Aqua Man
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You got this brother… living life with 2 feet in the grave being a slave to your demons will beat you down 1 shovel of dirt at a time until you can’t breathe.Maid died. I'm living in her pink tent and got her though and better house keeper anyway... Poor woman RIP
I didn't realize she was so sick either. Glad she didn't die here and had some peace in Doug's abode...
Historical day for me today. Didn't take my one of methadone yesterday and not feeling bad so I'll do it again....
First time going over the 48 hrs mark without narcotics in a decade.... BIG PROGRESS
30mg>>>130mg>>>>1mg and finally break the cycle for good.
Taken YEARS of tapering to get here today. One mg per week and sometimes having to stop and catch my body up to the withdrawal...
I am eager to put it behind me
It’s a feat in itself to be at this point so don’t dismiss that in itself. Proud and happy as fuck for you brother.
Breaking that viscous circle has a lot to do with your circle of family, friends and acquaintances. Surround yourself in positivity and people who lift you up because everyone deserves to be happy and your no exception to that no matter how many times you have heard otherwise. If they aren’t going to help build you up and succeed then you should make no room for them in your life.
The most important is to forgive yourself… thats not an easy thing to do, you can’t change the past but you can make the future better for yourself and those who who you chose to help lift you up to be the best you possible.
Its not hard to see your a good man and you deserve to be fucking happy… keep up the good shit brother it gets easier trust me.
Just wanted to say im fucking proud of you because sitting here thinking it to myself robs you if the the ability to hear it.
Oh and this.