Mota, Looks like we are all pulling for you! I was once very hooked on BigPharma, too! Last time I went in the Hospital to be operated on ..when leaving and on my way out to the car, I tore up all my scrips & through them in a trash can! My son who had come to get me said:"Why did you just do that?" Once we got to the car i told him he had no idea what i had gone through in my life! And that i would sooner have the pain! Pain let me know that i was still alive! Blessings brother your in my prayers! monkey5