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youm need to quit reading and believing all this shit mate,thats what it really is bull shit some science geek came up with,ya it screw you ,but it up to you to deal with it,your not ,your spiraling,stop it,go freaking fishing mate,there more to this world than a rat race,there is a seperate world find it ,it is calm,why you think i spend 300 bucks a month to feed deer,the same deer i use to hunt,because of the calm,if you just take a damn chair out to the woods away from damn sound of cars and people,sit in that chair and listen to the wild life mate,then wake up and go home,you so wound up it wouldnt be 30 min you would pass out just from freedom of crap around you,feel the wind and hear the birds and squirrels,watch the sway of trees and grass in the woods mate.hmmm... sooo... my psychotic breaks r getting longer n more frequent
i can't get a fucking job because when my own gp asks me to do it... his welcome packet
says fuck u all over it
they wanted to fist me
and #3 didn't seem at all pleased about the innuendo
i may have said at one time or other
I BELIEVE A DECADE OF LEGITIMATE OPIOID USE
DID THIS TO ME
money corrupts good intention
first do no harm
i trusted my medical professionals
one was a butcher
in a current life
the other was a pusher
in a current life
they told me there is only opioids
they pretended to care
and i have been lied to
over fucking money
so fuck money
stick it to the man
i give all my capsules away (besides personal)
and i regret absolutely nothing
but fellas
a writer and a researcher
needs this information out there
the the clinic marketing budget be ours
secondly
i just gave my house away to help strangers
i meant to sell it this last spring
it's an an all time high, as planned
i meant to remain n downsize
my lovely g grew roots into my investment
i need a job
I'm a partner now
in larry the roofer's life
but most lmao
our gigs r free
i could use a lil help from strangers
i do not wish to b paid for what is obsolete n reeks of lies
we can do better if we see the future
i wish to earn n save my lovely g's heart
by what we can accomplish if we try
tomorrow
so don't ask me for a resume
I'm no longer capable
this is it fellas
this is my resume
I'm not worthless
I'm just crazy
i feel if i try
i can still contribute
i forget stuff
i think the pic will b a good reminder
gave away my fishing gear when the richest man i know was homelessyoum need to quit reading and believing all this shit mate,thats what it really is bull shit some science geek came up with,ya it screw you ,but it up to you to deal with it,your not ,your spiraling,stop it,go freaking fishing mate,there more to this world than a rat race,there is a seperate world find it ,it is calm,why you think i spend 300 bucks a month to feed deer,the same deer i use to hunt,because of the calm,if you just take a damn chair out to the woods away from damn sound of cars and people,sit in that chair and listen to the wild life mate,then wake up and go home,you so wound up it wouldnt be 30 min you would pass out just from freedom of crap around you,feel the wind and hear the birds and squirrels,watch the sway of trees and grass in the woods mate.
that shit right there will take away any high,it will relax every nerve,no care in the world ,just you and mother nature,challenge yourself and give it a try
what the matter with pain?gave away my fishing gear when the richest man i know was homeless
I'm not getting better
I'm just trying to get my lovely g out of bed
her pain docs took choice from her
my lovely ginger is an opioid addict
i will not stop trying
if i do
I'm saying I'm ok with what she has become
i miss her tying my sonz lines at williamz catfish farm in perris
tell ya what
when she's fishing again, I'll get that gear, again
n give ya a buzz so to speak
I'm working on it
she and her crackhead buddy
r my only two fails
i guess I'm at 8 off opioids now
the last chose it
if i stop
biker samz club buddy may go back to horizontal n not riding for another decade
no my friend
i am absolutely myopic retarded
best not to bother lowering the bar for me
i may have been a dumb trucker
i chose to b something else now
and i was never stupid
what's the worst thing could happen
the earth stops spinnin n the lights go out
that's ok
I'll just start walkin now
move the coffee tables and adapt to the darkness
we may not have the right tools for the job
but if we look closer
perhaps we can adapt a few
n find another way
