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beauty

i am 3 different people

the strategist
calculator

the heart
lovely g
calculator
fixer
upper

the protector
clutz

i
am
nothing
without
the
family

the raging
something
else
to
whom
it matters
 
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i had written alot
battery died
upset

for those about to
rock

here
is your motivation
go make ur millions

gold diggers
fouled fruit- you'll need to fix that line

attractive on the outside
ugly on the
inside
and
rotten
to its core

sanditon series
thepineapple

that was
the
x

and we salute
u
 
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and as i will phrase it
in this manner
and so it will
be
integrity

i met a man

i knew this
intimidatingly
physically strong man
to be all heart
when he put my
hand
in a cinderblock
vice
and looked me in the eye

we can smell our own

i watch people

this is how i learn

his lovely amber
is a broken thing
Matthew
is a broken thing

this is just human
nature as life has taught
me
whilst observing
and the second hand
ticks away

time moves faster
the further it travels

and those moments
still last forever

again- w. burke

if the melody sound the same
yet the lyrics are your own
who owns a note
that sounds the same
when someone has
the key
and we all speak
the same language

they broke each other
they remain together
and put together
they're beautiful

and as Shakespeare
was a pianist
I've learned
tragedy
is beautiful

miss amber
breaks mr matt's
heart
every night
she gets
fuckered

i see it in her eyes
and when i say her,
i mean him... his...

i see it in her eyes
she makes sure
his see
every
single
time

and she
appears to have a
mental dance card
to insure
her eyes
see evey kiss
every hug
every lap
every lean in with
breasts pressed
every
secret conversation

miss amber
makes sure
her eyes are
always watching

but she loves him
and i know she would forgive him
if she was capable

because they open
the door
together
every night
and that
is
home

and mr matthew
cannot forgive himself
and so
they close the same door;
same chapter
together
every night

and this is his penance
this
is life balance

miss amber is not
vindictive
it requires her to b
intoxicated
out of her mind

to fracture
the man she loves
and this is
her penance

she cannot forgive herself
for breaking the heart
of the man she truly
loves

they're both
lucky
unfortunately
and life provides balance
cyclical

i can't finish matt and miss amber

I'm still stuck on
missing
what i wrote

dead batteries
broken hearts
goosfraba
 
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omg d- ur killin me
i had to touch it
to c omg that's funny
to c if u gave the whole
episode
lmfao
i couldn't reply, exactly, cause i had to hear it all.

i was
i made a connection

that thing where i don't differentiate
at times, when i heard one thing n then the next
but they're entirely separate

so u mentioned some history
and wet faces

and that got attached
to curled up and 26th floor
executive ummm whale guy
Venetian host?
i forget anyway
the tears x bad music n bedhead curls

and the hours between
were deleted
far as i was concerned
u weren't fetal position
open floodgates
and that was the very first time...
hmmm. interesting... perhaps not...
first time at that time- i recalled
having whatever #3 reaction is... happening in a blink. i stopped reading, mid sentence n did- i don't... maybe i had to go...

n then, again, at the grocery store
with retard one who redundant
and good spelling bee entry gal

n then- name tag gal
tard thing

ummm...

n then last night

the old bitty card club lady
who lost her hero husband
miss Michelle my belle
said she was going to give whatever to
the recently, widowed
solitude
darkness
hyde

ummm...
i said
o how is she
miss Michelle
started speaking
i dunno what was said

i remember waving my arms in the air
like ... i dunno and there's a word for that i would prefer to exercise
however I've forgotten it

um... wave... cover ears
DOOR
and yes
i heard the sounds
if tears
here's what they sound like
thunder
darkness
well of
sadness
and lightning
to show us
your gods love you
they care what happens
even in a raging
thunderous
well of isolation
darkness
sadness
solity confinement
hurricane of
turmoil
sometimes it just takes more
than a match
phosphorus
diesel
for us to see the light
 
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and i hyd
went into writing guy
did so

door
qball
focus

diff guy

and it makes me wonder

if u could deconstruct
yourself
as we did with animal
vegetable mineral
other day

1-howerver many

how many people
would YOU be

and could u describe them
could u articulate em
and still
do them/the intended meaning
justice
?
 
