ArcticOrange
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Yeah Ive been pretty done with them for a whIle I don't have any desire to go back now that I don't have a physical withdrawal
Yes sir I had a come to Jesus moment while I was lying there I've wasted a lot of time in this life I'm ready to make some changesDamn! What a blessing to be here, life is frail. My co worker lost a friend today to a heart attack...at 32. Not overweight, no drugs. Just was his time i guess. Ill never make sense of it all. Hard to hear because he had twin girls the same age as my daughter. Sorry for rambling, i tend to do that when i smoke lol. Im glad your alive and doin fine brotha. Be blessed and be a blessing
i know that feeling. glad you are feeling better mentally man. yah when you are in the hospital.. you do not think how bad is it, you just want out so that is all you focus on getting better to get out. i know that is what kept me going.. i hate the hospital. there beds are cool tho.. but fuck i cant stand the none human environment i guess.Not everyone gets second chances that's for sure.
If I hadn't been on full drip fluids the pain killers should have OD'ed me at that much loss and I was still chatting with nurses and family XD dr and surgeon were scratching their heads when they found out lol
So good news is the surgery seems succesful. They got 1000 cc of blood out of the body cavity around the lungs.
Yessir, unfortunately cardiovasxular health has little to do with it, i have a background in distance running and swimming XD the real detriment is im the same height as you are but with 50 less pounds on me lolMy Battle buddy was a corman, I made the mistake of asking him about a close friend of ours and the descriptions he gave of the blood in the lungs was "it reaked of death" , this hits home for me, because although i was a cardiovascular MONSTER for the first 29 yrs of my life, I am 6 '3", 195 lbs, and thats skinny, I'm actually glad you have described the process in your posts, because i was horrified when i first read what happened! Super psyched your up and doing better man!
Glad you're coming along. Time to get some weight on those bones now! Get those munchies workin for ya!Yessir, unfortunately cardiovasxular health has little to do with it, i have a background in distance running and swimming XD the real detriment is im the same height as you are but with 50 less pounds on me lol
Some fine lookin herb! I thought you took a break from smoking? :smoking::cool:
Im not smoking cigs but i gotta get the herb going again, gotta work it in nice and slow. Only smoking mine though, smooth organic smoke doesnt make me cough like the phsophorous wheeze my friend had that night lmaoSome fine lookin herb! I thought you took a break from smoking? :smoking::cool: