i hear you brother. to be honest, i haven't been putting too much work into the outdoor grow either. the indoor bud is looking much better, and is soooo much easier to maintain and get a good yield from.
i do have plants outside though, and they are looking good. very small, but good.
i took some photos today since it's been so damn long. now, there isn't much to look at, since the plants are so tiny. in one of the photos there are probably 15 plants, it's just that they are so small it would be like finding waldo, except harder since they are not wearing a funny hat. if you look at the center of the photo of one, you will see the little lady.
the plant in the 18 gallon rubber maide is Next Generations Bonkers. i also have a bonkers male that i have in a beer cup to try to keep it from getting to big.. i do want it to pollinate the female though.
it will be another month or so till they ladies are big enough to spot in these little clearings.
also, i'm not quite done with the outdoor grow. i'm going to take a bunch of clones in the next week or so and flower them indoors for two weeks before putting them out in early july. i've never force flowered a plant before taking it outdoors, so this will be a little experiment for me.