Ems49
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Man I already liked you now I know why. A month ago I buried my dad. 20 years as a paramedic left him ruined with PTSD. I tried to get him to switch from the cocktail of bullshit the doctors had him on to flower medicine but he was religious and had too many judgments around 'drugs'. Ironic for a guy that was taking literally 20 of them a day. After 15 years it took him down.
Anyone who spends their life working in service has my respect mate. Here's to the medicine and I'm so sorry...feel free to come along!
You have to treat it like medicine. That means taking your dose and not keep on smoking all day long. When you take your next hit early, you teach yourself to give in to the pain. You need to resist it, not because it will enslave you in a different kind of addiction, which it will, but because resisting it strengthens your will power and your mental health.I used to run 6 photos at at a time. Running these autos allows me to harvest every month and half or so. I use alot and seem to griw immune unless I swap genetics. It seems to work for me. Its my personal medicine and I enjoy the variety.
Thanx. I appreciate that. And here's to your Dad, I understand him. I had much the same issue for years, then I finally realized that they were feeding me a line. Since then, Doctors usually don't like me much. I call them on everything. If they don't know more about it than I do, then they are not qualified to give me anything.Man I already liked you now I know why. A month ago I buried my dad. 20 years as a paramedic left him ruined with PTSD. I tried to get him to switch from the cocktail of bullshit the doctors had him on to flower medicine but he was religious and had too many judgments around 'drugs'. Ironic for a guy that was taking literally 20 of them a day. After 15 years it took him down.
Anyone who spends their life working in service has my respect mate. Here's to the medicine and here's to you.
Wow! Your miles above me! Very impressiveI have had failed attempts also, dealt with a lot of anxiety and have been told I'm probably on the spectrum for whatever that's worth. I live in a very illegal state but I'm not going to roll the dice with psychotropic drugs when I can grow a plant that makes it all work.
Like yourself, I went into growing because I was sick of over paying for my weed, and what is available here is garbage. I have been pleasantly surprised to find that the process itself is so therapeutic - all the things that I see a lot of people talking about as the drudgery of the job are just the kind of repetitive, rhythmic tasks that my overactive mind craves! I'm on my first grow so I haven't been in trim jail yet but it holds no fear for me
I decided to go straight to a trellis net for my first grow, and I'm in there every night fan tucking, folding under, just generally being around them. I feel like they literally absorb my stress and anxiety like little shamans.
Some pics of my Green Crack girls, day 12 of flower.
Yeah they used to hate it when I came along with him. Would call them on anything they couldn't actually provide evidence for. Half of the psychiatrists prescribing him were more fucked up than he was. So glad I don't have to deal with them.Thanx. I appreciate that. And here's to your Dad, I understand him. I had much the same issue for years, then I finally realized that they were feeding me a line. Since then, Doctors usually don't like me much. I call them on everything. If they don't know more about it than I do, then they are not qualified to give me anything.
Yep. Like a mantra or any sort of focused meditation. Ultimately it's all the same medicine, it's called living in the moment. Not doing so is the source of most insanity in the world, imho..Doing simple, repetitive tasks calms the mind by forcing the background thought into a habitual pattern.
Nature and natural healing.Its not the dosage I started out on 7.5 hydro and ended up on 120mg of methadone...these fancy pharmaceuticals change your brain chemistry...I've had psychotic breaks and suffer from insonnia..Xanax make you mean..nature is my only cure I think.
@BionicKroniK said you better have pix and vids!And now I must leave for the hospital as my first child has decided to arrive a day before her planned section. Yeah about your eventful years!!
Oh wow good luck! Made me smile..I think I meant congratsAnd now I must leave for the hospital as my first child has decided to arrive a day before her planned section. Yeah about your eventful years!!
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