DETOXING OFF OPIOIDS; NO MEDICINAL VALUE CCO / RSO

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Who wood ewe rather b right now

Then

B it

 

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Possible

Potential



Prolific

 

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You have to b willing to foot the bill

I could never c sky without bars

If she takes it

Live fearlessly

This ain't a choice for me

Nor a challenge

 

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Larry the roofer was worried about the cop lying

If he's of suspicions character

He'd prove by running my plate

Cam

Mic

If not

He'll leave me b

Y would I lie

I was legal in his state

Besides unreported intent to help

Or hurt myself first

Unintentionally

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Best ofs

 

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If only our doctors and pharma felt the same

 

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14gr start

Kief no 12

 

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Diesel

I think I deleted ur email

Unless ur gettin em

I don't think I know another

"Diesel"

Anyway

I tried to link the crew who's emails I have

To dave the clinic dood

So if we have answers

Or he does

Perhaps we can advance our crafts

U know

Michigan having an inside to peer

Sure ain't using their brains

Obviously if they knew y we sigh

They'd have monitized it

But

It ain't their focus

Either

U know

The fact mosh knows people who can answer questions

N money stands between communication

Yet again

Further proving my point

I've proven they dunno

With one conversation

N linked mosh directly to the tax man who knows tax law mosh doesn't

I don't trust myself

So I use words

Mosh doesn't comprehend

Because tax law doesn't apply to what's in front of him

Today

Because I use too much wrong code

We hear the lie

Liars use too many words

If I'd asked the right tool the right way

It'd fit

But because I struggle forgiving myself

I use too many words

We stop listening by instinct

It's y my bedside manner

Is shit

Worried I'll offend

Have to explain

They don't care

Won't hear

Losing interest by instinct

If I trusted myself

Forgave myself

For breaking everything I touch

I'd slap my dick on the table n say

U came to ask a tax man

Here's the price

Your sick

Take two n call me n the morning

For them to trust me to know for them

I have to forgive myself for being human

Makes it very difficult

To

"Sell advice"

To Larry the roofer he hears my hesitation

Cause I would never hurt someone intentionally

Yet fell just as badly if I ever did

 

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I need to learn

When

To listen

In text

It cannot b done

As the rock proves n this experiment

I take shit to heart

Focus on proving

Y

I already know

Either it's 12 or itz not

When I don't charge
As people focus on money

They feel like Guinea pigs

I didn't view them so

But as we all know

I learned

In trying to help

They'd make em Guinea pigs

In one pov

Like any student

Even doctors today

Recheck

Learn ur rhythm and adapt accordingly

Unworthy of charging

A student n the world

Feeling the need to explain

This'll do this

That'll do that

As opposed to

Take two and charge me n the morning

And today

It's hard to quantify

I know exactly what my education cost

Bout the same as any doctor

Only

I got here

Straight through human trials

Direct focus

Starting with drug results

As opposed to intrigues

And quickly elevated me to the top

Because pot was my only focus

In these yrs of collective educating towards pot/drugs

So if money ain't my focus

How do I slap a 12"er down

N say

U hired a hundred billion dollar industry tax man

Who could ever afford me

The world just doesn't work that way

N since it's Illegal to even have the convo

With

The

Right people

My cpu overheats

I'm stuck

I don't know what to do

I need a job

I wouldn't even know what's fair

I work in my sleep

So ten straight sounds fair

Who pays an entry level dood 6ish figs

So

Where n how

Can't do paperwork/application

And Americans with disabilities doesn't account for this when every door says

Fill out an app

U think I'll get a job wondering how to sign or writing with my tourette's symptoms

No

I'll b invisible

And ssdi

Already pays me to remain invisible

C

Even the conversation

Research time lost

I'm now dumber for talking about money
Fuck!

 

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And since I was never diagnosed

I c tourette's

Schizophrenic

Multiple personalities

Alzheimers

Either opioids did it

Or I'm pushing those buttons

But as I better comprehend

We all forget

Laugh

Trip

...

Trip...

Etc... to one degree or another

Hence the kookoo rating

Good mental health means admitting

I laugh when someone says cunt too

Endorphins

Dopamine

Insomnia

To one degree or another

Laugh once

Appreciative

Laugh alot

Funny

Laugh all the time

Madness

Labels

Metrics

Forget once

Human

Often

Forgetful

Absent minded

Alzheimers

Metrics

Human

We push these metrics with the ecs

When u trip

Parkinson's or psychosis

Cannabis regenerates these cells

Grows cells

Sends better tools for the job

To the right places

We haven't had the tech or comprehension to exploit these things

Long enough

Now we do

But r still on mice

Metaphorically

When the industries learn to share information properly

We'll learn the dosing n delivery for which button's specifically

With zero side effects

We're all pushing buttons

Without listening the right way

To the right people

And

It sucks

This needs to change

Help change it

Please

 

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The longer we remain silent

The longer things stay the same

We have power

When we learn how we fit together

And operate

Speak

As one

 

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Well

If I need to listen

And u have something appropriate to say to OUR ENDS

Call any fucking time

Otherwise

As ewe no

It's unlikely I'll listen

 

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What's the worst thing that u think could happen

If someone rats me out

It furthers my cause

Overnight

Until then

I'm just a fiction writer

 

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And try my own way

As others who came before

 

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A friend

A researcher

A contractor

A pool shark

A raging alcoholic

Truck driver

I am anything I wish to b

It's just a matter of perspective

Mine

Nothing is impossible

Until we stop trying

 

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U can b something ur not

U simply choose

To be

Or not to b

So to speak

U do not view me as the top of cannabis tech

Because I choose

Not to take a paycheck for it

Doesn't make it any less true

Whether or not

Ewe believe it

I am

The best n only tax man

To tailor

At this time

To humans

 

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Humble to a fault

Until it's time

Not to b

U have seen every symptom I mentioned

And when ur pov is

Oh

Sc is normal today

U never see it because u wouldn't know

What ur looking for

It would bore u

It's not ur focus

When I don't cuss

I've pushed a tourette's button

When I'm not opioid damage psychotic

Or... tooo psychotic

When I tangent

When I remember

You've seen the proofs

Effects over a year

U just wouldn't know what ur looking for

It's how I learned what a sigh is

Observing when we do

...

I look differently

For different things

Because I know what I'm looking for

Not trying to find it

I already have it

 

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Tell me about it

 

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I figured out my new hourly rate

By the second

You'll live longer if iii tailor u

What wouldn't u pay

For one mor second of life

I figured out what equitable to me

Whatever u can afford

That ewe feel is fair

I don't fucking care

Sliding scale

Helping u

Live longer

It's equitable to me

No matter my personal cost

 

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I don't have all the answers yet

I simply have more

Than ewe

Or

They...

Dooo



Wouldn't u prefer

To hire the best individuals for the gig

If I have not dictated a price

And u have

You've already lost the "debate"

U have no excuse

Not to allow me to try

To help YOU

live longer