EventHorizan
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right, bro esp if your anything like me.. Im a hardhead... I have to work for me, even tho i have a boss. I mean my work ethic comes from within, its my honor to work hard, its how i made my name. But 30 yrs has beat me down. I now have to get by on my intelligence, and my ability to con my bosses into thinking im still a very valuable asset, lol....That's the other part of it. I have a fucked up back/neck that's been declining. But like you said, I'm alive. Thank God for that. I'm doing exactly what you described though. Just doing what needs to be done and keep it moving. No time for weakness, mentally or physically.
I know that I am the only one that can control my attitude, and its a work in progress... Its easy to get down on myself. But I also see that it just ruins everything else around me, so as they say, when your in a hole, stop digging... And the only way i know to do that, is get up and go to work every day, and pay my bills on time, try to love my kids, and be a honest dependable man.