with the tools we do have
tag
ur another mind
i have a sneaky suspicion
u use cannabis
how ever u use it
won't u try mixing everything u have
i need help proving a theory this works similarity across the board
12ish strain smoked
2hrs of psychosis
20hrs of pain relief
tried it flower
kief
hash
charas? not charas
ummm edibles took down momz n the poolmanz family of four in one bite so i let those whose art is edibles
focus on their craft because i do not have the time
they get their ingredients free from me
only if they give it away to peeps n psin
imma try n collect the emails of those people my satellites tried to help n get em on the site
now
we're
me n the edibles peeps
we're all using the same baseline
my pot
sooo when stuff happens
we have a common point of reference
i know exactly what i gave em
u don't need as much when u mix
like oweez anymore at .6 mg
u do the msth
10$ vs 60$ for rso or cco
that's an entire near allegedly 1000mg
and ya gotta take the entire thing as the rso diet suggests, over the course of the day
we have circumvented the liver
delivery 17-30 min to effect
if one person blows their head off because their doc says opioids r death
because i went fishing
I'm saying it's ok
it is not ok
these doctors must stop lying
rso was available when i was lied to
it is available today
but with zero tax
our government
would rather Pfizer had a more comfortable dividend
we have an advantage over these pusherz n profiteers
being the criminals YOU PEOPLE R
we share our intel because we're stupid
the drug companies patent it n dont
we go straight to human trials and we leapfrog each other
myself on mr Simpsons coattails
so if u would
smoke a multibowl when u go fishin
if the high scares u
it means u didn't listen
u didn't need as much
wait til the buzz departs
at this time u should have ur focus
ur silence
ur clarity
then
feel for
what if anything
is it doin for me now
n for how long
i had high blood pressure and psvt
i have fired my cardiologist and stopped the meds
i am back to 120/80
reliably
my x gf
her bp
she's feeling better
her cool hubby
"what back"
he cannot test for pot
it's topical
fuck it
maybe i should've stopped tryin n gone fishin
shhhh
lemme focus n bring the cases heer
we'll go fishin perhaps
some day
when I'm finished
okwhat the matter with pain?
IT'S DEFINITELY MOTIVATIONAL
AND INSPIRATIONAL
NOW
IT'S A CHOICE
we all have it one way or other
AGREED
dont need a drug for it
TO EACH THEIR OWN
I ADMIRE THE STRENGTH OF YOUR MIND
I'M LAZY LIKE THAT
MY MIND IS TOO BUSY TO FOCUS ON PAIN FROM A PERSPECTIVE FEW CAN MASTER
CALL ME A SHEEP
I'M FOCUSED ON THE FLOCK
enjoy it it came for free
I BREAK EVERYTHING I TOUCH
I BELIEVE I BROKE MINE
SO I BORROW SMARTER PEOPLE'S MINDS
U GOING MILES TO PROVE ANOTHER POINT
YOU'RE SIMPLY SHARING A STORY
AND US JUST CHILLIN GETTIN HI
TOGETHER... I WILL, EVENTUALLY, PROBABLY FOR THE PAIN I'M CURRENTLY WORKING THROUGH, ON YESTERDAY'S DOSE
AND HERE U BRING AN ALTERNATIVE SOLUTION
PAIN DOCS DON'T A,B, OR C U
THEY JUST SAY
TAKE 600MG N SHOW UP TO REUP
I DON'T KICK AND IT AIN'T ON THE CUFF (PAIN DOC PREFERRED FINISH LINE)
i figured that out long ago
I WISH I WERE AS SMART
I ENVY U THIS ABILITY
TRIED IT IN 6TH GRADE
FORCED MYSELF TO PUKE FOR THE 3 DAYS GOING INTO THE FOOTBALL/SOCCER TOURNAMENT
I LEFT FROM THE FIELD WITH AN EMERGENCY APPENDECTOMY
WE CAME IN SECOND
WHEN I ASKED Y HE DIDN'T SAVE ME MY GRAPEFRUIT APPENDIX
TOLD ME IT WAS GANGRENOUS N DISSOLVED
MINUTES LATER
I REALIZE HE WAS TRANSLATING FOR A CHILD
HE SAID I'D HAVE DIED 5MIN LATER
POST SURGICAL DEMORAL
UR METHOD DIDN'T WORK OUT SO WELL FOR ME CAUSE THE PRINCIPAL SHOWED UP WITH A MEDAL FOR SECOND
I DO NOT ENJOY BEING THE FIRST LOSER
I HAVE TO FIND ANOTHER WAY THAT WORKS FOR THE FLOCK N NOT JUST MYSELF
I APPRECIATE THE INPUT
U KNOW I DO
U R ANOTHER CASE STUDY
THAT'S WHAT I WANTED
HERE
,when i enjoyed opiiods myself
NEVER WAS A FAN BUT LIQUID VICODIN WAS INTRIGUING
to much really,month supply gone in a week,ya been there
NOT AN ISSUE
I PREFERRED UPPERZ N HALLUCINOGENICS
SO I DEFINITELY GET IT
ONLY
I ROBBED MY FAMILY LEGALLY N SOLD IT FOR DRUGS
SHINY 100 TROY OZ BARZ
SO WHEN LARRY THE ROOFER MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE SCROOGING GOLD BARZ AT THE TABLE
IT MAKES ME VERY UNCOMFORTABLE
I KNOW WHAT ITZ WORTH AND I KNOW WHAT I'M CAPABLE OF
I'M HUMAN
Tic
tOc
O
all they do is intensefy the pain,then
MY FRIEND
U R PREACHING TO THE CHOIR
what you take more
I'LL SAY AND
IT DOESN'T HELP
hell with that enjoy
YES!
