Government perjury proved in 5 min

[hyde]

Plenty of people still growing illegally all over the world, so the man doesn't really get a say in what or when we grow, the hardest thing to get is good genetics, even in legal states or countries.

Hey chem. It's spare. Nice to c u.

Any advice?

Thanks for being in the room with me.

I don't feel lonely, anymore.

It's a load off.

She's ok. How r u?

Anything I can do?

Instinctively, I'm thinking...

If we blind tested peeps, with fav strains to vitals n traits... it's a puzzle piece that helps them achieve balance.
Based on bodily filter... their preferences change as they do...

But... the current preferences may already b correct... they just haven't learn enough to know how they personally require it... tailoring to suit needs, as pain docs should already b doing, but have yet to meet one who does shave a lil off, based on delivery

Opioid companies don't trailer... they one size fits all for convenience.

Profit

So... if u like og kush... but... u could do better, or it's a lil strong... we can adjust dose, filters and delivery systems

It's the most advanced medicine

I've ever come across

And so easy to customize to suit

So if the og feller, wasn't quite there smoking... I'd go edible... still not quite... sublingual... still not quite... cosolvent... or... sometimes... a 2 day topical.

It varies

But it's doable

Concentrates make it easier, to detect small nuances: terpenes

 

[hyde]

Every tool in the shed

Cortisols, endorphins... and some other shit I forget

Currently

The effects each gives me...

I use to battle n strip away the weapons hurting her

I came naked man

And I came with some pot

And methadone

Came light

 

[hyde]

Note

Should chicken fingers cause me aggravation again

Have er smoke lingling

So she changes her mind n doesn't bitch quite so much

Again

 

[chemistry]

Hey chem. It's spare. Nice to c u.

Any advice?

Thanks for being in the room with me.

I don't feel lonely, anymore.

It's a load off.

She's ok. How r u?

Anything I can do?

Instinctively, I'm thinking...

If we blind tested peeps, with fav strains to vitals n traits... it's a puzzle piece that helps them achieve balance.
Based on bodily filter... their preferences change as they do...

But... the current preferences may already b correct... they just haven't learn enough to know how they personally require it... tailoring to suit needs, as pain docs should already b doing, but have yet to meet one who does shave a lil off, based on delivery

Opioid companies don't trailer... they one size fits all for convenience.

Profit

So... if u like og kush... but... u could do better, or it's a lil strong... we can adjust dose, filters and delivery systems

It's the most advanced medicine

I've ever come across

And so easy to customize to suit

So if the og feller, wasn't quite there smoking... I'd go edible... still not quite... sublingual... still not quite... cosolvent... or... sometimes... a 2 day topical.

It varies

But it's doable

Concentrates make it easier, to detect small nuances: terpenes

Not obvious that it's you dude, why the new name? And if you can be specific about your problem, then I'll do my best to help.

 

[hyde]

Nm... she's 118lbs now... get er the god dam chicken next time

And a blizzard

She not gonna wanna eat

Coming up

Let's carbo load her ass

For this marathon...

Superfood... see if we can get her to drink shitshakes of leaf... sneak in veg oil for simple sugars...

Ummm

Let's give a bitch a vitamin megadose

 

[SPARECHANGE]

There ya go...

My girl is withdrawals

Methadone cold Turkey, prolly by morning

Down to 3x10mg day... and I thought I had every dope to taper her... I think I had it, lost it, n left the lockbox as pandoraz box...

And forgot I had done it.

Anyway, i dont, but i have a grip of grass

So... I'll use the tools god gave me.

My mind

 

[SPARECHANGE]

She refuses to go to the er as my med team I assembled for her, suggested in stroke territory

AJ's lemon glue equilibrium genetics a diesel descendant

Knocked down stroke range 170s, systolic with 9mg at 70% pulmonary filtration

Instantly

After

I slammed her with a multi and stabilized her, caging her in 120s/80s; 60z70hr at the time

And

Currently

 

[SPARECHANGE]

2emtz 2rnz hospice, my go, pain, phlebotomy... cops...

I couldn't think of anyone else

I'd fired my cardiologist

But checked last night

And no not to fear nitroglycerin

If I thought I needed it for her, I'd b calling 911

With a cop escort

Our response time blows

At 18min

 

[SPARECHANGE]

18min

Personally verified

It would mean

36min to er

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Her rythm is 2-2.5 hrs

Told er... cause I was gonna back off...

Next time u get up...

She was bitchy n got up in 5min... now... imma hit er hard: 100mg.. strongest shit3in the house... over 10 cultivars n capsule at 30% swallowed... minimal stomach contents. Will effect in one hour. I was right. She's out.
No jonesing... lil bitchy... it6her leaves, talking to me... she's coming down... her vitals will b in jeopardy n the morning

Anticipated

Preempted

Shielded by my own design

A feather pillow of angels wings and Phoenix teardrops

I will catch my love

I will

Not fail

She won't have to fall

Even

If she has to trip

A lil

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Back tickles n hair

Endorphins

Let's lose the bitchy

Drug er with love n tickles

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Erectorpili muscles

It's working...

