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when pain is your dark mistress and ur a slave to opioids... it is not uncommon, to forget, whether u took an oxy 80. ur in so much pain, u hurt, whether u take it, or not and u r anything, but high... when iii realized this, i started bagging my...
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when pain is your dark mistress and ur a slave to opioids... it is not uncommon, to forget, whether u took an oxy 80. ur in so much pain, u hurt, whether u take it, or not and u r anything, but high... when iii realized this, i started bagging my dailies... so I'd b sure. don't tell me to count pills... to suggest baggies... etc. been there, done that. it won't stop a freight train. i am not anyone's keeper, or daddy.if they're gonna do it: they're gonna do it.
knowing she'd done this, before... people... whether they believe they're hooked, or not... will say
-people
i couldn't do, with less...

and then u watch em withdrawal, for a week and folld ur bathroom, on muscle relaxer... whatchamacallit, personal parties. soma? ... and if they have a bum ticker... maybe assist, with a 10mg, perc.
someone i know, works n pain mgmnt, as to docs on board, at that time.

this means
-sc
u showed me u can do, with less... and survive.

nobody says it's pleasant...

-allegedly
again, it's just a story
 
lord! i should drag my neighbor's yard, today. haven't done my own chores... still gonna get wet... but if i can muster the courage, to look my neighbor n the eye... i will need to do, just that.
-and the earth keeps spinning.
 
and i gotta wrench on the quad, for a friend to use in a poker run. shyt... means lookin tyred guy- in the eyes and he knows i need brakes. sigh. he is going to make my life difficult... taking, from his own family... if i don't get it right.
-walkin in Memphis... on eggshells
 
this stuff, does right by me
change co2
12 days my ash...
but i am thinkin to go 200ppm, in a squirt, with one... n see... typically, gumpin the gun, for me, but just let us c...
hate tank swaps. still, not THAT strong.

i believe without verifying, we have godfather og, atf, ghost train haze, atf cbd glue tide, MAYBE, fruity pebbles x og princess glue and um... northbound train. some r my strains, some r dutchseedshop, some r Pacific seeds.


i like the boost. only tried 2, n my history, though n don't remember how shooting powder, worked. it's expensive, though. this stuff, isn't...

this would b the first time, i didn't help off, placenta stuck, seedlings. seems to have worked out. i think i went 50/50, with stuck shellz... but think i just forgot what i did, shell wise. i still c won.

remember- 200ppm on shorty...; not malformed, shorty...

forgot about budstack tips... someone should probably smoke a bowl... ain't bothering to cure a random, combobowl... overdried... make a green tastin doob, i bet. f! no randy's wireds.
 

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How bout a creedmore 6.5 and go 1000 meters 🤣
Correction , 1000 yards ! Im in meter world at the moment and everythings going metric in my head ......
Anyway , not really into shooting much these days except roots on mini shoots 😊
 
i could use a lil assistance in requesting the next conversation i have... i contain zero animus and do my best to b patient, listen and only, with love
 
metric + my feeling of americanized... "west coast "... Vancouver-ish... say hello to my soul... it's buried in Campbell river, somewhere.
 
I'm thinkin- the quad, brakes, diox n dry ice... one townie run... give my gurl some space... c how peeps r doin n since I'm out there, already... possibly, an oil run. means cleanin out the frozen... holy shyt... i forgot- i prep'd, liters n liters... omg, this could work. hmmm... tryin to remember how much i have of what, that i need to save, for next harvest/octailz.. hmmm... could make for an interesting day. ok so fuel n that green, tire sealant, stuff. what else... no dry ice... awesome!
shyt... i have to have to... use the phone, today. f! ok... i need to chill.
 
my best
 

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meanwhile... residing, with a junkie.
i don't care, it was clearly, 2-3 days... there's a right n wong way. 1 day... iz a problem... after all I've been through.


i loathe that at some point... the repetitious permission slipped, by... more than once... seems extremely, disreputable... disingenuous... lacking, integrity, Google. in some circles, no... means no.
i had no intention, of Google, stalking my puup. and surfing... towards an end that could have a non, or negative outcome, or similar, interrogative, future... freaks me out. bporn, etc ;D... no problemo.
i have corrected this setting, plenty...
 

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awe. happy birthday! without regard to price- what was ur coolest, gift? how'd u celebrate? friends? family? take turns beating gardening knowledge into ur boy? sounds fun!
Just another day! Happened to fall on another motorcycle race and first day of bike week in Daytona
 
not that i don't "appreciate", that her xxx, who kept me (essentially), from san Juan del sur, investments, offered her a "shoulder", a, "sofa", and the forgiving of a 22k, child support, debt... i pay, to this day... and if I'm not mistaken, i offered the 1-way... etc... but he is the same, who took her kids, from Colorado, to Florida... without consent... causing her floridian, life. b great for her to chill with mosh and her boys, but not at the cost of her soul... and the offer, was rescinded, the week i moved her back in, after stealing... mmm... probably over 60k, street value, in opioids, from me. hey, i knew the job was dangerous, when i accepted responsibility. i am human, too.
Unfortunately I know the drill for opioids and alcohol! We have hosted with success and some with out! It’s really up to the human our requirement here is effort! And effort alone! Lol
 
