Oldchucky said:

Ha ha! My nickname has always been Mr. negative! Can’t hold a candle to 420!

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weed420420420420420 said:

A little sharing time. I quit my antipsychotic awhile ago. Because I'm actually pretty sane all things considered. And they are mostly a horrible thing that needs to go away. But of course there is anxiety involved with quitting. And insomnia (I was having paradoxical insomnia from the meds anyway so I'm kinda used to it). And now I want to quit my once a night benzo for sleep (it never really worked against the unbreakable insomnia anyway. It just became another thing I'm hooked on for no reason...). But there will be added anxiety from quitting that as well. Plus I quit smoking weed a month or 2 ago because the dispo weed sucks in my area. I may have just recently found a good plug but I'm trying to save money for now. Plus doing the guerrilla thing. Well I guess we could call it semi-guerilla... All of these things and more. Amounts to a fair bit of anxiety. Tonight is the night I try to quit my nightly benzo. Summer is here. I wanna stay up till 5am listening to music and researching whatever strikes my fancy like a man is supposed to. Also be able to go outside at 3am to check on my plants like a man is supposed to. Not (it's time for your pill. It's time for your pill. It's time for your pill). I am fed up with that life.

What people need is affordable dank real weed... Rather than belligerent shitty alcohol.
Responsible use of benzos just once in awhile to manage anxiety. Instead of much dirtier antipsychotics that they hand out like it's candy. They play gatekeeper with the benzos which are actually safer when used responsibly.
And adderall to confidently work ourselves out of poverty/depression. They play gatekeeper with it for exactly that reason. You have to be an already successful person to get adderall...
Also I've heard nice things about a ketamine session rather than everyday SSRI's.

A pretty smart person said to me recently something along the lines of "Our country's great war right now is what we are putting in our bodies" regarding both food and substances. So much stuff out there that just shortens your life and isn't good for much else.

Ok enough ranting. I swear I'm not too crazy. Wish me luck. Tonight I try to quit my benzo and have a fun summer night staying up. I can't sleep anyway so I'm gonna try the strategy of waiting until I'm really really tired to even try to sleep. The plan for now is only resort to a pill if I'm really freaking out.

Then I just have lithium to quit. But at least that one doesn't usually affect sleep one way or the other. So I can take it "approximately" every 24 hours for now while I'm trying to get back to natural life step by step. Because I'm a MAN!

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weed420420420420420 said:

A little sharing time. I quit my antipsychotic awhile ago. Because I'm actually pretty sane all things considered. And they are mostly a horrible thing that needs to go away. But of course there is anxiety involved with quitting. And insomnia (I was having paradoxical insomnia from the meds anyway so I'm kinda used to it). And now I want to quit my once a night benzo for sleep (it never really worked against the unbreakable insomnia anyway. It just became another thing I'm hooked on for no reason...). But there will be added anxiety from quitting that as well. Plus I quit smoking weed a month or 2 ago because the dispo weed sucks in my area. I may have just recently found a good plug but I'm trying to save money for now. Plus doing the guerrilla thing. Well I guess we could call it semi-guerilla... All of these things and more. Amounts to a fair bit of anxiety. Tonight is the night I try to quit my nightly benzo. Summer is here. I wanna stay up till 5am listening to music and researching whatever strikes my fancy like a man is supposed to. Also be able to go outside at 3am to check on my plants like a man is supposed to. Not (it's time for your pill. It's time for your pill. It's time for your pill). I am fed up with that life.

What people need is affordable dank real weed... Rather than belligerent shitty alcohol.
Responsible use of benzos just once in awhile to manage anxiety. Instead of much dirtier antipsychotics that they hand out like it's candy. They play gatekeeper with the benzos which are actually safer when used responsibly.
And adderall to confidently work ourselves out of poverty/depression. They play gatekeeper with it for exactly that reason. You have to be an already successful person to get adderall...
Also I've heard nice things about a ketamine session rather than everyday SSRI's.

A pretty smart person said to me recently something along the lines of "Our country's great war right now is what we are putting in our bodies" regarding both food and substances. So much stuff out there that just shortens your life and isn't good for much else.

Ok enough ranting. I swear I'm not too crazy. Wish me luck. Tonight I try to quit my benzo and have a fun summer night staying up. I can't sleep anyway so I'm gonna try the strategy of waiting until I'm really really tired to even try to sleep. The plan for now is only resort to a pill if I'm really freaking out.

Then I just have lithium to quit. But at least that one doesn't usually affect sleep one way or the other. So I can take it "approximately" every 24 hours for now while I'm trying to get back to natural life step by step. Because I'm a MAN!

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weed420420420420420 said:

Ya I'm not against fems for any real reason. But if the particular strain I have my heart set on only comes in regs from a reputable breeder. Then that's what I'll go with.

Granted I know absolutely nothing about inkognyto genetics. All I know is they use a lot of my favorite strains in their crosses which tells me they have my kind of taste. (northern lights 5 , super silver haze, Mass super skunk, chemdog 91, Death star). There is absolutely ZERO youtube content from them or anybody running their stuff at all. Which kinda makes me like them even more.

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