current season

[SPARECHANGE]

talk about a rough day... this was my investment, in my cloning machine, with regard to future seasons, of cbd.

 

[Moshmen]

alot of the coming legislation, doesn't account, for individual plant counts, in failed, seasons... or seasons, when u smoke mom and it doesn't work for u... the cloner is full of garbage, at that point and the c1's, are already under the BIGTOP. IT'S GOING TO SUCK! oil takes alot of plant!!! and u need to b comfortable, with raping, 3 generations n shyt canning em.

 

[Moshmen]

That’s a lot to pitch there! Sorry bout ur luck!

 

[SPARECHANGE]

it was a while back. the closet, has the last of the cbd. some, curing. the closet ones, have my seeds!!! ya know... i have enough of ea strain goin... to drop a couple of those atf clone, thugs that are tryin to push my buttons n lights... so i wouldn't have to wait another 6mo, for the space, to let em run. aqua? mosh? whatcha think? that tank 1, i been freakin over... pfft- it's still, just ph'd, r.o.
i AM dyin to fire up this cbd/atf combine. whatever atf's avgs are (i just liked the buzz), with the 24/1 cbd strain that didn't work for us... i WAS going to uberdry the cbd, as it will b oil... but last time, my oops seeds, did well, after dryin to 10-12%. anyone know if i dry em to the bone- will that hurt my seeds? i can't imagine nature, discriminating, in the wilds, over it, but what do i know? it's my first, on purpose- seed/s.

to KIA, or not to kil? that, is the question.
plus... whatever atf, i put the smackdown on- the seeds, r half, atf, anyway.

i would make sure they're safely through seedling, before offing, anything. i suck, at seedlings; always get shell/"placenta", stuck on cotyledons n do damage. I'm not a steady hand. rockwool- last time i used it- ever seen a walkout? strike? same thing. i do better with the moisture & plugs? plugs. been a while., since i had to get em, but i do have both in stock.
there r prolly 5000 differing, instructions, on rockwool, conditioning... or not!

SAFETY MEETING!

those of u, who use electrical, in close proximity, to h2o... be sure to leave cord SLACK so that if h2o, were to run down your cable/cord/s... it loops down, towards the floor, below its outlet... before going back up, to the outlet. got it? runs down the line... to the FLOOR!!! and NOT!!! into your next house fire. i know we love our clips, zip ties n gaffer's tape, but uh... some stuff- ya gotta let hang/droop a bit. don't b dirty!

I'll try n remember to take an example pic, tomorrow. we tend to fasten thangs, outta the way (except that dam, regulator!) & overhead. some thangs... lower... we tend to feed, in between so when u have overrun n cords... where's it go!? it can b especially difficult, with cloners, as the pump cords, tend to b short... we set the action, at a more human level and most outlets fall, where?

how often do people die of influenza, if way to die #999, is their option? usually, just once, far as i know. (yep, i ripped some comedian).

 

[SPARECHANGE]

