Government perjury proved in 5 min

[hyde]

Not on my watch

I will not be silent

 

[hyde]

Shall we dance then

Hmmm

Topic?

Even orange

Such assszz

Oranugointosaywhatgameweplaytoooday

 

[hyde]

She rises

Hark

Did he not say

Dose a bitch

Yes

And

She resists

Mhmmm

Riiiight

Then... suggested multi

Riiight¿

Yes... and um...

To continue her joyful condition

You don't say

Yes

I actually did

And

She returned to bed

Yes?

Uh huh...

She'll raise a cunt

Really

I need her to dose

Make

 

[hyde]

Time out

When I'm in my mode

I hear things people different

I heard


I need chicken fingers

Need

Or want

Need


G... I'm an observer

I'm not your bitch.
If u need something

I'll get it

If u want something

U cannot have it

Do u need me to get u chicken fingers

Yes

There's a difference

Yes

Herz the keyz

So u want me to get them

Yes

You know

U get like the

I didn't eat anything yesterday

[U don't say ]

I only had two biscuits and gravy

And

I need protien

You don't say

I just offered u soup, quesadillas, lips and assholes

I don't want any of those things

Exactly

I don't have a car

Exactly

U know

I hate when you're like this

I hear you

You're an asshole


It's almost difficult to c who's speaking

Separate need from want

And you'll know

That's the game


I told er

This didn't work before

If u use me this way

I'll wait to fuck u

You'll make me lose my focus

She got hostile and left

Cool as a cucumber

 

[hyde]

She offered beer for me to go

Think she'll bring beer still

 

[hyde]

133/88/74

No problem

Opportunity knocks

 

[hyde]

"The 'key"' was the detail she mist

Had she needed it

Why would she want a key

A need means she could walk

Or die trying

Integrity matters

People get angry

 

[hyde]

And to really fix the fight

I'd asked her to make a list of everything she needed to keep her calm, this morning. Chicken fingers wasn't on any list I received. I never received any list.
Continue to behave poorly, people will continue to treat u poorly.

Let's be honest with ourselves

No angry with someone else

 

[hyde]

She tried to threaten me with leaving

It won't b the last time she says it

Told er

She could go or I could go

Whatever she needs me to b

No problem

She left.

She got what she wanted

Chicken fingers

Which means, I gave her the key

She got everything she wanted

Bet it doesn't make her happy

If she needed protein

And didn't want what I offered

Y not just ask for eggs

We get everything we want n then we bitch

 

[hyde]

She offered money

Beer

Think she got fuel

Think I'll get lucky

Shouldn't have given her the key

I'm still learning to listen

 

[hyde]

She got the car

I won't c anything that was mentioned

 

[hyde]

She is unhappy that she drove high

I might have mentioned it

She chose to drive

I cheated

I'd told her earlier I could have momz pick up anything she needed

Excuses excuses

Told er I'm going outside

That I said I wanted to f her

It's strange when we start interpreting words correctly

People speak in tongues alright

 

[hyde]

130/89/80

Anyway

Told er I'd leave or she could at any time

She apologized

I doubt she knows y

 

[hyde]

I can't regulate with caps today

I need to swing to test

Gog next. I should drop

 

[hyde]

She can't hear me

I'll chill outside

It's like different languages

This is the drug

 

[hyde]

Godfather og

124/73/83

NO

MEDICINAL VALUE

plus endorphins from jerk off

Can't pill up today

Checkin nuances

Hey... I'm aunt natural

 

[hyde]

She keeps shorting me

Currently

It sux

It's the reality

Show

Of it

This will actually work in her favor

Going forward

Strategy

Keep tolerances low, for when the good times roll

Not that she'll hear me at that time

But

Whatever

Will b able to say

It's your diet

Not mine

I did mention it

Doesn't matter

If I pushed less, she'd know I have strategy

 

[hyde]

She's burning through almost everything I got now

I find myself forgetting what doesn't work

Hearing her justifying a liars anger towards me. I guess the neighbor heard me yelling one night

There's no excuse when someone is yelling. I won't try.
There's no excuse for a knife attack.
One no more appropriate than another.
There's a reason argue escalate

Neither side is listening

So y bother

I need to try harder to y bother

B a punching bag

Not lose my cool

Y defend what isn't real

I loved neighbors bill and penny

Apparently bill and penny discussed

After they heard me

They didn't like me anymore

Opioids fucked me

I'm working on it

Not easy

No excuse

I felt like- she accepted my apology, and has now poisoned the water twice

Over shit I was forgiven for

I didn't know she held against me

When we have misunderstandings

It's usually because people lack communication skills, are not genuine and it makes life more complicated

She's noise

I love her as she is

As far away as she is

I saw her bully him

Dishonor

Disgrace

Resent

He was swirling shit on her and the bedroom

Had she allowed me to call 911 for him....

These things

Taken out of context

Like an argument

Sound really shitty

If she wants to know my business

Rather than out of context

Y not ask

Addiction

In ones face

Looks smells n feels just like dependency

A thc molecule doesn't know it's ditch

I'm going to change my approach

Gently

To

Tough love

I think I'm doing more of the same

Besides the dope

Find objectivity

The pot is the only control

Or I need to readress

 

[hyde]

I may have two whatever 8 cultivars left

I think the heavy hitters r in to various degrees

Regulated

Knocked her on her ass

Yup

Heavy hand er

Hit her faster, tomorrow

It's been a year since I did it.

U have to barely break through their opiod roof

N keep reminding them it's there

Back down, later... n the process

 

[hyde]

Having never been a victim of domestic violence, before

It's interesting how she tries to justify it by saying raising my voice is wrong

I never realized

They don't see it

For my part

Yup

Raising my voice and even yelling is wrong

Poor communication

No excuse

It would b mental abuse

It is

Mental abuse

I'm trying

I'm trying