Most seed banks and breeders do not care witch state you live in and will ship, I have PTSD to and have found that indica or indica dom plants help very much with the anxiety we suffer from, indica strains generally but not always give you a body high shutting down your mind ie couch lock, this would probably help you and I recommend purple Kush, banks and breeders who ship to every state include DC SEED Exchange, Nirvana Shop, MASS medical seeds, Crop King US and Methisto Genetics _ autoflowers only, all banks legitimate and will ship to you in stealth, everyone's body chemistry works different and what works for me may not work for you, but there is a strain out there for you probably an indica bc you want to be calmed down right?