"remember remember, the 5th of November & the gunpowder, treason and plot"... and that yesterday... when i FINALLY scrubbed out/vacuumed... & i was bummed, i had nobody to blame about trippin a power strip,but myELF? yeah, well... i played wingman, played in the mud, snow, durt n rox... and FORGOT that this stupid timer i loathe and am too cheap to replace (works opposite of every OTHER WHITE POWA BAR and it's also black/non reflective). it's leftovers, from the good ol days n all my other timer bars r "new-ish". what do ya want me to say? the girl was with, the day i ahem.... made some upgrades? course she was. i couldn't drive, at the time and that means... "no women, no children and no grow gear, over another hundy... while she's lookin". right so 1 less timer n 2 piece o krap, block, xmas timers i shoulda used for target practice.
where were we?
i forgot to put the dam timer, back on auto and i think my flowering hippies, all saw around 19hrs, of light, yesterday. s.o.b.! this is rookie mistakes. technically, it's the gurlz & larry the roofer's faults, so I'll let it pass, but u know the 20min beer pees, when u return? the kind ur up every 5min for? well, god bless em! i have tent vents, on the down low- ajar, so light and heat escape (minimally), but not at angles light can enter soooo... had it not been for the alien landing in the back room and beer, i would not have caught it. i used to leave a security cam n the teepee, to check on my babes, with the app... if u enjoy sleep- i don't recommend it. just can't believe... u know- I'm aware that i forget stuff and shoulda set an alarm, for lights out... but uh... i still wouldn't have been home to catch it and uhhh- it took years!!! training the lovely g how to shut off some gear, to use the tv and her angry eyes, in the other back room... during "lights on"... without flippin a fuse. THEN, there was the advent of the vacuum cleaner and "adjoining wall"... outlet so- don't even get me started on "y not have her do it". admittedly- a man, she knows how to turn on. a light switch... it's more 50/50. god gave her heart, a rack, legs for days and eyes that can both melt and level ur ash- electrical/electronics- as much her forte as sheetrock n roofing r mine.
wait- isn't this a pot site. mm. i lost it, already.

I'll get today's pics, keep my mouth shut and watch for a permission slip from the boys, to torch t1, over a new strain. I'm waiting to hear back from equilibrium genetics to c if they wanna weigh in on a name. i don't require credit for something I'm not likely to b the 1st for, anyway. atf's notorious, but many still have their heads in the gelato sand.
which reminds me... i ask equilibrium what direction the wind was blowin, strain wise and hopefully, for pain... this coming yr. I'll double check, but i could swear he said- GELATO SHERBERT type stuff. i remember acknowledging within, that i thought em trendy strains. i don't like limited options and trends can do that. admittedly, i wanted banner 3, bad and it looked like beautiful plant n structure, but there was gonna b plenty around for a while. only trend i think i chased, was THE WHITE. it is what they say... but when phantom cookies wasn't (might have been white cookies- i forget, but it was pre-widow) even cured- it was the strongest thing n my hizzy, at the time. it was so hard to find because mosh and those crazy Floridians, keep everything to themselves. y ya think i imported one of their zero tan line, women 4 myself? well... she had that tan, when i got er. now, she thinks the neighbors can c an acre/to acres- off and through a block wall so ... no more moon tanning, i guess.

um- if u f'd off, at some point- check your timers for status/setting. reminds me- o wait- yeah so life lessons! right?! ummm fans! new fans, tend to shut off, with a power, anything. oldskool4 fans ;D... have switches n stuff to make sure your housefire keeps going, or... that it starts blowin, soon as power, returns vs the convenience of a remote, i seldom have a need for and the only reason i do- is for misbehaved plants that should lose s finger, anyway and power failure, when i gotta switch em back on... without the other one- shuttin back off!!! but i digress... GOOD MORNING LOONEY BIN!
yes, new pics of drama queens... I'll get on it.

 

[SPARECHANGE]

it's cyber Monday...it's not the xx/xy , u think ur "chatting with "... IF U REQUIRE SEEDS fir your addiction- make sure you're on their spamlist! they're likely to send coupon codes and i never need seeds, or absinthe, by dec.

 

[SPARECHANGE]

AWESOME! i just searched, "mental condition where people speak in tangents"... schizophrenia... is "off topic"!!! sigh. this had better not b a sign of things to come.
it doesn't run in the family!!! neither, does treatment with a decade of opioids- lemme c if there's a connection, in THAT SEARCH!!! AWESOME!

 

[SPARECHANGE]

"While opiate abuse does not cause schizophrenia, one of the symptoms of abusing certain opiates is psychosis. This is a condition with symptoms similar to those of schizophrenia, such as delusions and hallucinations. ... Opiate drugs can sometimes reduce these symptoms because of the high they create."

talk to my pain manager!!! s.o.b. abuse? b.s.!!! i was once informed, a decade ago, that i had a pain requirement, rivaling a healthy junkie's. u kiddin me? 8 norcos a day, at that time? that, was pre-surgery. his counterpart had me on over 600mg equivalent, not long after that day and- post-surgery... sooo... i have to wonder if the crazy catalyst, ends at ummm... oh- abusive, use of the drugs, vs medically managed/etc. what a crock!