the pain,makes you feel alive,
MY GRADE SCHOOL BEST FRIEND TIM
WHO BLEW HIS HEAD OFF MIGHT DISAGREE ON THIS POINT
NOT EVERYONE IS AS STRONG AS U
I'D LIKE TO SEE MY FRIEND FEELING ALIVE AGAIN
IF ONE PERSON BLOWS THEIR HEAD OFF OVER THE ALIVE PAIN MAKES EM FEEL BECAUSE I DID NOT SCREAM LOUD ENOUGH
I WILL B VERY DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF
FOR QUITTING
isnt hard to do,challenge the shit,
OBJECTIVELY
U R SPEAKING SUBJECTIVELY
NOT EVERYONE IS WE
i laugh at it,really i do
LAUGHTER
ENDORPHINS
DRUG
when it is unbearable,i just bust out laughing,
DRUG ADDICTS
some how it stops
I HATE TO SOUND REDUNDANT
U HAVE FOUND A WAY TO JUICE YOURSELF
KNOW I AM SMILING
WHEN I SAY
HYPOCRITE
at least becomes managable
whats that mean to you?
SEE ABOVE
mine thought is it all in your mind,the drugs help you think that way
sure smoke a few hits of flower,not a lot
UM HMMM DENIAL
SUPPLEMENTAL MEDICATING
IT'S NICE WHEN U GET A CHOICE
ESPECIALLY WHEN IT DOESN'T IMPRISON U
just enough to take the twinge off,
OK
R WE READING THE SAME ARTICLE
U DO
OR U DO NOT
ADDRESS AS NEEDED
WITH CANNABIS
REALIZE
IF I SAY I'M ONLY HIGH FOR TWO HOURS
AND I OPEN MY EYES
IT WASN'T MY MIND THAT AFFORDED THE 20HRS THAT FOLLOWED
RELIABLY
I JUST TOOK THE TWINGE OFF
N THE REST
... OBVIOUSLY NOT POT BECAUSE IT COULDN'T POSSIBLY B IN MY SYSTEM FOR A MONTH
I'M JUST SAYIN MAN
WORDS HAVE GRAVITY AND WE MUST NAVIGATE THEM
got to satisfy the brain mate
THE THING THAT'S DOING ALL THE WORK
AS U SAY
I HAVE A QUESTION
WHAT CULTIVARS ACCOMPLISH THIS FOR U
FOCUS
MIND CONTROL
ENTOURAGE
POSSIBLE?
i use to be a driver too,job sucks feel ya there
U SHOULD'VE PRACTICED
2MIL SAFE MILES
EVERY DAY
BJ GOIN OUT
BJ GOIN IN
10HRS TO GET DRUNK N LAID IN A PLACE I HAD NEVER BEEN N THEY PAID ME TO DO IT
LEMME C HOW U DRIVE
MAYBE I CAN FIX IT FOR U
IF NOT FOR MY PENSION
I NEVER WOULD'VE MADE IT
GO LONGSHOREMEN
GO TEAMSTERS
never had a girl that was hooked,
U SHOULD TRY ONE
THOSE CHIX R FREAKS
THEY REALLY PUT THEIR BACK INTO IT
WHEN THEY REALLY REALLY WANT SOMETHING
Y ELSE WOULD I HAVE SOLD EVERYTHING BUT H THROUGH MY DIVORCE
WELCOME TO THE PARTY
mine stood outside a door for 2 days
U SHOULD'VE LOCKED THE DOOR
YOU'LL FEEL SAFER
I THOUGHT G WAS TRYING TO ROB ME
SHE SAID SHE WAS LEAVING
I WOULDN'T HAVE CHOSEN ON FOOT DURING SNAKE SEASON BUT TO EACH THEIR OWN
I WAS SHOCKED WHEN THE VFW N LTR CALLED TO MITIGATE MY FEARS
MY LOVELY G I GUESS
CHANGED HER MIND
AND I THOUGHT I WAS CRAZY
while i found myself
YEAH
I HEAR YA
SHE LEFT BECAUSE I WAS RUNNIN ROUND THE BACK 9, AT 0200
JUST EXERCISING
U KNOW
N SHE LOST HER SHYT
I GUESS
what was on other side of that door brought me to the conclusion
ANGRY CHICK?