Let's try a lil warm breath

In a kiss

 

[SPARECHANGE]

She's good

Prep for tomorrow...

Tossing wet cloths in freezer

I didn't have hot n cold sweats

Blankets

Puke Ben covered

Mhmmm

Freeze some water bottles

Prep for shit shake

Watch for diabetic crash

She ain't

Just n case

Veg oil

Mhmmm

Juices... (momz)

Pedialyte (momz)

Baby feed (momz)

Hmmm

Ensure (momz)

Ok... jolly ranchers, in case mine sux...

Socks (chills)... took (chills/snow cap/whatever)

 

[MIMedGrower]

@SPARECHANGE

You seem to be doing a lot of medical testing and documenting but it is impossible to decipher your writing. If you want to make a point or teach or “show the doctors” you need to write in proper english.

I have pretty good reading comprehension and retention but i only get parts of your phrases and have to guess what you mean.

And its tiring which likely works against your goals. I think...

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Momz will likely pick up the list for me
We learned how to communicate better

Shit

Fell asleep

She's sleeping

I gotta get back to it

Soon a as I I finish with #2

 

[Variety719]

You logged into the wrong account spare change lmao

 

[SPARECHANGE]

@SPARECHANGE

You seem to be doing a lot of medical testing and documenting but it is impossible to decipher your writing. If you want to make a point or teach or “show the doctors” you need to write in proper english.

I have pretty good reading comprehension and retention but i only get parts of your phrases and have to guess what you mean.

And its tiring which likely works against your goals. I think...

The lights are blinding me. I have the width of my phone to see. Punctuation slows my thinking, so you can understand. I understand it. I just can't read my own stuff. Otherwise I think as slowly as most and lose my place. Opioids messed up my head. I didn't choose it. I don't read many responses. Freaks me out. Slows me down so then I'm thinking what you were thinking 10min ago and then, no offense... I don't think for you. It occurs, doctors tend to write worse. I never knew y... never chose it... it allowed me to accelerate my learning, think/function/heal on a different platform than some. I was trying to do the best I could so that when she got off opioids, I could help her.
I'm not trying to b anything. Not doin it for doctors u, or THE MAN. I don't beg, sit up n heal. All I wanted was for my girl to b off opioid poison, out of bed n by my side. Nobody reads my shyt, anyway. I just wanted to keep the industry abreast as I went because they're not doing it. Don't have it.
It's deadly. It's dangerous. Or is it, med. And today, turns out... I am exactly who she needs me to be; I pray.
So while u all know I'm a huge fan...
The only one I take into consideration about what it think at this moment,
Is my fiance: my lovely ginger.
If I pull this off and she satisfies any concerns I have about addiction... I will observe her for one year from whatever day the other day was and if we still fit well... fuck... I'll marry the bitch.
It was never for you med. It was all for her. I needed to grow the best weed I could and fuck u professor... ur tests r harder than any class I had.

It's enough to drive a student lookoo.

U don't understand me

Because I have multiple conversations at one time because I'm bored... just to keep these guys caught up...

At one time.

I like my cuss list... I swear all the time.
I peppered it up a bit more... so media would never touch it...

Funny, med... you're thinking about one page... I'm a wittier. It's a handful of books, over at least 8 websites n texts n emails... due to its content... if the man ever figured it out... they'd try to stop it. No other writer in history has done this. It's important. It needed to b available. I have a stenographer and a handful of smart people who can decode me/keep up...
And should a need ever arise... I know exactly how to read polysemy n find em all... in chronological order. I'd prefer not to. It freaks me out. It would mean I was speaking to a god. It would mean I'm afraid because I've done unforgivable things... and then I moved on.
It's here, laced with acts n deeds n life stories of my heroes... laced with integrity. Should anyone stand up and try to hurt another... I coded their secrets in... they'll get hurt... because it'll mean they're guiltier... and I won't have to lift a finger... they'll do it to themselves or they won't...

Understand, now?

Slows me down to catch people up, but I respect u man. You've always been good to me. You're one of my best teachers.



I'm many things.
I have what I need.
I'm already published.
I am what I need to be
When I have to be.

Fuck the money

Stick it to the man

It's all for her

 

[MIMedGrower]

The lights are blinding me. I have the width of my phone to see. Punctuation slows my thinking, so you can understand. I understand it. I just can't read my own stuff. Otherwise I think as slowly as most and lose my place. Opioids messed up my head. I didn't choose it. I don't read many responses. Freaks me out. Slows me down so then I'm thinking what you were thinking 10min ago and then, no offense... I don't think for you. It occurs, doctors tend to write worse. I never knew y... never chose it... it allowed me to accelerate my learning, think/function/heal on a different platform than some. I was trying to do the best I could so that when she got off opioids, I could help her.
I'm not trying to b anything. Not doin it for doctors u, or THE MAN. I don't beg, sit up n heal. All I wanted was for my girl to b off opioid poison, out of bed n by my side. Nobody reads my shyt, anyway. I just wanted to keep the industry abreast as I went because they're not doing it. Don't have it.
It's deadly. It's dangerous. Or is it, med. And today, turns out... I am exactly who she needs me to be; I pray.
So while u all know I'm a huge fan...
The only one I take into consideration about what it think at this moment,
Is my fiance: my lovely ginger.
If I pull this off and she satisfies any concerns I have about addiction... I will observe her for one year from whatever day the other day was and if we still fit well... fuck... I'll marry the bitch.
It was never for you med. It was all for her. I needed to grow the best weed I could and fuck u professor... ur tests r harder than any class I had.