 

[weedtech]

I'd be careful there. Schizophrenia is a pretty serious thing - and tangents can simply be mania. That can happen for a number of reasons that are organic and not schizophrenia. Schizophrenia is a chronic brain issue that needs diagnosis - and it has a typical presentation arc. Let me just say if you are in or beyond your 30's its pretty rare to present that late in life, but it does happen. I'd not want to suggest or attempt to diagnose the issue - but I would like you to use more paragraphs.

I've known many folks that are not neuro-typical - and I'm on the autism spectrum myself. In my work - many if not most of the "gifted" people are on the autism spectrum.

 

[SPARECHANGE]

I'm truly scared, man. i wasn't ready to c a psych... for 2 reasons: 1, last time, they gave me a rating: 28% crazy. this did not sit well, though i made light of it, publicly. ummm... the second reason- if i was no longer 28%, on top of physical stuff (which is IMPROVING!!!) & i had to fight social security, again, before i am physically ready- i would rather taste lead, than have to fight them for what's right, AGAIN.
i comprehend the argument against people on the dole, but nobody ever bytches, when they wreck their hoopty and call the insurance company they've contracted with, for decades.

tangent?

and if they confirm my fears... lemme just say that i have trouble, controlling my emotions, since my opioid falling out and i just spent some time n the mancave, with something, "in my eye"... continuing my reading, on the subject. nothin, but a parade, of affirmation. i stopped reading. i don't want to know.

as for you- I'm so sorry. I'm tryin to shove research in front of 2 friends/acquaintances, r.e. cannabis oil and autism, but one, is on so many contradictory meds, for contradictory and a myriad of conditions, it could do more harm, than good, but i still share, what i come across. i hope it's helping, or something, is helping you.

this, doesn't run in the family. i don't require a scarey label, to know i have problems/issues... but what i read, explained alot. sometimes, one feels alone and a lil homewrecker... oops- applicable autospell... homework!!! can help mitigate, some of those depressing feelings. sounds logical: ignorance, is often the power behind the throne of fear.

but i forgot what i was supposed to b saying so- here we are, again.

and i appreciate your meaning behind yellin fire, in a theater. it's been gettin pretty extreme, to the point of psychosis, which used to b a welcome, lsd friend, back in the day, but now... i have few friends for a reason. i literally, moved to the stix, for an antisocial, reason and i mean, out of state.
i fear phones, mailboxes, doors/the sun/goin outside... any bug, or animal that can kill, or looks like it can. i dry heave over the mentak visuals, of "mildly graphic", stories... afraid of heights, flying... this, is... well... half... no... the extremes that they are, today... well, i can't say it's new, but it didn't start, til i got hurt and everything, that followed. so...
it's not a positive thing that I'm kinda yellin fire, but yesterday, i was strange n often an "acquired test". in my mind... today... I'm old yeller. not a cutter, issue... a scared n angry issue. i saw myself drivin a train, this time, next year.

just from this entry... u want me at the controls of your life?

i have to reread. maybe u said how it is u make a living, but i did note the high functioning and not to make light of a positive program, but i refuse to accept that i could no longer get paid to travel, drink n debauch... to become a, "welcome to Walmart, how may i ignore u, today?", guy.

ty, for the nod to... ain't just me. kinda was lookin. no- exactly, was lookin for that.

if u can believe... i WAS a creative writing, enthusiast. i will nut crack u, with doc martin, if u think this inability to articulate, doesn't bother me. and you Express yourself, extremely well. I'm eternally grateful for your words and jealous of your ability to use em.

 

[SPARECHANGE]

I'm in my 40s... u mentioned age.

