Your a wolf bro, that’s why your thread isn’t in the new post column.
wolves r always out hunting n shyt
i don't do hard work
i don't have the attention span
anymore
now
back to ur point
that's how it starts...
i
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actually
it ain't about the fanz
and if u can believe
a handful of people
make 10k viewz a month
i feel like a bystander to
ummm
ummm
lemme try n focus
umm
acute narcissism
that ain't my thing
one of the upstairs neighbors
clearly diggz it
u know
cattapilla read
everything i ever wrote
of 400ish pages
I'm tracking my crazy
breadcrumbs for those who follow
my "research"
and y'all
in my mind
become a chapter of my life
and
between pm's and threadz
the horrors man
because
you
mosh
diesel
dod
wolverine
med
y'all tell it right
and when u do
the sun setz
in the lands of all things that kill
over 70°
waxing gibbous
and as i am crepuscular
i am right there with u
traveling vicariously through u
through time
across vast oceans of dark
blue and bright green
bodies of water and horror
but I'm just hear
to carry the luggage
y'all share your lives with each other
and it BECAME
it became a collaborative work
book
of inspiration
horrors
lost loves never had
joys
I'm different
both sides of infinite conventions and
tug of wars
over control for mental supremacy in a category 5 hurricane
fleeting moments of grasping and clawing for the resounding clarity of an infinite breath of silent focus
in a mental prison
sitting
kneeling
at my chamber door
with busted plumbing
to me
poe was stuck in his shitter
and his heart
was wrapping wrap rapping
at his chamberpot fucking door
ours disappear
into thin air
but it's just me
so y can't i remember
and to reed
what happened during those countless spanz
is as listening to a stranger
can u control what strangerz think and do
ever apologize for a stranger
ever attempt to excuse yourself
for something a stranger sayz
can u as a dropout lowly trucker
take credit for someone else's worx
when u cup your handz
exhaling into them
what if it wuz someone else's breath u detected
it is not appreciated
as i used to not shower
but once a week
due to my pain
not brush my teeth
for yearz
because it meant
looking in the mirror
at 337+ pounds of disgust
when people live on a single doubletwinrkingsizedprison
they gain half pound a week
the epitome of me
whas thiz
the medical community for profit
absconded with my only opportunity to b a daddy to a son
u teach ur kid sportz
i didn't
u surf with ur child
u hand down culture and history
i didn't
my son grew up whale watching
an alternate weekend with daddy
meant 65hrs
nodding off to call of duty
and a repitoir of hacking and 5+ terabytes of ill gotten movies
shyt happens
i believe a decade of legitimate opioids did this to me
i would not have this for my worst enemy
if i thought poorly of them
because
who would choose
to breathe the definition of the depths empathy
to even the most beautiful of angels
leviathan
Lucifer
risk a whisper to the devil
and allow me to assure u
it is hell
and there is no doorway out
no exit
no escape
no departure
you have already arrived
your ticket's been punched
and all
fucking flights home
have been fucking canceled
do to inclement weather
indefinitely
a glimpse
a balance
the humanity of heaven and hell
o
c
and that's just ur upstairs neighbors
u here
arguing for who ridez back of the bus
who ridez shotgun
who haz the wheel
and that's if u ever found those ever elusive keez
to begin with
and I've only begun to describe
my last n next thought
n ur next nanosecond
watching the tic toc clock
sharing a moment of our lives together
from 360° 360 different directions n tangents n a moment
from all sides
a lie
together
a singularity
the truth of our moment traveling through time and space
the shockwaves of unity in compassionate blizz