I HEAD OF EM
deal with and just enjoy the pain
MINUS THE FRINGES
sold all your fishing gear
I GAVE HIM AN ENTIRE GARAGE I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER USE AGAIN CAUSE HE KNOCKED UP A STRIPPER N HAD NOWHERE TO GO
LIVING COSTS N I GUESS SHE HAD THE MONEY OR HE SPENT IT ON HIS CHAMPAGNE SUPERNOVA
HATE TO C A FRIEND GO HUNGRY
SO I GAVE IT TO HIM
IF MONEY WERE MY PRIORITY
I WOULDN'T B HERE
so
go anyway,the mind as you know can do any thought ,
MINUS THE EDGE OFF
think about fishing
MEDITATION IS MY BATHTUB AEROBICS
I LOSE TIME WHEN I DO IT N THEN THESPEAKER SSPOKE TO ME
IT'S SCARY FOR ME
goal get away let mother nature
control your thoughts for a while
WE TALKIN BOUT U NOT MEDICATING AGAIN OR CANNABIS VALUES GOLD
HOW MUCH TAKES THE EDGE OFF
BASED ON MOSH'S 400 POUND COST
THAT MAKES MY CAPSULE COST 2.51 ISH FOR A 24-60 HR PERIOD
HI NO HI DEPENDING ON THE INDIVIDUAL
HOW MUCH U SPEND ON UR MIND/NOT TAKIN THE EDGE OFF WITH NOT DRUGS NOT CANNABIS
RSO IS $69 A GRAM LOCALLY
FOR OTHERS WHO USE MIND OVER MATTER AND ENDORPHINS
let the wind blow threw your hair
HERE'S THE GOOD PART
MAN U R A POET
KNOW IT
even a bald headed shit like me
G'S SIS HAS CANCER
I'M SHAVED
LADEEZ...
has whiskers,so sit back watch the water
WITH OR WITHOUT THE FRINGES
you deserve it\every day
THANKZ MAN
I HOPE U KNOW I'M JUST FUKN WITH U
U MAKE MY POINT
F O R
ME
AND PEOPLE NEED TO C N HEAR
HOW WELL IT DOESN'T WORK FOR U
NO TRUTH EXISTS
ONLY PERCEPTION
NO STORY IS COMPLETE
UNTIL ALL SIDES OF THE SAME GRAIN OF SAND ARE
HEARD
is a challenge even if your arent addicted
APPARENTLY
so ya know excuses here bro,
NEVER
im just as flaky as you
HMMM... THAT REMAINS TO B SEEN
U ALREADY FUCKED UP A DREAM JOB
dont care if you get mad either
NOPE
WE'RE JUST KICKIN IT
U SPEAK
I LISTEN N LEARN MORE THAN U KNOW
AND AS MUCH AS I'M GIVEN U A HARD TIME
TELLY SOVALES
I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE A DRINK WITH U
U KNOW HOW TO ENJOY LIFE N HAVE A GOOD TIME
PLUS UR DRUG FREE
WHICH IS FANTASTIC
BECAUSE POTHEADS SUK
some times hard ass justice is what it takes
im just a old man trying to help someone from a long hard road ive already taken
AS OPPOSED TO FISHING
HYPOCRISY
that road sucks
dont wonder down that road mate
UNLESS U CAN WORK ON UR TAN N CALL UP HOOKERS FOR UR CODRIVERZ N RUNNIN MATES
IF CLINTON CAN DO IT
WHO AM I TO JUDGE
i mean to tell ya it is long and never ending
I USE MY TIME AS THE UPSTAIRS NEIGHBORS ALLOW FOR
find yourself bro
regardless of what you say folks care bout you,you just havent opened your eyes to it
FUK U GUYS
I KNOW U DO
THAT'S Y WE ALL WORKED TRIAGE TOGETHER
CAUSE APPARENTLY U DON'T SEE THE ANGLERS
SORRY ANGLE
UR HERE NSTEAD OF ANGLING TO TRY N HELP A STRANGER
IT IS NEITHER UNAPPROVED
NOR FORGOTTEN
I NEVER FORGET A KINDNESS
I HOPE YOU'LL CONTINUE TO FISH
IT'S A FARM AFTER ALL
IT'S ALREADY STOCKED N U JUST CAUGHT A WHOPPER
it takes
♡
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