 

[weedtech]

There are ways you can get in a space that feels crazy. Sleep deprivation ( my work makes me expert in that realm ) and artificial stimulants like energy drinks, mega-doses of B-12 complex and then mix that up with some weed. Yes, you can get bat-shit crazy from shit like Red Bull. Ask the cops.

So first take some accounting of what you take into yourself. Stop doing experiments with whatever and have chicken soup for a few meals. Or Pho. I prefer Pho.

I don't do anything but caffeine and tobacco as stimulants - and those are bad enough.

So as for Opiates. I had cancer last year and two operations that were essentially medieval. About a third of my tongue was removed and left to heal as an open wound. So I got the pills. And stronger pills on the second operation.

I felt really good with it on the first round. They got me through three weeks of not at all awesome. And I was happy. By the time of the end of the second round - I found that I was becoming dependent and depressed. I stopped cold then and just deal with what I still have with less deadly stuff. Opiates fuck with who you are.


Really creative people sound crazy at times. It sounds like you have anxiety. So at this point - there are perhaps some strains that could help with that. For me, this is the only use for a dispensary - looking for the strains that work for me and then growing them myself.

You can clearly blaze a page of text. It seems to me you are pretty much designed to write.

 

[SPARECHANGE]

THE SITUATION:

I'm of a mind to rip out my stretchers, as i may have use, for cbd, sooner than i thought...

will c what aquaman and moshmellow have to say, first.

oh... the closet! ummm... i was goin for bone dry, this time. it's a personal, or previously stated, matter....
but i felt i might find space, prior to 6mo n 2 - 4tank varying, seasons, out & want THISE SEEDS!!!
so i went to check on em. i forget what day i hacked em. such is the life, of perpetual- ur checkin so much other stuff, u actually forget about hangers and focus more on the cure box... "CAN IT B SMOKED, YET?!"... even though, it all goes to oil. still try occasional b.t.

ummm what was my point? nm. i forget.

here's today's porn.

oh, that's it!! yeah, i didn't think it'd even b 10-12%, yet so the expectation bar, was low, upon entry. they're 7%... smaller, top, i guaged. means bigs r good, but branch snap thang- not yet. it's not a "perfect sstm". I've yet to find one, that beats instinct... hence, the meter. usually collects dust, but i don't often trust my instincts, or lovely g's...

 

[SPARECHANGE]

There are ways you can get in a space that feels crazy. Sleep deprivation ( my work makes me expert in that realm ) and artificial stimulants like energy drinks, mega-doses of B-12 complex and then mix that up with some weed. Yes, you can get bat-shit crazy from shit like Red Bull. Ask the cops.

So first take some accounting of what you take into yourself. Stop doing experiments with whatever and have chicken soup for a few meals. Or Pho. I prefer Pho.

I don't do anything but caffeine and tobacco as stimulants - and those are bad enough.

So as for Opiates. I had cancer last year and two operations that were essentially medieval. About a third of my tongue was removed and left to heal as an open wound. So I got the pills. And stronger pills on the second operation.

I felt really good with it on the first round. They got me through three weeks of not at all awesome. And I was happy. By the time of the end of the second round - I found that I was becoming dependent and depressed. I stopped cold then and just deal with what I still have with less deadly stuff. Opiates fuck with who you are.


Really creative people sound crazy at times. It sounds like you have anxiety. So at this point - there are perhaps some strains that could help with that. For me, this is the only use for a dispensary - looking for the strains that work for me and then growing them myself.

You can clearly blaze a page of text. It seems to me you are pretty much designed to write.

there's no "scared " reaction so i went with wow.
yep- i still write. mom asked if i was keeping a journal. i don't. some ahole stole my title, anyway. my emails to friends who live afar, thank god, for them... get the psychotic break, emails, unfortunately. here, too...

so mom- i was tellin her about the 5 pain management apps i went through (still in "my pile"..., 3yrs back: that have page, tangents, just for individual, yes n no, questions... so before i fired em- we were continuing, with mom's address, outta state, for docs n rx. if you've ever swapped docs, before the "CRISIS"... u know the whys. if not: each, basically starts u at square one, with p.t. u can't do, xrays/imagery, u already have and therapists your so agoraphobic over, ya cancel, every appointment. yes, there r prolly, other... reasons i refuse to address, at this time, but it ain't about interstate/intrastate. i mean finger at self stuff.

