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[beluga]

Slow but steady. Mothers will have to come out of the tent soon to make room.
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The one happy P.GSC
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The dud that I won’t give up on because I’m emotionally complex lol
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The sprouts from the mixed-bag I got from Jamaican grower.
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Multiple strains, different growth stages, SOG? I guess I like to make my life hard.

Man, your tent looks super fresh for some reason.
Like those friends' houses growing up where their mom have you take off your shoes at the door.
May be your camera. May be your tidiness. May be the microdose I took . Either way, I love it.

 

[Hortulanus]

This cracks me up... Because I get it!

I planted 40 seeds, of two different kinds, late summer.
I kept the best two and worst two of each... Gave the rest away.

Those plants just went into flower, actually, and the two ugly ones are still ugly... Just sayin'.

Stop telling me what I don’t want to hear Bud!

I hear you unfortunately. You thinking I should kick it?

 

[Hortulanus]

Man, your tent looks super fresh for some reason.
Like those friends' houses growing up where their mom have you take off your shoes at the door.
May be your camera. May be your tidiness. May be the microdose I took . Either way, I love it.

Haha considering your lateral thinking taking you from my tent to your friend’s with type-a mothers id say it’s the microdose

But thank you! I really try. Nothing else about me is tidy.

 

[BudGoodman]

Stop telling me what I don’t want to hear Bud!

I hear you unfortunately. You thinking I should kick it?

You asking the guy that just put his into flower? Lol

If space becomes an issue... First to go. But otherwise, what's the harm in keeping the weird ones?... More prone to be herm is a reason I can think of... How good are you at spotting nanners?

 

[Hortulanus]

You asking the guy that just put his into flower? Lol

If space becomes an issue... First to go. But otherwise, what's the harm in keeping the weird ones?... More prone to be herm is a reason I can think of... How good are you at spotting nanners?

Haha maybe that’s why I asked you

I’m pretty good at spotting nanners or any anthers, I think.

I’ll keep it just in case. I have trouble pruning and throwing the cuts away.

 

[Hortulanus]

Man, your tent looks super fresh for some reason.
Like those friends' houses growing up where their mom have you take off your shoes at the door.
May be your camera. May be your tidiness. May be the microdose I took . Either way, I love it.

What was the microdose?

 

[beluga]

What was the microdose?

100mg P. cubensis (non-penis envy variety).
I'm an anxious wreck in society a lot of the time. It levels me out something proper. I know, "self medication blah dee blah". But, I'll take a µbit of mushrooms over SSRI's any day. (Not to knock people on SSRI's... strictly preference.)

 

[Hortulanus]

100mg P. cubensis (non-penis envy variety).
I'm an anxious wreck in society a lot of the time. It levels me out something proper. I know, "self medication blah dee blah". But, I'll take a µbit of mushrooms over SSRI's any day. (Not to knock people on SSRI's... strictly preference.)

Right on man. Never micro’d with shrooms just good ol’ homemade lsd.

I’m an anxious wreck myself man. Anxiety can be so debilitating that it’s hard to forget it’s utility and we shouldn’t run from it. I think the microdosing helped me a lot with that realization.

 

[Milson]

100mg P. cubensis (non-penis envy variety).
I'm an anxious wreck in society a lot of the time. It levels me out something proper. I know, "self medication blah dee blah". But, I'll take a µbit of mushrooms over SSRI's any day. (Not to knock people on SSRI's... strictly preference.)

Six of one imo.

 

[Hortulanus]

Six of one imo.

Ssri’s and entheogenic medicine is six of one half a dozen in the other?!?

 

[BudGoodman]

Haha maybe that’s why I asked you

I’m pretty good at spotting nanners or any anthers, I think.

I’ll keep it just in case. I have trouble pruning and throwing the cuts away.

The runts of the litter have been known to set the world on fire.

Cough... Forum GSC... Cough, cough.

 

[Hortulanus]

The runts of the litter have been known to set the world on fire.

Cough... Forum GSC... Cough, cough.

Really? Forum GSC was a runt? I didn’t know that.

Oh no this is only validating the enmeshment I share with my plants lol

 

[Milson]

Really? Forum GSC was a runt? I didn’t know that.

Oh no this is only validating the enmeshment I share with my plants lol

Bubba Kush too from what I have heard.

