jipp
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Where do I go from here.
How do I move on.
I'm just going to be stuck working everyday struggling to survive alone.
Isolated in this state alone.
My finances of basically been cut in half now that I'm supporting only myself. I'm back to living a bachelor lifestyle. I have grown so accustomed to living the married life style I'm having a hard time going back to the bachelor Style.
I feel so confused like I have no idea which direction I need to go. I don't know where to start. I don't know when these feelings of grieving are going to pass. I feel like I've sunk into a deep depression that's hard to pull out of. The only thing that's going to help me through it is the continuation of work and knowing that I just have to keep moving forward or else my life will just fail.
I wish everything would just stop in the world would wait for me to catch up. But instead I'm forced to keep going whether or not I feel like I'm able.
that sucks bro, nothing i can say will make things better.. i will say iv been there. i know how it sucks. i did not think my girl would leave me either in the hospital of all places..
hopefully you can stay friends tho eve tho that may sound weird now. my ex and iv not talked in a lot of years.. but i talk to her parents a lot.. they dis owned her when she left me.. which im not sure how i feel about that but whatever they are like family to me.
i guess now you can go to WA and grow your herb.
man this sucks. wish i could say something clever and shit to make ya feel better.. but that is not how life works. :(
sigh,
chris.