My Cold Turkey Diary...

[Monster762]

Ain't it funny how crack heroin and coke are gone in a couple days. Shows weed ain't a drug.

Yeah idk it's not going to be too bad if I fail. They will make me take classes at $100 a week out my pocket. it's just the point that I quit cold turkey. The day I was told I'd be tested. Literally didn't smoke at all after that. I really live on edge without weed. I only smoked 1to 2 tokes every 4-5 hours. Then stayed moving. They want me to take Thorazine which makes me like a zombie for anxiety. Some axis300 severe anxiety disorder is what they call my problem. But I can't take that Thorazine. It is dangerous. I have ptsd too. I stress everything. Badly. The combo is pretty bad. They think making it so I am literally unaware of anything around me is the answer. I can't live that way.

 

[CannaCurious]

Good job keep it going. I do weeks/months randomly where I do not smoke. I have a serious live resin collecting habit and am not going to Chalice just for the soul reason... Self control... I wish I could quit my eating habits cold turkey vs smoking. Smoking is easy compared to quitting what most people think of as "food"....

 

[Dick Terpene]

Yeah idk it's not going to be too bad if I fail. They will make me take classes at $100 a week out my pocket. it's just the point that I quit cold turkey. The day I was told I'd be tested. Literally didn't smoke at all after that. I really live on edge without weed. I only smoked 1to 2 tokes every 4-5 hours. Then stayed moving. They want me to take Thorazine which makes me like a zombie for anxiety. Some axis300 severe anxiety disorder is what they call my problem. But I can't take that Thorazine. It is dangerous. I have ptsd too. I stress everything. Badly. The combo is pretty bad. They think making it so I am literally unaware of anything around me is the answer. I can't live that way.

Since quitting weed I've been on venlafaxine tablets which are addictive as fuck. Purely to deal with my anxiety. I literally cannot go 8 hours waking without 75mg. I mean what the fuck!!! I can't have a job and smoke weed yet it's fine to be hooked on prescription shit.

It's a sad world we live in, once I've paid my mortgage I'm doing as I please.