 

[beluga]

Right on man. Never micro’d with shrooms just good ol’ homemade lsd.

I’m an anxious wreck myself man. Anxiety can be so debilitating that it’s hard to forget it’s utility and we shouldn’t run from it. I think the microdosing helped me a lot with that realization.

I'm rusty on the research, but, as far as I recall, they both act favorably on the 5-HT receptors that are responsible for the imbalance of serotonin for anxious people like us. I believe they inhibit the transfer..? As in we process serotonin too quickly and they kind of close the gap so that it's a more regulated flow. Ugh, I'm too rusty to act like I know what I'm talking about...
As far as mushrooms vs LSD, I guess I'm just a bit of a dirtball. Also, working in a Still Air Box doing cell culturing makes me feel like I've leveled up as a human .

 

[Hortulanus]

I'm rusty on the research, but, as far as I recall, they both act favorably on the 5-HT receptors that are responsible for the imbalance of serotonin for anxious people like us. I believe they inhibit the transfer..? As in we process serotonin too quickly and they kind of close the gap so that it's a more regulated flow. Ugh, I'm too rusty to act like I know what I'm talking about...
As far as mushrooms vs LSD, I guess I'm just a bit of a dirtball. Also, working in a Still Air Box doing cell culturing makes me feel like I've leveled up as a human .

I think you’re in the ballpark there, specifically it’s the affinity for the 5ht4.

LSD has a longer half-life and much more reliable in reproducing the same results but they both work and mushrooms are way easier to come by than LSD.

 

[Milson]

I'm rusty on the research, but, as far as I recall, they both act favorably on the 5-HT receptors that are responsible for the imbalance of serotonin for anxious people like us. I believe they inhibit the transfer..? As in we process serotonin too quickly and they kind of close the gap so that it's a more regulated flow. Ugh, I'm too rusty to act like I know what I'm talking about...
As far as mushrooms vs LSD, I guess I'm just a bit of a dirtball. Also, working in a Still Air Box doing cell culturing makes me feel like I've leveled up as a human .

That's interesting. I have just found my SSRI experience is an absence of spiraling. Like my brain starts to go down the spiral ramp and someone hits the reset button (ya know, the little gray one on sega genesis) and i....don't spiral.

At least as easily. I personally, with a combination of therapy and my own...approach to my mind, have found i am more functional.

The last six months, that has progressed to actual happiness and fulfillment, which has been super freaking weird. But there are a lot of variables there, including significant behavior changes.

 

[Hortulanus]

That's interesting. I have just found my SSRI experience is an absence of spiraling. Like my brain starts to go down the spiral ramp and someone hits the reset button (ya know, the little gray one on sega genesis) and i....don't spiral.

At least as easily. I personally, with a combination of therapy and my own...approach to my mind, have found i am more functional.

The last six months, that has progressed to actual happiness and fulfillment, which has been super freaking weird. But there are a lot of variables there, including significant behavior changes.

Glad to hear you’ve found something that’s working for you bro.

Enjoy that fulfillment, that’s a blessing some don’t get in this life.

 

[beluga]

That's interesting. I have just found my SSRI experience is an absence of spiraling. Like my brain starts to go down the spiral ramp and someone hits the reset button (ya know, the little gray one on sega genesis) and i....don't spiral.

At least as easily. I personally, with a combination of therapy and my own...approach to my mind, have found i am more functional.

The last six months, that has progressed to actual happiness and fulfillment, which has been super freaking weird. But there are a lot of variables there, including significant behavior changes.

I can definitely relate. The bipolar tendencies make it a rollercoaster of spiraling down and then blasting off. The µdoses help me to reach something steady... like getting your sea legs... I'm still conscious of the ups and downs, but I can navigate the turbulence with much more confidence.

 

[Milson]

I can definitely relate. The bipolar tendencies make it a rollercoaster of spiraling down and then blasting off. The µdoses help me to reach something steady... like getting your sea legs... I'm still conscious of the ups and downs, but I can navigate the turbulence with much more confidence.

Like this, maybe?

Sorry i have like, a nonsexual fetish for mental representation. Just love it.

 

[beluga]

Spot on.
I was gonna start spouting off sine and cosine waves and tangents, but then I remembered that I don't know math.
I have been on a boat though.