DETOXING OFF OPIOIDS; NO MEDICINAL VALUE CCO / RSO

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So she rewires her mind

I said

Well

If u not laughing after that one

I'm right where I'm wanted

 

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Yup I'm up

Time for a lil coffee

And

A cold shows



Time to punch in

To my life

 

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58°

Cold enough for the hamies to go into torpor

The seedling heat mat

Under their homes

Is set to 86

Warm

But transfers through

Or last few nights would've been enough

I didn't notice any candles within a room from them

The closest light own to them

My head fire lighter in the bedroom

It's interesting to c

How people's minds work

When daytime temps drop

If it keeps them from playing

Which it did last night

I'll c about adopting em out

With 16ish habitats

I don't think anyone would hesitate

Who Diggs the fury critters

Maybe then

She'll light a candle for them

Anyway

It would require my sleeping exactly where I did

To know

They didn't play as long as usual

Last night

My road from bed to smoking writing

Keep me attune

To my wonderful teddy

And her nasty nicky

 

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The way a defragmented mind works

U do not need/,,require the intel

U wouldn't want it

Working in tandem

U don't need to know

Cause it'll just stress u or u r to forget about it

I have enough equity currently

To take my project out another year

If I tighten my belt

I asked momz to have faith

90 fucking daze

Told er

It requires two

Thinking this way

She'll apply it to ginger

Wait n c

Because she envies her

I asked momz to relax about my creditors

I do not require more

Or I'd have it

I asked for the grand for the propane last month

She chose to pay creditors I can fix

With another grand

And ran out of liquidity

I'd mentioned it'd cost more to run out

We did

I'd calculated what I had left

She had the variables n said she had faith

Momz actually said

She was gonna

Cause ginger had piped up over her peg leg n the cold

Momz didn't follow through

I have a judgement renewed from my divorce

My fixable credit score is moot towards any need I might have

Until I pay what n who I owe

Momz lied

Twice now

At least

Ratted me out to the man

And didn't do as a same person requested with a conservator

And her lack of integrity affects me

As ginger lit a candle in the bedroom

And not for the hamies

And wouldn't share body heat in the same open room as the hamies

Without two minds concerned for their lives

First

Whether the momz or gingerz

We're not responsible enough to b trusted with their lives

I will deal with this

Tomorrow

It's not

A choice at all

For me

Zero pressure

Zero stress

Now

It is the right thing to do

Right

Lied about Washington too

Anyway

People's deceit is bad code

And must b reanalized and compensated for

Believe me

Do not concern yourself

I have other financial avenues

I'm not there

These r choices for me

This one

Is disappointing

But not a challenge

Based on the facts I have

I have accounted for

Gingerz willingness to "drive the Honda into the ground"

Wtf

I still need a car

 

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Plan b

I'll buy another seedling mat

And just as I have put the 1000tc comforter over them to share body heat

I'll give each the two habitats covered

Mats under both entirely

Keeping family together

Cost

Prolly under 30$



Less than a carton of g's

Had she looks at the boot size I'd asked her to box a couple daze ago

For return n y

She'd have known my size

Ginger wears a 7.5- an 8

Been with er 15yrs

Of course I know



The clogs don't fit me

Obviously

Everyone I've ever known who wore clogs

Wasn't so nice to me

Ginger just loves herz

They fit her well

I should know

I bought them for her on palm springz' rodeo drive

I thought maybe it waz the clogs making people not so nice

I never liked them

The day I first got my first pair

People thought i was an asshole

Boy

I'll tell u what

I'll never forget that day

It's so fresh in my mind

Seemz just like yesterday

To me

 

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We call it compassion

Unnecessary intel

We choose to do nothing with

Freaks us

Out

 

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Empathy is different

U do what u can

When u choose to do so

 

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The wizdom to comprehend the difference

Priceless

 

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The corn dog has seen itz day

As long as hot dog bunz n pretzels come in 100 diff varieties

It's time for another wrapper

Cheeses meats

A corn dog revolution

A corn dogz evolution

Go make ur millions

Itz a new day

 

