the secret of the human condition

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hyde

hyde

I put my family and friends at risk

I break everything I touch

it never occurred to me

I did not account for this

this is essentially the secret

to most people's lives


my original ideas

are an avalanche

I never meant to hurt my family and friends

I just wanted to help people

never cared about the money

never bought me happiness and was never enough or
never enough

the industry wouldn't put it on the shelf

we r retarded

a year

a fucking year

I had to do something

as a consequence

I put my family and friends at risk

I love them

I love you

all

just the way u are

if I change something

I break it

the plan will obviously cause significant wealth

the richies in my family

were not always so

when they became

many of my dream vacations were offered to me

I'm not like that

I don't speak to the richies

because I don't want what they offer

I couldn't do it for myself

y would I

I know fuck u wealth

it just never occurs to me

until I imagined what their lives are like

quiet

isolated

alone

and

they know how to party

I love hangin with em

like all my family and friends

I miss my aunts uncles n cousins

but they're always doing shit

I can't afford

and I won't have someone do for me, what I cannot do for myself

my friends and I just want to shoot pool, for example, tell stories and drink n smoke n get into trouble

if I added 1 million 10 million 100 million

to this equation

nobody around me

besides the clubs

will b the same

those who accept

are they takers

those who do not

won't hang with me

they already judge the club or do not have quads, etc

how do u help people

without accrewing significant wealth

I've seen what it does to people

I love what I do have am

I love who u r the way u r

with what u do have are

how do u change something people view as significant

and keep your people

just the way they are

never know whether u can trust someone

again

how isolating

it's both

a question and advice

if I tell momz to give it away

she'll think I'm kookoo

but because I love her just the way she is

y would I want to change her

so

how do I do this

how does one do this

if u observed a cure for cancer

u would b killed or come into significant wealth

overnight

sooo

what would u do



if u think I'm crazy

you're the one hoping for a 20% raise

I'm trying to avoid it

and I'm not considering

1$ to infinity

I'm happy with things the way they are

it's my idea of heaven

my friends have integrity

my peeps r human

I love my neighbors

why would I want to change a thing

y would I buy a lottery ticket

I'm the happiest I've ever been

living the adventures of my life

so many unhappy people

counting on that raise

unhappy with their circumstances

I don't know what to do

I don't know what to do

they'll lock me up

for asking them to give it away
 
hyde

hyde

16 hrs symptomatic

Ling ling rescue breaths... no bueno...

Winter white dwarf hammy male
2yr old

Thought- renal failure... no... pancreas... no...
Paraplegic symptoms in a blink

Closed eyes
Twitchy
When restless

He's going to die

My sweet teddy bear

Exotics er closed til 0800 az local

Atf cbd combo

F1

Ling ling

Leaf coated with vege oil

Chlorophyll breaks down to glucose instantly with oil

Superfood

Oil micro dose healthy

Nothing eat or drink in 4hrs

He'll die

We live his wheels with vege oil

They lick at it like crack heads

Couldn't believe he ate 1/2" I gave him

It would b candy to him

Perhaps we can save his life

Or

Help his lil sweet tooth on it's way

With compassion

Every animal has an ecs

It's likely his line encountered it in the birthplace of bud

4hrs to perform

Worst case

Sugar rush

Vitamin supplement

Go make ur millions...
 
hyde

hyde

at least

c
I
that's
o
c

what i thought

sitting up

with my poor poor teddy bear


watching his

toc
i
clock

nope

only ate the half inch leaf tip

i brought more

but

he's alive

he's finally sleeping peacefully

welcome to the party

here with we

watching my

sweet poor teddy bearz

tic
o
clock

tiktoc

cool as a cucumber

meanwhile

informing g's pain doc

who I informed

as well as newsprint outlets

ur killin my gurl

prescribing knowingly out of state

not randoming

told em shez an addict and will piss dirty

to taper or cut off

I'd hoped he'd help our cause

guess he didn't want to

came home at midnight

she thought I was drunk

nope

😁

playyya

but she was

she went full Cherokee

on me

threatening suicide

mmmhmm

naturally

I offered her the knife

again...

y would she need to bother

she n her doc had already pulled a trigger

mixing alcohol

with opioids

do we believe

if she dies or knives

he'd ever b fingered

nope


they often bring scripts to the parking lot now

I make fun of dopers when I commonly catch em thinkin a drive around the block is an original idea

I make fun of her dope peddler in the parking lot, too

he's so unoriginal

he bores me to twirl his dr noodle

but this time

he fucking transmitted it

she won't even stop at her pusherz

she'll go straight to her guy

Walgreens


u know

u could really save some cake

if Walgreens pist u on the spot... n their pretty little cubicles of medicine practice

test at Walgreens

like 50 & they can tell if you've gone

full

Cherokee

test at my pain doc he owns a lab financial interest in

$500+

genius

isn't it

a 500$ hammer...

