BearWater
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If you were a hotdog would you eat yourself?
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Thanks for sharing that shit dude! Probably isnβt the easiest thing, then again it might help! I never understood the whole ptsd thing until recently (a couple years ago). Im not a veteran but went through some shit with my family that was pretty scary (our entire community had a fire rip through it) everyone up here is different because of it, itβs really sad. I hope youβre able to find bits and pieces of calm and tranquility!Yeah they should include them in their bullshit recruitment commercials"Be All You Can Be, And Wake Up In A Pool Of Sweat And Panic Every Night For The Rest Of Your Life!"
It's a bad time of year for me, too. Seems like everything bad that's ever happened to me or in my life, happened in the Fall. Lost close friends/"battle buddies," shit I don't wanna talk about in Iraq/Afghanistan, every time I got arrested/went to jail was in the Fall, etc. Etc.
Then I get seasonal depression going into winter. Luckily, in my part of CO, we get, on average, about 335 days of sunshine per year, so that helps BIG TIME with the seasonal depression. At least it's not like Chicago where I was born/raised. It just turns gray and shitty from October till April. Fuck the midwestno offense if you like it but I'll keep my mountains and sunshine
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Now seasonal depression sucks! but im a weirdo so I get all stoked for fall and winter!