sitting with heroes

drinkin some beer

listening to stories

which don't include fear

as great crackling thunders roar

the ceiling stains a bit more

and i think to myself

they could definitely use a lil
good will n help

a little grace

a lil tourism

a few pennies in vases

from all of your altruistic places

so come, see the sites

listen to a super sensual carni

tell of entire bar fights

take a flight

take your car

come visit

of near and far

come see

hear the most wonderous stories with me

close the club

depart the pub

take lifetime's home with you

leaving behind dollars in jars

thank you for coming

bless you for helping

our children
our fathers
our veterans
our heroes

the ones who protested us

from Japanese zeroes

know in your heart
we all did our part

to make them immortal

in our hearts and our art.
 
Just another day! Happened to fall on another motorcycle race and first day of bike week in Daytona
calculating, mofo.... superredneckcross races... i hope your slave driving boss, made u work... and mrs mosh, went with some employee of yours...
see... this is such b.s.
the man prolly been plannin this! diabolical! gotta respect the process.

"sweetheart.... we need to get away from all this back room card club, canadian whiskey, rum runnin, fast as white lightning, tommy gun totin, one shoe shinin, hustlin, river water drinkin, politically connected, mobsters... for your own good n safety's sake... course we'll need to detour for "company meetings n conventions", in other mob run, drinking, whoring n gaming, towns... for your own good... of course, babe... n hopefully settle down in a nice, peaceful, coastal, retirement, tourist, town... with 'SATURDAY SATURDAY SATURDAY', redneck, greyhound n ponies racin... all round... it's for your own good... supersecksy mamma... you're such a lucky gal [slap on the rear]... not every ladies man... takes her places, with tanks of molasses, mobsters, rednecks, offshore gambling, yachts, shipfulls of questionable contraband and cold, red striped beer."
mmmm
what an asshole

mofo's been planning this, since day 1... year 1. respect!
 
anyone else starting to wonder whether mosh is of Italian, descent n possibly keeping, omuerta type secrets... shovels n trunks... blued steel, in drain pipes... treasure maps, with stumps, sticking up cause all the other parts have been gruesomely, hacksawed, n axed off? me, too... i have a weak tummy, mosh... i can't have u talkin bout bday weekends, anymore cause we all know what really goes on. say hello to hyman roth, for us!.. n hoffa's, stumps!
 
up up up up...
better start saddle trainin burros, for kids, n sellin bags of alfalfa chunks, for ur personal, petting zoo... "petting zoo... this way---->>>". plently of land n mobile, scaffolding type, temp stables... lots of food, lemonade stands... a handful of people, contributing furry granimals n playing guitars n banjos, in rock n roll bands... heroes, tellin tales of love life n travel... foodfights n watermelon contests and a spicey chili, battles.
u already have a holiday forum
i bet u know how to plan events n to make tourist money n beer, start pourin.

outdoor, tent safed, campin for a fee... and a fan base of thousands... how much more could u want from the barfly, felon in me.

hmmm... maybe next time? we get the county to back ya n pat on the back ya?

-late to the party

ok so maybe i exaggerated, by 1,996, but the rhyme thing, matrix has me and it sounded, pretty.
 
i have seen jerry Lee's fat sausage fingers, sail across, wailing 88s
singin, "goodness, gracious, great balls of fire".
ever been to an outdoor, music festival
burning man
Coachella
etc?

notice anything n particular

glen miller, james Taylor, carlie Simon, the pot head, highwaymen, country guy... bob hope. burros, deer, elk, cows, goats, sheep, horses... miles n miles of open land... moonshine, guns on hoods,with sale signs, classic cars, shiny bikes, old bitty bake sales, personal museums n carni n county, connections... phone numbers to kids they grew up with, who didn't walk away from contracts, for love... am i missing anything... half hr from international airports, gaming n college towns... am i missing... ANYTHING

zoning... keeps skyscrapers, at bay
preserving my idea of heaven
and giving our heroes a platform and
a "better", way of life.
unless one prefers veteran, volunteers
standing in breadlines.

yesterday, i went for a brakegig and instead
sat in a tyred shop
listening to an air force veteran
who couldn't speak of blood gore and war
talk about his son
installing water lines with him
for over an hour
it was my privilege and honor

i had a blind man to pick up

i need another noncrazy day
so i can sit in a tyre shop
for a lil over an hour...

 
fortuitous vocabulary
round pegs and round holes
hopefully, y'all listened
when i said
buy puts against etf's
specifically the dow
seen the stock market
lately
go make your millions
never shook hands with the band
o wait
i drink with my heroes
i suppose i have
 
as oc money
comes n goes
n real estate prices
will fall like the snow
with a pandemic at hand
where next
do u think...
large masses of 3% people
will land
and i have the pool
i am nobody's fool
not another for sale
for 70mi in any direction
and what wouldn't u give
how big an erection
whilst living in 2000° hell
hot tubbing
with satan
and priced just to sell
what time is it
is that wallstreet's
opening bell

-isn't that something
isn't that cool
 
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