idiots

so if she fills it

written warning

to media

he must b super rich to retire so young

n not sweat every patient hez ever scene

sorry

mundane...

suing him to the ground

I won't have to

y would i

he does it to himself

lawsuit means paperwork

not happening
 
hyde

hyde

at least it'd b a good product launcher

n political ace

sooo cool

he would donate his career n every penny

to our cause

I need a task
 
hyde

hyde

I think he's beyond our reach

At least he'll go peacefully though

I have to say goodbye to another loved one

Good morning
 
hyde

hyde

The biggest lie


I kept seeing patterns

Rich men

Trophy wives

The pattern

He takes what most important to him

To have what u have

He... covets

And there's no length we won't go to

For vice

We'll go hungry for smokes

We'll expose our friends to danger

For booze

Vice

Anything

When we truly forgive and love our neighbors

We hug everyone

People who would cover what we have

Expose themselves

They whisper secrets in our ears so we trust them

If we would truly forgive

Hug and love a stranger

They will show us their hearts

If we drown out the bullshit

Ignore what not important to us

And focus

On what we don't know

We learn

Ignorance is not shameful

And we learn to decode our Angel's

Our...

Heroes

We learn to love a stranger

Faults n all

We're all human

Afterall

We decide them

Some r little devils

Many

Are angels

Our devil's r as we perceive them

And when we learn to tune them in n out

And focus on the positive

What's important to us

We learn

We're already in heaven

It's perception

There's a price

U have to earn it

The bible is a lie and every listener to sin

Knows

To b the son of a virgin

In those times

Human nature hasn't changed

We're all the same

Human

It's free will

U go for envy

U go for

Gluttony

U go for greed

It's what we attract

Go for superficial

That's your Choice

It's what u value most

And that's heaven

That's exactly what u attract n get

If ur not trying all the time

It's in their nature to

U picked it

U didn't try

They took everything u value most

U can have everything u want

If u never stop trying

It's how we earn

Ok

My beer is getting cold

In summary

Every priest who's heard confession for a year

Knows human nature

Knows

It's not possible to b perceived as the son of a whore n not b shunned

Being shunned

You make friends with the bad crowd

Jesus liked to party

People who party

Par with consequence

Study's hangovers

Stealing for whatever

And when jesus found out

It was a responsibility

Not a gift

He wanted to show his father

He could earn it for himself

There's a cost

And if he had to die to earn forgiveness

It would mean he had slain a man

Cast him down

Lucifer was one of his his favs

But

To b the most beautiful angel

The cost

Of vanity

An eternity as a monster

And when we comprehend human nature

The devil has many disguises

A false profit

A priest who would know better

Nobody's perfect

We're all human

Something given is squandered

And if you're not trying

There's a price

It doesn't require

Payment

To b an angel

U choose to b something

And u become

Beers gettin could

Jesus earned

B healing his forgotten heroes

Lepers were parties and paid the price for not using protection

And when u chill with the bad crowd

U know

Whores do it better

Marry magdalen loved him

And gave him a pedicure

Cried because

He didn't have what he didn't need

He chose to b a good person

And it was hard for her to understand

She was a whore

Worth every penny

Priests... know the bible is the devil's interpretation

But

It pays pretty good

And I love hearing your sins

Makes me a lil devil

Because

I know

The bible ain't possible

I don't have to read it to know human nature
 
hyde

hyde

We pay a cost for our whispered sins

Our live is hell

When we have many

When we're cool

There's no cost

And we became invincible

Because there's nothing we wouldn't do for a loved one

A stranger

And we get everything we want at all times

If ur not so cool

U get everything u want

And then we bitch

Because we feel like our lives r hell

And we're always unhappy not very nice

Because we never have what we covet

What u have

And

We dont...

-here kitty kitty
Aren't you so pretty
 
hyde

hyde

When my lovely g gets cut off

She chooses poorly

Angry

Going to choose to b a whore

She is an addict

Please don't let this b true

Tested her

Please don't let this b true my lovely ginger


It's in your nature

I'm human

Too
 
hyde

hyde

To pay for shaming my family

I'm going to sacrifice

What matters most to me

Not my life

My lovely g

Predictable
 
hyde

hyde

Money is the mark if the beast

Because if u have it

Everyone around ewe

Would fuck ewe

To get it

We get everything we want

And then we bitch
 
hyde

hyde

U have to b willing to give it away to take only what u need and need to b willing to give it all away

When u no longer require need

It

Or

It will hurt ewe
 
hyde

hyde

To become a politician

U have to know how things work

And exploit them

We r being exploited

For people to take

What we would give them
 

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