bulbs n ummm... turbo, thingy- imma toss another red in there/hps... ummm.... n rob out one king n then run a splitter, of the hvac, for it, or just leave the lens off n vacuum it, through. regardless, i would not miss, any blues...
oh pics!

remember- we r aware we r using excessive heat, to our advantage because my tent and my mind, can't afford another 8". perhaps the lovely g would disagree, but tent wise- i don't need the aggravation, or insomnia, over it. the damage, is acceptable, to me. yes... that gorilla, with extensions, would b lovely. I'd crank that B, to 11+'! and have vertical space, remaining. if anyone knows whether gorilla extensions will fit a vivosun, 4x8... I'd b grateful! very grateful! ummm... nope... just waiting on the pics. rural inet, is a mofo!
remember dialup? pretty sure this is worse. whatever happened to my lil startup stock, that ran internet, over powerlines? i saw some notels, usin it! 3 letter, ticker... i can't... f! nm.
pics? cocktails? cocktails!!!
i couldn't believe larry the roofer, who doesn't drink beer... actually had rolling rock, in his guest beer, collection. hey, i like rolling rock. i grew up, surfin... but i know i live 1000 miles, from the nearest Democrat, or "illegal" and i don't even stock rolling rock, in my guest beer. i don't think they even sell it, in my back woods, deliverance, green fern growin, state.
must b an educated man, or something. workin, neck down, by choice.

I've lost too many teeth, to pretend I'd even buy it, for company, now. maybe, if i were single n had that dragon scales, vest. man, those r cool!
 

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btw- rather than edit- i am a huge storyteller and even huger, ummm... serial, exaggerater... but not about my grow. it's a 5yr old custom. ummm... my natural gravitation, towards exaggeration and just not f'ing remembering clearly, at this particular, nanosecond... it's a 5yr. the confusion, was in my mind.
 
think it was just under $800, then... u could prolly find it in someone's garbage, or garage sale, today... for a buck n two bits. for my purposes- it's currently, my fav light. no kiddin.
 
if i just enter this, here... will it end up where i want it?

so um...
my morning, so far- or maybe it was yesterday... and, or, today... but i have no idea how long I've been n here... ummm... one shower and (starts, loosening n stretching in tub i now fit in and can get myself out of). one sec... oh yes- so shower- exit, dry... there's shampoo in my hair. back in shower... ummm... start over- already shampoo... out, dry... did i wash my pits? condition? back in shower... "y am i here... i know I've done this.... conditioner? fine... done, out, dry... my pits smell... back in... y am i here? didn't wash my heels... all i waill say, is- it wasn't my last dry, shower and apparently, id been and might b in here- quite some time.
 
better strap in: i gave up. i had something important to say about this that n then- but that was off topic, subjectively. umm.
oh, but it's funny because after my personal hell- i got out... again agai and one more again after the previously discussed... umm... shyt!

um, I'm wondering if i should seed everything out, sell the farm, hand over financial resopnsibilitg, to mom n then, just focus on gardening. lil concerned. g's mind no longer works... with regard to finances. it's too tech, now.
oh, the pits! yeah, i got out- they stank- umm... wait. low batters. ummm... oh but it's funny because i had washed em. new wash cloth. it's g's way. she was raised rich... um- but i forgot a new loofa- they just scrub deeper n leave n trace! of stanky. what up, vonstanky!!!
ummm- I've always wanted to see roots, get used as loofas.
 
awesome! the stuttering is new n f'n exciting!
ummm... anger, is an unpredictable bedfellow, i don't hold with- but I'm sayin 284, for angry, motivation. but i saw 70s!!!... just sayin.
ummm... ptsd steve, had the word that means physical/body recactions, for signing for 4th tour.
i wonder, as my body improves, exponentially, if the mind, subconsciously, fears returning to polite, society. ummm... cause IT seems exponentially worse, by the day. ummm... but man- i lived james bond n always had some random, golden... or somebody else's- golden girl, depending on unspoken, marital status n tan lines. ummm... nm. oh- but i love to work! love what i did! people pay for that! i love or did or would like to feel the way i did, when i did. ummm... shyt! nm.
 
I'm just sayin- his symptoms, often, mirror my own. i think his paranoia, angered him and is all the excuse he needed, to continue to "be happy ", hiding from the sun.
 
oh- still scared to...


u know, it's funny, how the base um... motives/motivation, for so many behaviors, is fear and intimidation.

go union, huh!
 
works for both side of organizational arguments. umm... they r the colonialists, of our time. hence, competitive... ummm... government competition rate... umm... nm.
 
it's the first time my loelly has been out of bed, to c this.
remind myself to um feed the males. ummm

she and the dog r freaked. I'm docile. it ain't that. something got in my eye. this really upsets me. it's like riding in the back seat and larry the roofer is drunk but I'm not. ummm. it upsets me. not multiple personality- it just strange. ummm... reminded myself to water the males.
I'm gettin back n tub. calm tunes... we'll c- but it keeps my lovely from having to watch.
she slowed my down to talk/listen. i noted the stutter. it seems stress induced. i was trying to get away. so to speak.
 
it sux becomes it was my mind i felt was my greatest gift i could give g. ummm... I'm trying to cure the woman i love. the woman of EVERY xy's dreams.
sniff sniff
 
consider: YOUR MIND... YOUR TIME ON THIS EARTH. can u do ... can one exist in either, without neither, nor the other?
 
philosophical- not "cutter" comments
 
urgh! keeps turnin off the music!
 
aha! loofa! forgot. floors wet, towels closer, now... ummm... loofa!
 
and i didn't kill ummm... "OBLIVION!".
life, providing balance AND IRONY. jimmy n god r laughing WITH ME.
UM... LOOFA! ROOTS!!! LOOFA! ROOTS!
 
music, i win! tom cruise can suk it!
 
that had better not b bush!
umm... it's like many many many, mini, emerging, distraction, all at once, that ur about to forget.
 
long commercial. tubz pretty full.
i try to loosen up n stretch, n my many moments of solitude. peace. umm... tubs pretty full. i forget. oh i mean not like shakeweight, stretch. um dips n leg stuffs n core.
 
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