Ok. Notting to update yet. Still too early. But, well, a different kind of problem I want to get you guys' take on. Ok, not really a problem. But, well, phuck it.
So I've been without meds since April 1. It's now June something. So there's my tolerance break. And I told myself I'm not going to smoke anything until I'm smoking my own. A worthy goal, right? However, I work in foodservice which means 1) I'm the only clear eyed guy at work and 2) it's all around.
I'm feeling a moment of weakness. So here's my quandry. Should i wait it out until my first (autoflower) grow is ready or give into temptation?
I kinda want to have my tolerence way low for my secret garden's harvest. And, well, the kid I've met is almost (but not quite) half my age and I feel kinda funny about that.
On the other hand, I've been hanging out with some old army buddies. Misters Daniels, Beam, and Ronnie. They're old friends but up to their usual tricks. And I kinda miss my meds for personal reasons I'd rather not get into right now.
So I guess my question is did you guys give yourselves a break awhile growing your first or not? I know everyone's situation is different, what works for one is not necessarily gong to work for another and all that. But still, what worked for you? Thanks.