 

[SPARECHANGE]

I'd be careful there. Schizophrenia is a pretty serious thing - and tangents can simply be mania. That can happen for a number of reasons that are organic and not schizophrenia. Schizophrenia is a chronic brain issue that needs diagnosis - and it has a typical presentation arc. Let me just say if you are in or beyond your 30's its pretty rare to present that late in life, but it does happen. I'd not want to suggest or attempt to diagnose the issue - but I would like you to use more paragraphs.

I've known many folks that are not neuro-typical - and I'm on the autism spectrum myself. In my work - many if not most of the "gifted" people are on the autism spectrum.

ahhh! i was going to say something and... i think it was good... and i forgot.

 

[SPARECHANGE]

enough of the strange n freaky!
here's the fun stuff and remember, I'd appreciate advice on unflushed bud. it'd b great to have more than just seeds.

let us focus, on THIS- "STRANGE"...

 

[SPARECHANGE]

i guessed a Q, i believe. it's 124gr, at 7-10% moisture.

what were your estimates?

tried to get close enough so if YOU blow it up... but one sec... 24:1 cbd: cbd glue tied: equilibrium genetics.

yes, it's early and unflushed...

 

[SPARECHANGE]

There are ways you can get in a space that feels crazy. Sleep deprivation ( my work makes me expert in that realm ) and artificial stimulants like energy drinks, mega-doses of B-12 complex and then mix that up with some weed. Yes, you can get bat-shit crazy from shit like Red Bull. Ask the cops.

So first take some accounting of what you take into yourself. Stop doing experiments with whatever and have chicken soup for a few meals. Or Pho. I prefer Pho.

I don't do anything but caffeine and tobacco as stimulants - and those are bad enough.

So as for Opiates. I had cancer last year and two operations that were essentially medieval. About a third of my tongue was removed and left to heal as an open wound. So I got the pills. And stronger pills on the second operation.

I felt really good with it on the first round. They got me through three weeks of not at all awesome. And I was happy. By the time of the end of the second round - I found that I was becoming dependent and depressed. I stopped cold then and just deal with what I still have with less deadly stuff. Opiates fuck with who you are.


Really creative people sound crazy at times. It sounds like you have anxiety. So at this point - there are perhaps some strains that could help with that. For me, this is the only use for a dispensary - looking for the strains that work for me and then growing them myself.

You can clearly blaze a page of text. It seems to me you are pretty much designed to write.

not sleep deprived. only allergy pills, omeprazole n... oil... ummm... oh, been eatin 600ish, solid cals, a day... drinking- i don't count em; tends to b juices, where i get my fruits. tons o salad n that- 600; holidays, not withstanding and the occasional munchies. so ur points r... important. can't think of the word...

 

[SPARECHANGE]

i knew my luck wouldn't hold, but to put things in perspective, if u think you've had a rough wk with the family...

in the last wk, my roof leaked, i have a 16"x 6' hole, in my kitchen ceiling... the pool cover that prolly cost more than the pool: a storm, killed... same storm... i discovered i might b mental and the lovely g, just flooded the master bath.

things, couldn't b better... should've seen me, in August... this, is nothin n mostly, material, kWRAP. so whatever ur bummed about, trust me, life is sure to provide balance.

 

[SPARECHANGE]

6-7, seeds. 5, appear to b viable.
we'll c what aquaman n moshinski, have to say about some popping n possibly, culling. I'm thinkin 2, at a time and yes... varying heights n stages, will blow... such is the life, of a perpetual, singular, bigtop.