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now name each one
to yourself
when i comprehend a thing
it makes sense to me
and no
it's not redundant
i found the words
 
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it makes more sense
if u read back to front
and i think this is gods'
chess game
that's how
winners play

every piece can only be moved
within its own
limitations

so if you play the game
in reverse
you see gods' plan
for the pawn
the knight
the bishop
queen king and home
which piece am i
which are you
black or white
who goes first
doesn't matter
because all
lives
matter

I'm dying
to see
what piece
i am
guess I'll just have to wait
to watch
to listen to focus and
to learn

and so will you
gods willing
 
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perhaps that's y i say flippant things
at or near the end
because i think of ends as titles
and it summarizes



the




life in a word
 
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my son
7yrs

swedish fish
son
10

if this is hyde
he
is
chaise

thirty feet
two plus two
round pegs round holes
four feet

bocas
culeros
vergas

xxx
goodnight
sc jr
kiss of life
kiss of death
wouldyouliketohaveseckswithmenow
ringring
yoursonjustgotfuckedintheass
do you have anything to say about that
the roller coaster is a fun ride
they breakdown
broken things
easy enough
it's not a challenge to
own a marionette
i liked my freaks
they're fun rides
swedish fish
appleas don't fall far from trees
i had to wonder
i knew
someone must have
broken that child
10yrs>
omfg

a parent is a god
to a child
now is that plagiarism
I'm a pianist 2

fractures

i must have been 30'
away
takin another eticket
ride
i never heard
the loudest
category 5
in my lifetime
 
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go hire a pro and get it done right
as long as you get off of me
wife
love
fracture
 
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i neither need
nor want
the credit
as i am
hyde
just tell them it's on the house
otherwise
you'll make it awkward for me

i know i bought the drink
i don't need anyone to tell me that
4+4
my life is a metaphor of parody and paradox
life provides balance
4+4
every letter has a different meaning as applied to someone anyoneelse

they gave all
i gave a pittance

i don't take from veterans
and wasn't putting ur life
before bullets as one bullet
affects my son
my life
my entire life
my heart
g
enough thanks
suckers
14 drinks
$26
$14 tip
and miss sharon suggested i go to the bank
haha
i assumed and am used to- 14 drinks- gonna b a hundy plus. i had to laugh
i mean i HAD TO.
one round
one .357 round
one drink
14 people
a lifetime
in a grain of sand
just sitting on a bar stool
waiting for
my
turn
 
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unintentional
blindness and death
that lives forever in a moment
another grain
another breadcrumb
hyde and ready or not

ltr may i borrow your car
what
taoni has requested i
tailgunner returns home!!!
lead the blind
may i borrow your hoopty
for someone who cannot
for
self
I'm iMMured
immersed
i can drink anything shiny
funny autospell
drive
vroom vroom
lungs n fluid
not the biggest heart i knew would win

don't ask me that
again
i would not
i knew there was something there

wait
time
f
 
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tailgunner home
woah!!! wait wait wait! don't get out!
apparently ltr has yet to click click click sprockets
ebrake

don't ask me that
again
it was asked of me
she knew i had the green light
and had blessings to blackout
3 letters
2more, last night.
no letters
she needed to speak, not b spoken at
still
sister secks
father
ethanol

mid twenties
lookin for daddy
easy prey
no thanx
poor child
gotta lotta life left to
digest those
full metal jackets

and yet i just had this feeling
stay sober-ish
i listened hard enough to
catch it
miss taoni mrs nothing
only drinkin sober guy n a sq mile
something to someone else...
ummm... she knew i didn't drive
and chose not to volunteer her sled

hands
thank you for the trust
ltr
 
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see i dunno if this was wiped by moving scrrens n ads or if it's there but i am hyde and fears um um um um
shyt! o- reading history

ummm ummm. nm.
i forgot
 
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