@Shamus i think my swim and your swim have something in common:) I had suggested the ibugane only because its being treated professionally for this exact situation that being said swim most certainly knows when going through serious withdrawals you kinda aint scared of anything and want any sort of escape from the pain, wether that be shrooms lsd etc... death seem ever so nice when your really going through it. Swim was on a year of a serious poppy pod addiction, a lb a week at least and perfected the tea to the utmost echelons:) this was after 2 yrs of opiate abuse and 5 yrs suboxone use. Swim spent a week in jail learning first hand the pain of withdrawal, to get out and have it get worse! bottom line is opiates are the greatest feeling on the planet to those who use them, never really wanting to be off them, just not wanting the dependency is what it comes down too. To think swim used to travel around with a fuckin tea pot and coffee grinder lemons and rolaids:) people on airplanes thought swim was a looney. swim is back on the suboxone with plans to do the ibugane trip in the near future to kick the subs.... Also the use of benzos and subs is dependent on each person, swim was sure as shit prescribed xanax while the DR. was fully aware of the suboxone treatment. best advice is up the subs and then research the proper way to get off those fuckers, that may be the worst of them all, if she already aint having the subs work she might as well tray and kick the habit without them if she's a few days inn already...