It's enough to drive a student lookoo.

U don't understand me

Because I have multiple conversations at one time because I'm bored... just to keep these guys caught up...

At one time.

I like my cuss list... I swear all the time.
I peppered it up a bit more... so media would never touch it...

Funny, med... you're thinking about one page... I'm a wittier. It's a handful of books, over at least 8 websites n texts n emails... due to its content... if the man ever figured it out... they'd try to stop it. No other writer in history has done this. It's important. It needed to b available. I have a stenographer and a handful of smart people who can decode me/keep up...
And should a need ever arise... I know exactly how to read polysemy n find em all... in chronological order. I'd prefer not to. It freaks me out. It would mean I was speaking to a god. It would mean I'm afraid because I've done unforgivable things... and then I moved on.
It's here, laced with acts n deeds n life stories of my heroes... laced with integrity. Should anyone stand up and try to hurt another... I coded their secrets in... they'll get hurt... because it'll mean they're guiltier... and I won't have to lift a finger... they'll do it to themselves or they won't...

Understand, now?

Slows me down to catch people up, but I respect u man. You've always been good to me. You're one of my best teachers.



I'm many things.
I have what I need.
I'm already published.
I am what I need to be
When I have to be.

Fuck the money

Stick it to the man

It's all for her

Whoa! I was just trying to read what you posted. Its a public discussion forum not a personal poetry diary.

And i do understand about writers. My oldes best friend is one. We have 100’s of notebooks, napkins and even poster boards and scraps of paper with writing amd drawings over time. He never stops.

And man i have done a lot more drugs than a pain management opioid addict for sure.

shouldnt i strive to overcome my past limitations?


I was interested in the blood pressure results but couldnt follow.


Nough said. ;-)

 

[SPARECHANGE]

I lose track of time

I may have been studying for 2 yrs

And helping friends

All my life

Do the math

If I ask questions of medical staff when I need to

I leapfrog

Not reading redundancies

Not watching tv or the news

I skip right to chapter n page

And as I only require 8 hrs sleep spouted over 130 hrs

How many hours could I I study over two years

It's just a question

I fit in a few things on the side

But

I'm smarter today

Than I was yesterday

As a dumb trucker

Who hated studying

It was boring

I had no inspiration to learn anything new

I loved travel n partying most

And

Cvs drugs

Paid me very well to do it

The youngest exception in Albertsons yard at the time

Because

As I told em

I'm the best driver you'll ever see

That's y my shirt has Bettie page buttons on it

Because I don't give a shit

You're going to hire me anyway

Sure enough...

Here I am today

To tell u they'd have a mil in opioids in a single totem

Truckloads of dope

They were neither sealing, nor locking... at the time... with me, a felon at the wheel... who took my case as wcomp to limit liability

When I didn't get hurt on the clock... and I told em...

For a nearly one million dollar case... my docs said in their estimate

One hundred k-ish...

It's unfortunate... people treat people, like numbers... when they probably shouldn't have treated me at all... or left a paper trail explaining y ... I didn't have a lock... I was never assigned one... and the union rep... encouraged me to lie... tbh... I don't recall whether I did, or not... as to the disposition of the lock... but the fact is... it proves trailers full of dope... were left to human nature, to b secure... not because drugs kill, but because they went for the money...
With nothing amiss... they tried to fire me for doing what I was told... because a new hire, is cheaper...



And we were held to a higher standard than those in charge... I liked the man... he was good to me... but the man they put in power over us, was an alcoholic... telling me to run outlaw when I would not so I had him removed as a subordinate
For being fall down drunk on the job.

This is the system

Who does this opioid brain damage to my girl and i

 

[SPARECHANGE]

Whoa! I was just trying to read what you posted. Its a public discussion forum not a personal poetry diary.

And i do understand about writers. My oldes best friend is one. We have 100’s of notebooks, napkins and even poster boards and scraps of paper with writing amd drawings over time. He never stops.

And man i have done a lot more drugs than a pain management opioid addict for sure.

shouldnt i strive to overcome my past limitations?


I was interested in the blood pressure results but couldnt follow.


Nough said. ;-)

U know don't even have to ask.

I'll PM it to u

When I have the facts

I'm still learning

And I'll make sure I'm focused.
I'll punctuate so it's not left to interpretation.

Much of what I wrote, I was compelled to write. I never felt it was me speaking.