You sound like me I am on 100 mcg fentynal and 4 10 perch a day not to mention the colonipins I want off the patch so bad but being not legal I'm thinking to moving to another state the drugs are killing me
man i understand your statement as good as you do. i would of been dead in 2 years if i stayed on the Oxycontin, oxycodone, valume, and more.. each day for 15 years man. now im sober, its sad i live in a snowbird state AZ and its older population and they are sick. i was one of them.
i was just so fed up of being sick i said fuck it and got off them.
it did not go so smooth.. you see i used herb back in the day before the pills. but when i moved to this state i did not know anyone to get it so i had to go to pills.. no medical in summer or fall, hell i do not recall now of 1999. laughs.
anyhow, i will say withdrawals are hard man.. i was a mental case. still am but a bit more stable just depression phase now.
need find me a good sativa.
anyhow, yeah. if i was to do it again.. id be growing and getting your herb stocked up for your withdrawal stage.,. because you are gonna need the best herb you can get.. the stuff here local was not strong enough so that is how i found this forum.
chris.