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Automatic opening trash canz they didn't bother to put a full sensor in n people still overfill em at a va

Genius

Make ur millions

 

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Gotta stand 6" apart

Y are very few transparent dividers

Able to generate that distance over top r bottom

From airborne concerns

Wat if someone sneezes up

Breathes while looking up

Or a child sneezes in a lateral direction

Strollers aim best

Half measures to make ewe feel at ease n spend

Looking at6' signs with footprints n chairs 4' apart n the wrong kinda masks

I feel like they're calling me stupid

 

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we vote for humans

expect them to behave like anything but

n we're disappointed

when they flirt with n fool around with coworkers

bad taste

imperfection

human

n then we judge n prosecute and accuse em of being just like avg joez

they're not superhuman

they're simply human

 

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about small town code

when I went to one as a city boy

the behavior n attitudes appealed to me

i visited as a tourist

from time to time

loving the charm of podunk townz n hoarders

these towns we many

poor

nothing I'd choose for myself

until I got older


I was taught to focus on money

and was blind to small townz

only kept secret ever

until now

the password to acceptance and

illumination

when we heer

this is how "they"
choose to live

izzz

I would have better for my forgotten heroes

if it were within my power

I would preserve this town

itz my idea of heaven

and little by little

I was groomed for leadership

by leaders

and fucking conscripted

-to b continued

 

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1 Corinthians 13:11

big fish

 

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[just smoking where one isn't supposed to... gotta c whether his cyclops surgery went well]

itches today

 

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if at any time

over the past year

I had taken

lied

I'd have been shown the exit

 

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I found their tell

and I'm going to show you

heaven on earth

with wordz

 

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they're based on principles

moderation

empathy

loving neighbors

doing whatcha can

when ya can

with complete integrity

and good will towards our fellow men

and ladies

they live how they choose

so they can help their communities as a whole

do better

supercomputers

must b able to trust

entirely

see who we are

give away nothing they will miss

keep everything they need

and do what we can when we can

if u have no integrity

we see you

all u c is dilapidated charm

complications

returning Thursday

scratches n flashes my man shouldn't have

I'm going to try to dose my man up

regulate his nerves

boost his immune system

n hope it adds value to my boy

if not

at least the cyclops won't itch so much

or

it won't bother him

if I boost his immune system n get him breathing deeper relaxed

perhaps we can get him healing faster

as a Matter of the sky being blue

I'll suggest vice n music

powa of suggestion

he don't need to know

I'll know for him

 

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Not finished

Don't want to forget

Those who integrate

Become equally as integral

Regardless of circumstance

Those who don't have

Give of their hearts

Their time

They r looked after

As they look after

When it's their turn

It's done

No questions required

And if we are focused on money

Differences

Appearances

Odors

Beliefs

Politics

We see nothing

When we find empathy

Those who would take

Become town

Bitches

Who r the hardest working

Lowest paid

You'll ever c

Nobody is fooled

Tourists pay

Members r family

Treated like royalty

The wealthiest people

I've ever known

Toothless

Blind

Discarded

Forgotten heroes

And that's y

Billionaires

R invisible

To commoners

Often

Wishing to b left alone

In camouflage

 

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I always forget

I have a one percenter in alaska

He's here

Maine is here

They undersold it

Speaking terms with mr charitable Stephen king

Told er

U figure he only has nightmares

What's he dream of

She said

Dunno if I ever heard anyone ask

He doesn't interview much

Momz said she'd come tomorrow

Before she knew

Jack
Never seen em buy anyone anything

He knows

I speak freely in his presence

I don't lie about what I do

Does it ever get any better

Mr kingz acquaintance makes topicals for me

Their best friends have never been to their winter digs

I have

Many times

He returned with a blood pressure issue and 14 new medz

A vest to shock to life

Told er

I need money

I dunno how much

Here's a snapshot

Same answer as always

I don't even have their number

They know better

Come

Any

Time

My life is surreal

Someone 5150me

This cannot b real